let's see...yesterday kinda sucked...my 'friend' trevor was feeling all gloomy...as usual and i wanted to help him cheer up, what i didn't know was; to make him cheer up he would have to vent on me...so he took all his anger and sadness all out on me...i would have hung up..BUT..i was so scared of what he'd do to himself if i did, he yelled at me so much and was just so mean i started crying...then he started laughing...the guy feeds off of pain, he loves watching and making people cry...i couldn't help it tho...then after i thought it was all over with and he threatened to kill me...(from anybody else i would take that lightly but i'm really afraid of him...when we were dating he hit me once and i forgave him but yeah not for this) then he told me if he carried thru with it, he would laugh as he was fucking my dead body...yeah aren't my friends WONDERFUL?? well, not all of my guy friends are like that...there's always Eli and Danny and Chris and so on. so yeah i need a bit of cheering up...n'e ways the poems below are new, so read them...btw i am NOT a cutter, it is just a poem...at the time i felt like doing it but i did not so dont worry!!

HuGS aNd kISsEs

Krystal