| A new year, a new life. I'm sitting here at school after taking my BCIS midterm and I'm thinking how my life has drastically changed this year. Well, nothing completely drastic, but from last January to this January, it seems pretty drastic. Although I have admitted to making some mistakes, they still taunt me. I'm not the same person I was last year and I have to admit that I'm very glad to have "grown up", persay. Dillon is back and he has also changed. It makes me wonder if we really do surpress the person we have grown up to be to "fit in" or be "cool". We all have done it; it would be a lie to say that I haven't, but I'm actually very glad to be the person I have become. I'd like to think that I have more wisdom and I think more clearly about my actions. I'm going to cut this short. Happy New Year. |
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| If only, if onlySometimes I wish that I could go back in time.
Not to do things differently, but just to replay the times that I wish I had now.
I know that things happen for a reason and everything, and I'm glad.
Things are great right now, but they could be better with what I'm wishing for as an added bonus.
Maybe things ended for a reason I have yet to figure out.
I miss everything about two 1/2 years ago.
My, how life changes. |
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| Christmas goes by and I'm getting worse.
But I fixed it.
Problem solved. |
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| So we see there's a problem.
It's the fixing part we have to worry about. |
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| I don't know what I'm doing anymore.
I'm not myself. |
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