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I don't understand....

Fri, 21 Jul 2006 17:51:37 GMT

I don't understand what has gotten into me lately... for like the past month I have been in really funky moods! I don't know how to explain it... I feel somewhat off kilter... its like at times I feel like I don't really know what I fell about anything.... does that make any sense?? I feel like there is something that I want but I can't figure out what it is? I'm not talking about like someTHING I don't think, just something... I don't know... I feel confused, but not about anything in particular, I just feel confused, like nothing makes sense??

I'm Not Skilled to Understand

Mon, 10 Jul 2006 16:25:20 GMT

I am not skilled to understand
What God hath willed, what God hath planned;
I only know at His right hand
  Stands One who is my Savior.

I take Him at His word indeed:
"Christ died for sinners"--this I read;
For in my heart I find a need
  Of Him to be my Savior!

That He should leave His place on high
And come for sinful man to die,
You count it strange? So once did I
  Before I knew my Savior!

And, oh, that He fulfilled may see
The travail of His soul in me,
And with His work contented be,
  As I with my dear Savior!

Yes, living, dying, let me bring
My strength, my solace from this spring-
That He who lives to be my King
  Once died to be my Savior!

A few years back I went to Alabama for summer camp... it was called Mission Fuge, and this was and still is one of my favorite songs that I learned when we were out there! It just reinterates to me just how awesome God is and what he did for me and anyone else who will have him! (the part I put in Bold is my favorite line)

ONE YEAR OLDER!!!

Fri, 07 Jul 2006 18:54:56 GMT

Its so weird because when I was little I can remember anticipating my birthday for like a week before hand now its like it crept up on me and was here before I knew it! Gone was the expectation and the surprises... lol! Anyway I was just thinking about that and thought that I write about it!

BRI CAME!!!!!!!

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 21:13:33 GMT

This past weekend Bri came and hung out with a bunch of us and we all had a great time!!! I miss her and the other two so much!!!

Monday, June 12, 2006

Mon, 12 Jun 2006 21:29:15 GMT

I hate it when you start to understand something that you thought you understood but didn't until something happens.... ok so I know that didn't make a bit of sense so I'll try to further clarify myself...

For instance the phase "you never know what you've got until you loose it"... well I always thought that I really knew and understood that phrase the most that was possible... that is until today. I guess to a certain extent I did understand it, but I never felt it (maybe that's more acurate). Right now I am in Ruston without my four best friends (yes all you chi alphans there is another one out there...lol) and my family and I'm just plain feeling lonely. I know that it's in these times that we need to seek God and have him fill that emptiness inside, but sometimes it's hard... especially when your major "encouragers" aren't here to help... but then if they were I guess I wouldn't be typing this message...lol...

Anyway enough with the sob story... I hope that everyone is having a great summer and I wan't yall to know that I miss each and everone of you very dearly!!!

I MISS EVERYONE!!!

Fri, 02 Jun 2006 20:35:50 GMT

I miss everyone so bad!!!!!

SUMMER!!!!

Wed, 31 May 2006 04:40:22 GMT

I LOVE Summer!! I think that it is one of the best times of the year... not only do you get out of school (at least some of us) but you get to go on vacations and sleep late and just relax and have fun!! I think that the only thing that would make summer in Louisiana better would be getting rid of the humidity... but we all know that that is not going to happen...lol! Anyway I hope that everyone is having a safe and fun filled summer... so far...

1/2 Way Done!

Wed, 24 May 2006 13:23:00 GMT

This week has really flown by.... its already almost 1/2 way done!!! Anyway I miss everyone and I hope that everyone is having a great summer!

Another Monday!!

Mon, 22 May 2006 17:41:51 GMT

It's another Monday... except this Monday I have no classes... and I won't for the rest of the summer!! YAY!! Anyway.. the other day I was cleaning out my dorm room for the summer when a friend of my roomates called and asked my roommate and I if we wanted to live in U-P next year!! It was great!! I hadn't even signed up or U-P yet and I got a room! Anyway the room is Sutton (I think) 203!! Well I hope that everyone has a fun and safe summer!

I'm SOOOOO bored!!!

Tue, 16 May 2006 21:29:01 GMT

I'm so bored I don't know what to do with myself!! I have been at the office all day with nothing to do!!