ทุกคนต้องขอบคุญน้องอิ๋มที่ทําให้เรา update xanga ของเรา hehehe

Ok, so i haven't updated since what....february? yeah. I'm still alive and well if u'd like know, but i guess i've been moving on too much (as in moving on to other sites) that i think i have forgotten completely that i even had a xanga, not until i was talking to Immy today and she reminded me of my negligence. Aite. sorri for not updating na ja.

OK...let's see what i can update y'all since february....well...there was definitely the midterms...and then there was also the finals...and LOTS of work in between...but i dun think ne thing significant happened. Oh yes, i did have a 3-day trip to the beach with my bf at Cha-Um...and wat else....hmm...Oh yes, the annual 'rub nong' event. Here are some pictures that i took....oh....we also did a "clip shaow"--i'm assuming u guys don't know what that means...so....that's all good...haha

Hmm...seems like my "service is unavailable" rite now so i can't load any photos...if u guys wanna see...just check it out from my facebook naaaaaaaa

The new school term starts this monday, and i don't want it to start at all...just wanna relax like this forever. sabai dee .. shob.

Pai gorn na~ ttyl

Check out my Slide Show!

How would life be without Death?

Have you ever wondered?

Where do we all go when the time finally comes?

Or is just, an eternity of nothingness--

And all the religions were just a lie. A lie that kept people sane--that gave reason to human-kind that we are here for a reason. Without religion, the world would be chaotic, since we're so doubtful, always thinking. But what would happen to people who expect so much, and in the end, they find out that there was nothing to it at all, than just life. Simple life. Being born, living, and dying. Nothing more to it than just that. Would we laugh at ourselves? Or become furious? Or feel nothing at all? We would all know one day. One day, sooner or later, it will inevitably happen to all of us. No one can cheat death.

But then again, if there was a reason for all of us here, is it for us to figure out ourselves? How sure are you? Is there one supreme being? or are there many? Or does it simply break down to being grateful for being alive? Worshipping life itself, for our very existence. But we would seem mad if we were worshipping life--so instead why not bring something stable, something or someone that people would have faith in. Is that how religion came about? Or was religion just a way of life? A culture, how people led their lives.

Should we embrace death, as we do with life? Should we celebrate the day that we will die, as a person celebrates the day that their eyes open up to this world? What if all of this meant nothing? Nothing at all. The world would go mad, or either stay still and do nothing at all. What drives us to exist? Why do we need to exist, when the point of life is just to live it, and die.

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The new year becoming a reality,

Depression kicking in.

The same tune,

Playing in melancholy.

Is there anything else?

Life, teach me something new.

Like crawling through time,

Meaningless words,

Emotionless feelings,

An empty space.

My monotonous world,

Filled with shades of black, white, and gray.

Silent screams,

And invisible tears.

The Abyss Awaits,

For all of us.

Tomorrow would be 1 week that i'm single...

haaa...seng jung loey...tung kid teung...tung ruk....mai wai loey. this is too much. good news is....i'm feeling better. but that's becuz i'm going to wud and all that stuff. trying to be a thamma-thummo person. haha. and i do confess, that i've been avoiding people lately...i mean..i want to be alone at the moment. i can recover, i don't need to go out and party like many people do. there are other ways to heal a broken heart other than drinking. well that's not new is it?

yeah. ok...i think i already have my new year's resolution for the coming year...even though it's like a month away..

1. no more relationships (for a couple of years)
2. study more
3. work harder--less time slacking off
4. workout more
5. have light dinners
6. eat breakfast!
7. don't skip
8. be nice to sister
9. don't spend alot
10. don't exceed credit limit

dat's all i can think for now. ha...i don't have a "stay awake" in my resolutions ne more...since the beginning of this term, i've fallen asleep only twice in management accounting class...i'm getting better!

haaa~ i heard read somewhere that if people drank milk (or any dairy products..like yogurt) (if their age was more than 7), it would be detrimental for our health. so does that mean i can't have cereal for breakfast?

ahh ok. christmas is almost here...where y'all going? i think my family is going to rayong...then me and ma sis mite take a ferry across to samed...hmm...sounds fun.

AITE....later