xfriendsonfirex's Xanga

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Wed, 11 Apr 2007 23:13:03 GMT

she finally updated hers. i guess it's only fair that i update mine too.

i really wish i could make her completely happy. it seems that no matter what i do, there's always still something wrong. it makes me really sad that i can't be good enough to fix that.

Sunday, April 01, 2007

Sun, 01 Apr 2007 22:37:39 GMT

so unless i feel some extreme urge to share my feelings with you again, this is my last xanga entry. i'm tired of being so open.

bye.

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Wed, 21 Mar 2007 09:58:24 GMT

hey guys! guess what?

i'm a failure! awesome!

i can't even make my own gf happy when i'm not around.

boy, i sure do feel good about myself now.

Saturday, March 10, 2007

Sat, 10 Mar 2007 20:19:13 GMT

ugh...i have to stop voluntarily trying to talk to my dad about stuff. he always makes me feel bad. he blows things out of perspective and makes things what they're not. i mean, my family gets on to me about trying to be more active and talkative, but this is why i'm not. they're not understanding at all.

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

Wed, 07 Mar 2007 01:22:48 GMT

i'm sorry everyone.

things are amazing.

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

Tue, 06 Mar 2007 00:03:18 GMT

i haven't really decided for sure yet, but i'm probably going to stop writing in this.
there's no point. nobody really cares that much whether i'm happy or upset.
there are better things in life to worry about than me.

but i'll keep droning on about how amazingly lowlife i am.
i just wish sarah and i could get along.
but she doesn't care.
she won't call.
i don't even know how she can sleep through a fight.
i wish i could.

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p.s.: i hate myself. i eagerly await the second coming.

Friday, March 02, 2007

Fri, 02 Mar 2007 19:49:08 GMT

seeing heather last night was amazing. i really missed her. and she looks a thousand times better now. i'm very excited.

and yay! cobb tonight! hopefully sarah's parents will let her come. and we get to see heather again!

<3

Monday, February 26, 2007

Mon, 26 Feb 2007 23:33:01 GMT

so, i wish i could spend all this extra time available due to FCAT testing days with sarah. it's kinda boring waiting for chris to get home. haha.

i'm hungry.

and two more days and sarah and i will have been dating for four months. that's a really big deal for me, since she's the only girl alive to have made it that far. haha. i love her.

Sunday, February 18, 2007

Sun, 18 Feb 2007 20:52:05 GMT

sarahs' over. yay!

she's really cute. :)

Saturday, February 17, 2007

Sat, 17 Feb 2007 22:48:29 GMT

woot for three day weekend!

i bought my heatsink/fan and thermal paste online today.
for anyone that knows what that is/cares.

but hurray!
i love you, whoever took the time to read this.