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Birthday: 3/23/1990
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Saturday, October 11, 2008

Currently Listening
Lights That Flicker Will Surely Fade
Lights that flicker will surely fade
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Today

is Micheal's day.
I can feel it in the air.



Friday, October 10, 2008

Currently Listening
You Are My Sunshine
By Copeland
Good Morning Fire Eater
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I'm afraid I'm too small in this world

errorxkaylenex Did you see Copeland put another song up?
Solidsnake1332  really?!
Solidsnake1332  no way!!
errorxkaylenex haha. yes. they did.
Solidsnake1332 shit im looking that up now



He's a kid on Christmas and when moments like that happen;
I feel like I contributed something.
Someone's happiness.
Someone's rescue.
An inch of importance comes through
and then leaves me;
Reasonable.



Tuesday, October 07, 2008

Currently Listening
When the Flowers Bloom...
By Promise of Redemption
Oh The way
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Talk Me Through

The night is fresh and it's suddenly pricking your hand
an end-less thorn.
Entering into your world with eyes closed
I can hear the gentle ticking;
clocks rushing perfection and
people mocking what we tie so tight.
And, oh the way,
the grass blades play inside of your smile
and cerulean dances without a beat;
I saw the crescent of the moon within your valley
in just one night.
The world's waiting to be stolen,
swept off it's solar system but you
are just too humble to offset the balance.
The night is fresh and the leaves,
if you listen;
they're singing louder than I can explain.
Every time the hour comes, that eerie period
where I sit on the bank;
alone.
Sometimes, if I look hard enough
without you
I can see it again.
A boy perched in the willows
russet colored tops searching
vividly for an April love.
The girl, she's wrapped inside the
wildflowers:
body frozen and delicate but she's
pleading with Mother Nature.
"Don't dirty my dress with your coverings, momma please.
I know I've done wrong, but pleas-"
cut off- cut short.
Staggering through the tendrils
opportunity crunches under foot.
He sees her;
that boy nesting in the boughs
and the dream ends.
I'm awake again betwixt flats of wood
and tempting cerulean.
I'll drop in a pebble,
let it ripple through and hope
that the circles will splash me.
Refresh me; renew me.
Oh the way my fingers slide
gently off that wooden plank.
The splinters mean nothing once I am
submerged.
Water parts like Moses; I'll lick my lips
and let go.
Oh the way a color can change whole outlooks.
Oh the way the troughs hit the rocks
like melodies of change.
I saw the man in the moon and spoke of you
asking everything.
"Hey moon. Where's the way-?'
He choked me, that solid fellow:
crushed me.
"Hush, hush. Your eyes need their beauty."
The water reached out to me
wetting the cuffs to my jeans and
spitting on your favorite shoes.
I'm still alone on that bank;
I can feel it.
But when the tide rolls in like
the beginning of fall or the start to
November in the east,
and when the acoustics come from
broken bark
I can hear you laughing.
Mr. Moon's got you in his cradle
and I'll
just try and remember.



Monday, October 06, 2008

Currently Listening
You Are My Sunshine
By Copeland
The Grey Man
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Floorboard

I've been told to fall down seven
and get up on eight but lately
I've come out with scratched up knees
and palms bloodied like Jesus
even though I know a biblical reference
is so far off.
I've come to the point where
I ingest nothing but cement of a heavy
thick, ungraceful consistency.
The ground down here is cold, love
amidst the pavement that tells me not to worry
as it gently coats my insides;
fireproof, bulletproof, harm prone.
Remembrance hits my face like a thousand bricks
and I see him then;
The arch angel who says that he's to lead me
back to the start;
apparently I've jumped the gun
and shot out of the cannon too soon.
I always thought it was better
to taste the early sun but maybe
I'm obsolete.
Maybe I'm the color of newspaper;
a sunken gray with gentle marks that are intended
as answers to things readers never asked.
Maybe I am the cement that glues itself to me like
an anxious virus.
Maybe I've taken on another form;
a being that can't be tamed
only wasted.
So you say this how we end up
untying the ribbons and exposing all
truth; fresh as newborn sun.
So you say that it's alright
if the gray world takes me asunder
if I fall and my piano keys;
they'll eat this maidens creation that
lies next to my cheek.
here. now.
So my body will remained mangled;
a menagerie proving suffering.
As systems reboot and as I circle
around this world: I am Magellan
searching for the perfect straight and
I'll end up how I started:
Whispering wishes to the Gray Man
beneath me.
Rocket me to the moon,
Don't. Don't you go.




Sunday, October 05, 2008

Currently Listening
Louder Now
By Taking Back Sunday
Divine Intervention
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Please Do Hush

Opening Credits:: Timberwolves At New Jersey- Taking Back Sunday
Average Day:: The Grey Man- Copeland
Spending time with friends:: Fall Out Boy- Our Lawyer Made Us Change The Name Of This Song So We Wouldn’t Get Sued.
Driving:: Send My Love to Dance Floor, I’ll See You In Hell (Hey, Mr. DJ)- Cobra Starship
Bad day:: Don’t Be So Hard- The Audition
Fight scene:: Give Em Hell Kid- My Chemical Romance
Mental breakdown:: Control Freak- Copeland
Life is okay:: Some Will Seek Forgiveness, Others Escape- Underoath (First song ever heard by these wonderful boys.)
Graduation: Seventeen Forever- Metro Station

Longing for love:: The Space Between- Valencia
First glance/new crush:: The Way We Talk- The Maine
Secret love:: Velcro- Single File
First date:: Ever So Sweet- Early November
Falling in love:: Best Beating Heart- Sing It Loud
Love scene:: Oh The Way- Promise Of Redemption
Breaking up:: Sunday Drive- The Early November
Long night alone:: Dear Child- Anthony Green
Wishing for love to return:: She Paints Me Blue- Something Corporate
Fighting to get him/her back:: Brighter (Acoustic) Paramore

Proposal:: Perfect: Divine Intervention- Taking Back Sunday
Wedding:: New American Classic- Taking Back Sunday
Reflecting on life:: Message In A Bottle- 30 Seconds to Mars (Cover)
Reflecting on love:: The Good Life- Valencia
Death scene:: Blackbird- The Beatles

Closing credits:: Franklin- Paramore


This, was so hard.

But it came out, absolutely perfect.




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