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Blah. Life sucks. I'm tired.
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| CW: 161?
Ewww.
Pigged out after school. Purged most of it.
Thinspiration of the day:
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| CW:159.5lbs this morning.
I'm very disappointed in myself.
Thats all I have to say.
Thinspiration of the day:
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| Yesterday's post that wouldnt post:
CW: 159
Wow, weird day today. I took a Zantrex 3 diet pill this morning for
energy and stuff, and i was SO FUCKING JITTERY today!!!!! I couldnt
stop shaking and moving and my heart was going THUDTHUDTHUDTHUDTHUD
reallllly fast. I couldnt sit still. I couldnt stop jittering. It was
so scary. The diet pills dont usually affect me THAT much. I wonder why
it did today. I need to know so i can still take them and not have that
happen again.
My friends though I was on acid, hahahaha.
I ate alot today =[
I have no self control anymore, its sad really.
Anyway...
My friends are getting into Wicken stuff and spells and all that good
shit. I remember in 5th grade i was SOOO into that stuff. I use to do
spells all the time with my friend. I almost burnt down my room at my
Dads house with a candle thing. My dad made me stop my whole wicken
thing though. I miss it. I might get back into it again with my
friends. Its pretty awesome. I dont do weird sacrifices though.
I dont think my friends believe that i can sometimes see oras and hear
peoples thoughts once in a while. I cant hear them on command, they
just slip into my mind from someone elses. Noy often, but they use to
allllll the time. i need to work on strengthening my 6th sense again.
Thinspiration of the day:
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| CW: 161.5lbs.
Ewwwww. Back up AGAIN.
This sucks.
I wish i was away at college. I wish i was 18 and lived by myself.
I wish i had a job.
I wish i was so busy i would forget to eat.
I cant wait till my camp this summer. It'll be so easy to avoid food.
Thinspiration of the day:
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