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Thursday, July 05, 2007

  • stupid lunch

    ok so i woke up this morning at 117!!
    WHich is really good 4 me..anyway
    so i dident eat breakfast
    BUT....my mom made me go out to lunch with her and a few other ppl in my family
    i ate and was planning on purging..BUT
    there were like 10 ppl in the bathroom so i couldent without getting caught
    ..argg
    Well i got home like 20 minutes later and threw up like half of it...or as much of it as i could
    Im scared to weight myself....
    Ill do it later after iv excersized and taken a nap
    ..ahh i was going so well
    i hate this

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

  • yay..i guess

    so its almost 4
    Eaten nothing but iced tea and water
    well i had a bite of low cal yogurt-9 calories??
    tennis lesson 1 hour
    Swam Laps
    Weight: 120-119
  • good 4 me..i guess

    hey i havent kept anything down all day
    which is very good
    im slowly loosing pounds....which is great
    But i feel like im loosing emotion
    ...maybe it just today
    but i dont feel anything..love....hate...hunger..pain
    i guess thats good
    im numb

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  • Hey my name is amy, i guess u would call me emo or goth i dont really care for labels i use to have a serious eating disorder i would like to think im over it but i still hate my body, i cut and i know i shouldent but i do, i might post picturs of my cuts so i would not read this if ur prone to triggers. I use to have a perfect boyfriend but we arnt together anymore, which makes me single once again....i love to dance pointe, jazz, modern, lyrical I love to write Il looking to meet people and to find some people i can just talk to about stuff thats going on in my life Im a music freak GET TO KNOW ME

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