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Monday, May 21, 2007

It was you...

I'm a sick, vindictive, manipulative bitch.

I laugh at other's pain and unhappiness.

I should own a whip or something, right?


Friday, May 11, 2007

I look right in front of me...

Whoaaaa

The more time i spend in school now, the less I want to be there or see the point in being there.  What's stopping me from just walking out the door, getting into my car and going home?  Nothing.  Why do i feel like this?  Why is senioritis soooo appealing?

This sucks man

I don't want to feel like this cause that makes me irresponsible.

But fuck man...after seven years of the same old shit, i'm ready.  This is over, i am SOOO ready.

This entry is just to give everyone a heads up that yes, i'm still alive, and yes i believe i will survive.

Yes...bomb scares in the middle of an English AP exam don't rattle my cage.

Neither does a disgruntled Government AP teacher.

And you wanna know the funny part?

I think this is the most happy i've been probably in weeks.


Sunday, May 06, 2007

Survey Repeat!

I've decided not to study for the rest of the quarter.  Collegeboard can take my money and choke on it.

On your current playlist, hit shuffle and pick the first twenty songs on the list (no matter how cheesy or embarrassing), and write down your favourite line of the song. Try to avoid putting the song title in the line. Then, have your friends comment and see if they know the songs.

1. To all your friends, you're delerious.  So consumed in all your doom 
2. I don't mind if I hurt you and leave this guilt behind.  So here I go burning bridges, did I play my hand too soon?
3. What I give to you is just what i'm going through, this is nothing new.
4. Why don't you show me a bit of spine you've been saving for his mattress, love?
5. I'll make it hot for you if it's frio
6. Can't you hear me smiling when I sing this song for you, and only you.
7. She said she loved me but she had somewhere to go.  She couldn't scream while I held her close I swear I never let her go.
8. Even if things end up a bit too heavy...
9. Boy, one day you'll be a man.  Oh girl, he'll help you understand.
10. It'll all turn me up into knots.
11. She said "Hey, I rock the Haro sport, I rock the cow girl blues, I rock too fast for love.  I’m footloose in my Velcro shoes."
12. We put the F-U back in fun, serve it up with a smile, you aint heard this kind of stuff in a while.
13. I hope you believe me, cause i speak sincerly and i mean it when i tell you that i need you.
14. Yes she caught my eye as I walked on by, she could see by my face that I was fucking high
15. And we need to go on and ON AND ON AND ON
16. Cause the girls world wide wanna throw their hands up high when they say they wanna kick it with a stand up guy
17. Nothing's gonna happen around here if we don't make it happen
18. You wouldn't get me on the phone and you couldn't make me not alone (rereading this lyric makes me realize how non-sensical it is)
19. And how the grace with which she walked into your life will stay with you in your steps and pace with you a while
20. Cause while all the rest of the guys are all trying, oh, trying so hard

Take a guess at what the songs are WITHOUT THE AID OF GOOGLE OR INTERNET!!! >:O


Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Currently Listening
It Won't Be Soon Before Long
By Maroon 5
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You're just like the safety belt, you saved my life...

I have a nerd complex.

Entwined in my soul, with the beat in my step, in the sway of my hair, i have a nerd complex.  I like explaining things with physics, i like (and loathe) finding little math tricks that, when you figure them out either say "ah durr" or "hahaha you're such an idiot" depending on the weather.  I sometimes have a sudden urge to just laugh outloud and snort because i also have terrible allergies.

I have a nerd complex that always compells me to make corny jokes (but not as corny or excrutiatingly painful as cetrons) and i'm an even bigger nerd because i can turn a seemingly corny joke into a terrible double entendre.  And then i'll describe it as a gift.  My nerd complex attracts me to other nerds and then i'll explain it with our electron affinity for eachother and then i'll realize that electrons really have nothing to do with it and try to explain it in terms of our pheramones, but ofcourse, that doesn't explain my friends that are girls.

My nerd complex makes me sick.

Makes me laugh.

Makes me get into terrible trouble all the time.

Because i'm always attracted to nerds :p

You thought you were special, but even lightning can strike twice.

P.S. We love violin intro's.


Sunday, April 08, 2007

You've got the greenlight...

I didn't realize how much shit has happened between my last entry and this current one and damn.

It feels good to be senior.

Finally that glow and awesome feeling of not caring anymore has finally arrived cause I finally got into college and i'm finally going to a college that doesn't really matter if i got an 83 or a 74 in bio...okay maybe the 74, but the eighty doesn't matter and i love that.

That i don't have to care anymore

Fourth quarter Senior year...i love it.

Anyways

I finally started peicing together my prom outfit and it's gonna be pretty sick, even tho my mom thinks that going with black jewlery would look weird, i dun care cause my dress is pretty damn dark, and if i wear gold jewlery, i'll look like  tacky pimpette.  Black Jewlery, Gold shoes.

I love Steve Madden.

So...funny story that i really shouldn't be sharing, but i think it's funny and if my sister reads this (or my cousins) i'm going to be in big trouble (cause my cousins will just laugh at my sister for...the rest of her life sorta..maybe kinda, i don't know.  Reprecusions will occur, that's all).  Bottom line, my dad took away my sisters keys (for like a day.)

BUT

My sister didn't come home the other day, she spent the night at a friends house in the city.  My dad, being the man he is, woke up at 4 am to check if she was in the house, and surprise, she wasn't there.  He woke up my mom, starting yelling at her (thank god i'm a deep sleeper) about how my sister wasn't home blah blah blah and threatened to go to the train station himself and drive the car back to the house (we live three blocks away from the train station...wasn't a big tradgedy if she had to walk.)  My mom told him not to and then went back to sleep.

Not my dad.

So my mom and I went out shopping, my sister called me and my mom answered.  She asked where her car was (my mom thought it was stolen) and I said, maybe dad took it.

Turns out

My dad just moved the car from the spot my sister parked in to another spot far away.

"Let her sweat it out" my dad said.  And all i could do was laugh, cause i thought it was pretty freaking funny.  My mom didn't believe that my dad would actually do it, but hey...after years of doing nothing, he finally followed through with the threat.  Mom said that my dad was just like my sister and played a juvenile prank on her (which i agree, but doesn't make it less funny) and that she was glad that we weren't at home.

Ofcourse when we got home, my sister thought that nothing was her fault and did the whole hostile thing while my mom and i stayed out of it.  My dad just didn't do anything cause at that point, he had her keys.

Doesn't matter anyways cause my sister has her keys now only because no one wanted her to be that hostile the whole weekend so my mom told my dad to give her the keys.

All in all, my sister didn't learn anything.

But it was damn funny.



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