give thanks to the lord

for he is good and his love endures forever!

The Lord is soo good. I know this because he showed me. We cant be perfect, we cant be superhuman but we can TRY. We can love others, pray and seek out the feelings of others, and our own feelings to come to a better understanding of the world. Theres too much hate and pain in the world for friends to be arguing, people in love to be quarreling, and for any believer to loose faith. Hold strong to God and he will show you just as he has shown me. It took 18 years but i finally get it. I finally get all of it. Today is the day I will change.

You may pass her on the street and not know her name

you may never know how she has changed

but she will

and she will change you

weather you like it or not

something about her

you never forgot

Something about her changed your mind

about the hands of time and you'll trully find

love is forgiving, understanding and healing always

not most of the time

or occasionally

ALWAYS

love prevails.

Love will save you if you let it.

Love is the begining the end and everything in between.

___________

Children of God,

Friendship is not something to be taken lightly, do not mess around with it or it will mess with you.

Do not take advantage of it, or it will take advantage of you. Dont go to sleep angry with a loved one ever, for it is not fair to anyone.

Remember that you are an example in every way, every day. People are watching you weather you think they are or not. A time comes when everything falls apart and the world begins to make since again. Where love is waiting around the bend and a friend is waiting to hold your hand.

Walk with Jesus.

Amen Amen Amen

hmm

i dont kno i was gonna put something here but then i lost it

ill write it tomorrow

<3 God bless

tired eyes

my eyes are tired and my feet ache but through all of this pain

 i know that i am real *

Sometimes it seems that some people are just not meant to be here for very long, they come and live a life so full so fast with many accomplishments, they are literally on top of the world.  But within seconds of one bad descision all of that can come crashing down. Some people it seems, are too much for the world, truly too good to be true and must return to the maker before the world is ready for them to be gone.  Those people are lifted up into a better place, and though we miss them we must remember God's holy grace. 

I was honnored to know someone in my life for maybe just a short time, however, they were such a light to me, an inspiration and a hero. Most recently I have discovered that I will never again be graced with the presence of this young man, though I will always keep his name, face and a piece of his deep soul in my heart. <3

Pay attention to the people around you and as i have said before, never take advantage of anyone, because you never know when today will become the last. Love without holding back and laugh like you never have before.  Always reach for the moon and keep your goals in sight for they are ambitions and dreams that can come true. Remeber to tell someone you love them when you truly do, and do not hold sour revenge in your heart for those who dont love you too. Always remember those that impact you and take a piece of them with you in your heart, so that you can always look back to see a beautiful gift that God placed here for you. 

Everyone with influence or guidance in your life, can and will make an impact.  Therefore, never forget those who make you smile, and keep that picture in your mind for a while.  For it will be something to look back on to lift your spirits on a grey day.

<3> always AL

James you were and are a hero to me. I'm sad i never got to tell you.

I leave for NY on thursday..... hmmmm it shall be interesting... we will see how it goes

wish me luck

new jobs on their way

wish me luck

and  life is good dont forget that

and try not to think too much

My head hurts when I think about school starting, maybe its because the homework stresses me out sooo much, along with schedualing and communication conflicts.

hmmm im having an excellent summer and i dont want it to end

though its comming to an end so very fast...

I do miss people from school though, hmmmm

my house smells like popcorn because my dad just ate the popcorn someone bought for me :-/

Church tomorrow thats always a good thing

and soon miss martha will be here, even more exciting

and im rambling

but mr. danzig that came up to us tonight was crazy cool

and i love laying on the concrete