straight up blood that's my type
thugged out from the hood
that's what i likee
:]

he might be a thug but i'm his princess :)
<3
when he first approached me...
yeah he's good looking but
he came off really bad... a player, a pimp, a gangster, whatever...
and he constantly reminded me of someone else that hurt me...
so i kept my guard up and i had my doubts... but he has really proved me wrong.
he's so sexy, hot, crazy funny and amazing...
and his body. mmmm!! that 6 pack and those armsss.
eand those eyes... they are so clear.
specially because he is nothing but real.
so different from every other guy i've met
who have appeared like the perfect guy
only to reveal that they just want one thing.
or losers who think that i'm easy.
know this. i DON'T SETTLE.
but... i think i've really fallen...
if not love, it's infatuation at least...

he never calls me girl, bitch or anything derogatory or even ordinary.
he calls me beautiful, not hot.
the way he kisses me,
the way he holds me,
the way he looks into my eyes,
the way he teases me...
the way we can talk about anything
the way he makes me feel
i adore himmm...

i told him i'm not ready for a relationship yet...
and i'm afraid to tell him how much i like him even though he's told me so many times how much he likes me
it's because he's going to be down here and i'm going back up to berkeley.
and i'm just .. afraid.
and he said: "you'll forget about me, wont you?
it doesn't matter how long we don't talk...
i will always want to see you. just know you have a nigga here that wants to be with you."
and it just makes me melt..
we'll see....at the very least i still want to be friends.
i don't know what i want...
i just know i don't want summer to end...

i love my friends soooo much <3
we have too much fun together...
summer is absolutely crazy. ;]

yesterday i decided i would go on a fast for one week.

it lasted 6 hours.

and i only made it that far because i was sleeping.

yeah. pathetic. -.-

and then when i woke up...there was this burrito... he was like taunting me & egging me to eat him. so you know, being the considerate person i am, i did.

but then... GUILT set in. i felt like how eve must have felt when the devil snake told her to eat the apple.
except in my case, the apple WAS the devil.
:[]

it was good though. lol.

m3lightwt: you are so ghetto
m3lightwt: lol
m3lightwt: i can drive my parent's cars but since your so ghetto i don't want them to get keyed
honeyP0PZx: omg lol shut up
honeyP0PZx: haaahah i do drive the ghettoest thing imaginable though
m3lightwt: see what i mean
m3lightwt: look at your icon nike shoes???
honeyP0PZx: haha forget it. i'm too ghetto to hang out with u... and too broke to buy you lunch
m3lightwt: you have to buy me lunch
m3lightwt: i should charge you interest
honeyP0PZx: lol fine. let's go to mcdonalds.
m3lightwt: LOL
m3lightwt: lets go
m3lightwt: you have to pick me up though
m3lightwt: cuz gas is expensive
honeyP0PZx: hell yeah it is!
honeyP0PZx: which is why your ballin ass needs to pick up my ghetto broke ass
m3lightwt: where do you live in placentia?
honeyP0PZx: on the ghetto side... lol and im being real
honeyP0PZx: its split up between the white people and the mexicans
honeyP0PZx: and im on the border
honeyP0PZx: hah
m3lightwt: omg
m3lightwt: then we have to meet some where else

honeyP0PZx: reading?? when u have nothing to do?
[00:29] m3lightwt: yea gotta do something
[00:29] m3lightwt: want to read it too?
[00:29] honeyP0PZx: haha what is it?
[00:33] m3lightwt: it's about not wasting all your money on clothes! haha
[00:48] m3lightwt: you should read it

hahaha... hater!