Damn man yesturday was s0 fuckin wack.I hate flakerz like u.Fuckin made me lyNN and b0nnie wait and shit.I n0tice u alwayz make stupid aSS excuses t00.This isnt the first time..this is fuckin the THIRD time.D0nt expect me t0 ever talk t0 u ever again.Cuz i can careleSS b0ut u.Well anywayz...yesturday turned 0ut t0 be pretty fun even th0ugh sum0ne kiLLed it.i dr0ve lyNN and b0NNie t0 g0 0ut.We ended up g0in t0 my h0use..s0 we juSS chiLLed there.LyNN juSS crackz me up s0metimez when she talks t0 me-hehe- She has such a cute baby face! *i juSS waNNa pinch th0se chEEkz 0f herz!*...weLL thx f0r bein there f0r me lyNN!...s0 yea.Fuck i d0nn0 wut else t0 write cuz i have "sL0wism" and writerz bl0ck-haha- oOo lyNN wet my d0ggie..he'z name is Sc00ter.He'z like heLLa 0ld..and lyNN started p0urin water at him.Bad lyNN!-tsk tsk- watch lyNN when u c0me 0ver again.. sc00ter is g0nna chase u ar0und the h0use and hump u!!! 

I think of you everyday in my heart.But it just seems like we're drifting apart.Sometimes I just stop and wonder.Will you ever be my one true lover?
Maybe we weren't meant to be.Maybe i'm your destiny.But I don't know let's wait and see.Maybe you were the one for me.What I do know is that I love you.I just need to know if you love me too.I sit and woder when we will be.I guess time will tell, let's wait and see.Please come here and give me a sign.So I'll know that you'll be mine.I will show you all my heart and soul.My feelings for you are beyond my control.Someday we'll know, one day you'll see
That it was meant to be you and me.Until then, i'll be waiting for you  =*(

As the dayz g0 by my life getz w0rse and w0rse.*sighz*..anywayz i didnt g0 t0 slEEp tiLL 1 yesturday cuz i was aCCused of sumthing i didnt d0..but it'z k00..u'LL kn0w the truth in the end.hmMm wut else 0h yea! *ahEm* talked t0 me! FinaLLy..g0sh it'z b0ut time u talked t0 me i th0ught u were high or sumthing-hehe-But i was w0nderin if u talked t0 me cuz u wanted t0 get sum inf0 fr0m me..0r u reaLLie did wanted t0 talk t0 me..0 weLL i'm haPPie that we talked WoWzerz...!!! iMMa be a seni0r n0w! and i'm stiLL small and sh0rt -haha- and i w0nder wh0 im g0nna g0 t0 seni0r pr0m wit.I h0pe i get t0 g0 wit *ahem*...OMG i was s0 b0red at w0rk that i was l00kin thru0gh findapix..and i saw these tw0 CUTE ASS guyz waNNa sEE?g0 to findapic and type their ID in *gietmeehdengs  -click 0n his picz on the b0ttom* and the 0ther 0ne is *krnprettyboii*   ...t00 bad there s0 y0ung but the cutest 0ne is *gietmeehdengs*u sh0uld sEE his pic when he putz his finger by his m0uth.DAMN HE SO FUCKIN HOT-SEXY-CUTE-AND HELLA FINE     -shizzlez- i kn0w i d0nt have a life cuz i be checkin 0ut y0unger guyz 0n findapix-LoL-But hey LiL Lizzie is smaLL t00.s0 they w0nt kn0w i'm 17aitez weLL that was my sucky life..byeEe =]

It seemz so long ago u walked away n lefted me alone.n maybe i was blind to see that i needed change.was is sumthing i said to make u turn away to make u walk out n leave me cold..Ive been sittin here cant get u off my mind.ive tried my best to be strong.I drove myself insane wishin i could touch ur face.but the truth remainz ur GONE.baby boy ur GONE.Time is passin so slowly now guess thatz my life witout u.So i'll juss hang around n find sum thingz to do to get my mind off missin u.Wut will i do if i cant be wit u.Now that we r apart am i still in ur heart baby y dont u see that i need u here wit me.But the truth remainz ur GONE *sighz*

I c0uldnt put my pix in the inf0 place cuz it was t0 big..s0 n0w i have t0 put it here..haha..-(left me)(middle tina)(right nanacy)

itz heLLa early in the mornin rite now.and i'm soOo tired.Been w0rkin f0r a wEEk already.i juSS started this xanga thingy.soWWie if itz so0o plain cuz i d0nn0 h0w t0 make this shit beTTer.Well my wEEk hasnt been as great as i want it to be.Wut m0re can i say 0r d0?well..yea..hmMm..my feelinz f0r an 0ld fren has alwayz bEEn there..but why d0es ppl fuckin alwayz aSSume shit when they d0nn0 the truth? O weLL they juSS d0nt care t0 ask me instead of makin shit up..but like they say it.."itz all g00d"