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Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 16:20:34 GMT

new screen name...forwhatyouare07.

Saturday, December 31, 2005

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 10:25:50 GMT

last day of 2005. i dont feel like reminiscing though. going to laurens tonight, should be a super fun time. got a new snare drum (freaking amazing) and a new seat (very comfortable) for my drumset yesterday, but now im pretty well in debt. oh well....its not soo bad. dont want to go back to school but i have to start doing some homework now cus i kinda have a lot to do to get it all done. welp. thats all. later.

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Tue, 27 Dec 2005 10:37:39 GMT

so my christmas was pretty good. got to hang out with family and get presents and good stuff like that. but now that its over im really hoping to do some amazing stuff with that one person who isn't exactly family. a week from today we'll be back in school though, and that doesn't sound fun at all...oh well...at least we get a whole week to enjoy ourselves. and im planning on doing as much as i can. unlike my brother, who sleeps in until 3 unless he has something already planned. feeling a little sick right now, but the medicine seems to be helping, so thats a good thing. get to go back to my home town tomorrow and im kinda excited, just to see what i grew up in and how its changed. that whole deal usually is pretty good...but it can get me kinda sad cus then i start thinking about stuff and the way i left it. oh well...i guess thats it for now. hope you all enjoyed your christmas.

p.s. my band has a show january 16 (sorry lauren for it being the day after your birthday) if you want to come out ask me for directions (its at the championship for those of you who know)

Saturday, December 24, 2005

Sat, 24 Dec 2005 09:46:48 GMT

so, its christmas eve. im excited. kicked off the break and holiday with lauren yesterday. had a super fun time...finally saw narnia...after like 4 attempts or something like that. it was good. exchanged gifts...she's so nice. now im just being lazy hoping i dont have to go into work and then i have church and my grandma's house tonight. hope everyones christmas goes well...peace.

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 21:07:35 GMT

middle of the school week, just wishing to forget about all this work for a week or so. i really can't wait for break. i kinda have a feeling there's a chance it might not be that great though. basically because i have super high expectations of what i want to happen, and pretty much hope it seems like this past summer...and if its not it might not seem that great. but im hoping, and more than likely will happen, it will be one amazing break and i will enjoy every moment of it and will absolutely dread going back to school...thats what im looking forward to. basically just at my giving up point for this year...and sort of this semester. christmas is in 5 days..laurens birthday is in less than a month...and i can't wait. i want to show her what she means to me...and maybe that'll be a chance. who knows. work is alright lately, only 7 hours this week, but im not complaining...i dont really need a whole lot of money, and now i have time for other things. i just better not get a whole lot next week when im off and wish to spend my time doing other things...so we'll see. thats it for now.

Saturday, December 17, 2005

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 13:45:54 GMT

half decent weekend planned....hung out with lauren last night...going shopping today and then either working or hanging out with lauren if i get called off...and tomorrow i drum in church and then hanging out with lauren. sounds like a good weekend to me. 4 days of school until christmas break....yesss.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Wed, 14 Dec 2005 18:11:55 GMT

blah...thats about it.

Sunday, December 11, 2005

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 10:22:08 GMT

so...i've got the most amazing girlfriend in the world...thats all i wanted to say.

Friday, December 09, 2005

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 08:18:00 GMT

snow day today...hopefully a break from the headaches...hopefully the roads aren't so bad and i will get to see lauren sometime....super hoping...

got called off of work last night..that was pretty cool...it was my moms birthday so then she didn't have to be home alone...

dont know what im going to do today except relax and try as hard as i can to see lauren...i miss her.

edit - watched mr. holland's opus for like the 500th time or something like that...best quote ever "you work 30 years of your life thinking what you do has an impact on someone, and then you wake up one day and realize you made a little error...you are, expendable"...i dont think so mr. holland...

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Tue, 06 Dec 2005 21:29:43 GMT

17 years...5 months...it all pretty much just moves fast. i can't wait to see whats yet to come...especially in the 5 month one...

pretty good birthday, kinda realized how many people care...and its nice to know...especially that one girl...that very special girl...

back to work now, and worrying about crap. i've been having headaches lately...like bad ones, either my whole head hurts or i have a sharp pain at one spot...anyone have any ideas?

bed time...later.