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Name: x Centrefolds
Birthday: 2/8/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: AFI, Avenged Sevenfold, Placebo, A Perfect Circle, Mest, HIM, Nine Inch Nails, Atreyu, Bleeding through, The used, Kill Hannah, Coheed and Cambria, Dope Stars Inc, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Incubus, The Cure, Son of Sam, Yeah Yeah Yeah's, The Monkees, Alkaline Trio, Pretty Girls Make Graves, Dead can Dance, Hawthorn Heights, Something Corporate, Blink 182, The offspring, Muse, Velvet Revolver, No Doubt, Tool, Weezer, Silverchair, Tiger Army, Orgy, Joe Satriani, Head Automatica, Kittie, Letterkill, Slipknot, Murderdolls, Snow Patrol, Chevelle, Shudder to Think, My Chemical Romance, Taking back Sunday, Bright Eyes, The Birthday Massacre, Dashboard Confessional, Goo goo dolls, Siouxsie, Arcade Fire, Saves the Day, Interpol, HIM, Indecent Obsession, A Static Lullaby, with Broken Wings, Joy Division, Marilyn Manson, Dir en Grey, Smashing Pumpkins, The Cure, Bowie, From First to Last, A Static Lullaby, Juanes, Idiot Pilot, My American Heart, Bleed the Dream, Saosin, Senses Fail & just thought I
Expertise: Music.
Occupation: Other
Industry: Other
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AIM:  boyhoodXbravery
MSN: teenageangst1001@hotmail.com
ICQ:  348837359
Yahoo:  xcentrefolds
Member Since:
10/25/2004
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From the way that you acted
to the way that I felt it
It wasn't worth my time
and now it's sad cause all I missed
wasn't that good to begin with
and now that I've started you begging
saying things that you don't mean
it isn't worth my time
a line's a dime a million times
and I'm about to see all of them
Goodbye to you, goodbye to you, you're taking up my time
Goodbye to you, goodbye to you
You call my name when I wake up
to see things go your way
I'm coughing up my time
each drag's a drop of blood a grain
a minute of my life
it's all I've got just to stay down
why the fuck am I still down
I'm hoarding all that's mine
each time I let just one slip by
I'm wasting what is mine
Goodbye to you, goodbye to you, you're taking up my time
Goodbye to you, goodbye to you
My time
I'm about to see a million things
I thought I'd never see before and I
I'm about to do all of the things
I've dreamed of and
I don't even miss you at all
Goodbye to you, goodbye to you, you're taking up my time
Goodbye to you.
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| You officially just lost all my respect for you.
Honestly, do you expect me to ever want to fucking talk to you again if
you break up with me through someone else. And with the excuse
'you'll say something mean' is pretty fucking lame. Had you said
'something mean' I could have easily retaliated with something better, and you know that.
Looking back, I dont know what I could have seen in you, or you in me for that matter. I mean, GOSH!
I had FRIENDS! :O! Cause you know, every person I talk to I'm secretly
sleeping with behind your back. You were jealous of every goddamn thing
I did. I could hardly hang out with my friends without you having to
object in some way. Then you sent me that text message 'I've decided to
give and trust you' well, you certainly didnt go back on that! You
never trusted me. I know that. Do you remember when you,
Britani and I were on the phone and I made you guys hold on while I
went and took another call? Well I heard you when I came back. Britani
said 'You don't trust her, do you?' and you answered with 'No.' I dont
know if that was for me or not, but it certainly seems to fit, don't
you think? You refused to say anything in front of me and that bothered
me. You wanted to know everything, but hid yourself.
I will
admit, I did smile stupidly when those sweet little text messages came
to my cellphone in the middle of the day. They did make me feel better
about everything, I will admit that, but in all seriousness, was that
just a distraction while you decided whether to break up with me YOURSELF or get someone else to?
You know what? Eventhough we broke up last night around ten or so - I'm already
with someone else. Call me a whore, but you couldnt have not seen that
coming. This time, we click. We live damn near next to eachother. I
should have been the one to break up with you, I saw us cracking way
before this happened.
Yeah so, I didnt make sure ALL My
attention was focused on you. Sue me. I'm not going to put my life to
the side and make you the center of the universe. You always made me
into the villian, and for you to dislike Enola before actually meeting
her was stupid. Yeah, yeah Rhianna made that sign, it was a joke.
You're sensitive, I know that too. I find it funny that you'd make me
tell you really everything, but yet not show me something like that but
just go off and make those signs about Kelsey. Don't believe everything you hear.
AND,
for you to make those signs about Kelsey was completely uncalled for. I
know she said some things to you, and I explained it was because she
was looking out for me, she did say some inappropriate things, but damn
so did you. Let's get one thing straight Rape isn't Funny and
I'm appauled. Why would you joke about something like that? How dare
you call ANYONE immature. I think You've just proven yourself in this
relationship to be The MOST immature person I've ever met. Grow
up, good god, you fucking drama queen. I'm not in the mood to hear your
lame retorts because you know what? When Chris told me you wanted to
break up with me, I didn't really care. I was like alright. whatever.
It
was nice when it began, but its a shame it came to a sorry fucking
close. I'm not going to apologize, I learned that from Kelsey that when
there's something that needs to be said, and its what you mean, don't
apologize. She was right, friends are going to be there forever, while
'significant others' will not. Yeah, yeah go date Donnie or whoever the
hell Britani wants you to date now, I don't care.
Tell me
honestly, did you feel anything for me at all? It never quite felt like
it. I did have a lot of fun with you, and I'm sorry if I wasn't up to
your standards. Goodbye. | | |
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+++++++++++ I'm going to Taste of Chaos in Two Days!
++ My parents are letting Mike Drive!
- we were going to take a limo, but it was too expensive
------ Mike has to get an adapter, otherwise we can't listen to CDs in his car (piece'a junk! xD)
- Quinn Allman + Facial hair = The Death of Me
+ I found my 'The Used' Shirt that I've been searching for!
- Still failing history
+ Brought up my grade in Math
------- Havent seen Meliza in FOREVER
--------------- Haven't seen Amari either. I want to see her so badly. =\
+/- Who wants to go to a movie sometime?
++++++++++++ Katy Kloot is coming here on Wednesday! All are
invited over at my place to watch some movies. Well, tell me if
you're coming first but yano. Thursday night we're
meeting. My room will be immaculate by that time -____-;
-------------------------- I can't go to taste of chaos if I dont make my room spotless in two days. Fuck, man.
+ Found cute baby pictures!
- Kelsey called me fat :(
-------- Made Lyndsay cry last night. I haven't felt that awful in a long time.
----- Mahalia isn't coming to the Sacramento Shooow. -cries-
------ Enola isn't either >:O!
--- Enola probably can't come see me until summer or something
---- Kelsey might not be coming to San Fran tomorrow >:O!!
Yeah. enough of my crap. Later.
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| Lets see. hmmm.
+ Quinn Allman and Brian Molko? Yes? No? Perhaps. I'm still undecided. Waddaya think?
- my grades came.
- I was caught cutting class. >\
+ Ron hasnt contacted me at all
- Mike's car is broken
- Mike's dad's car is broken
- theres a chance I might not be able to go to Taste of Chaos =X
+ I'm probably going to Taste of Chaos because Geoff can also take me.
+ Enola might be coming up to come with me.
---- Carolyn is a douche bag.
The end.
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|  | Currently Playing
Moulin Rouge (Music from the Motion Picture), Vol. 2
By Various Artists, Steve Sidwell, Will Jennings, Chris Elliott, David Baerwald, Billy/Kelly, Tom Steinberg, Marius/Daemion, Amiel de Vries, Freddie Mercury, Craig/Ahbez, Eden Armstrong, Steve Sharples
Come what May
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Well Fuck. Not much to say here. >\ I want a Wendy's
Hamburger like nobody's business. God, I love Placebo. And
Ewan&Nicole singing 'Come What May' What a pretty song.
What's to say about my life? Well...
- Saturday Night I was Molested
+ Saturday Night, I met a new friend
+ My history teacher played a cool trick on us.
- Spent a good portion of last night crying
+ Tomorrow, I can call anywhere in the US free on my home line. Score.
+ This summer, there's a good chance I'm going to go Louisiana
+ Kelsey, Kristina & Jocelyn are coming to visit this summer.
++++ I met Smith on the Twenty-first.
- I'm beginning to fight a lot more with Kelsey
Not much otherwise. Guess I'll be hanging out with Lex, Mike
& Rob this weekend for movienight (I think Rob is anyway!) and
Geoff if I'm lucky =D yup. mhm. Thats about it.
-Moi
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