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so it's been forever since ive actually done a good update... let's see if i still got the skill.
let me know what you guys think.... also .. if you guys know of any good music code sites for xanga.. let me know and ill change my songs on here... mmkk... 
enjoy
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dont dwell....look at it this way:
its one more person that you know
isnt your soulmate. so you are that
much closer to finding the guy who is
the last word in
'lonesome' is me.
sticks & stones
are hard on bones
aimed with angry art
words can sting like heck
but silence breaks the heart
Never bend your head,
always hold it high.
Don't be afraid to look
the world straight in the eye.
i want that amazing christmas kiss.
you know, the one where you're under the mistloe,
not even realizing it, & all of a sudden he comes up
& cups your face in his hand and kisses you, & his
kiss leaves you competely breathless?
yeah, that one..
A good friend will comfort you when
he rejects you. A best friend will walk
up to him and say,
"It’s because you’re gay, isn’t it?"
kisses are not contracts & they don`t mean forever. just because people say i love you doesn`t mean that they do. the guy who loves you the most usually doesn`t have to say it because you can just feel it when he`s around. is it possible to be friends with someone you once loved ? some say yes, some say no. i think it depends on how much you loved them. if someone loves you, that doesn`t mean they`ll never hurt you. nothing can make you stay & nothing can make you leave. the heart only loves what it likes & hates what it doesn`t. when you think about him, is all you can do is remember your past ? or is all you can do is think about your future ? a part of me will always be with you. the heart is forever inexperienced, although it can be broken it keeps beating just the same. we love being in love & that`s the truth. to love is to admire with the heart. to admire is to love with the mind. the head never rules the heart, it just becomes it`s partner in crime. we know things better through love than knowledge. i don`t know whether to love you or hate you. a friend is a friend. . a lover is a lover. . being both just becomes too complicated. breaking up is harder to do the longer you wait. love that we cannot have is the one that lasts the longests, hurts the deepest & feels the strongest. no one has even loved anyone. . the way everyone wants to be loved. we all want to be in love for the simple reason that it is the one experience that makes us feel like we truly belong. the hardest part of learning a love lesson is the part where you have to walk away. he may be perfect but he is human. a smile can change everything, a kiss can`t cure everything, & i`m sorry won`t work forever. a phone call has the power to make or break you. sometimes you just gotta go. there is pain no matter what. . the pain that comes before the love or the pain that comes when it`s all over. i still love you, i just don`t know what you are to me now
girl: truth or dare??
boy: truth
girl: tell me how you really feel
boy: you already know i love you... so what's the dare gonna be?
girl: to prove it.
in high school there is never just one romance. you will always want the things or guys you can`t have. people WiLL hurt you even if they might not mean to. kisses are not contracts & they don`t mean forever. just because people say i love you doesn`t mean that they do. long glances are twice as better than short. learning to forgive & forget is one of life`s many virtues. laugh when you fight for dumb reasons. always try to spend quality time with friends. go to sleep with a clear mind. .you`ll sleep better. the guy who loves you the most usually doesn`t have to say it because you can just feel it when he`s around. is it possible to be friends with someone you once loved ? some say yes, some say no. i think it depends on how much you loved them. if someone loves you, that doesn`t mean they`ll never hurt you. nothing can make you stay & nothing can make you leave. the heart only loves what it likes & hates what it doesn`t. when you think about him, is all you can do is remember your past ? or is all you can do is think about your future ? learning to forgive yourself after a mistake is always going to be hard. telling you one thing & doing another is wrong. no matter how many times you look back, never regret what you did. a part of me will always be with you. the heart is forever inexperienced, although it can be broken it keeps beating just the same. we love being in love & that`s the truth. to love is to admire with the heart. to admire is to love with the mind. the head never rules the heart, it just becomes it`s partner in crime. we know things better through love than knowledge. people who do not take chances or risks limit themseleves. people who say dreams never come true, never have had one that did. sometimes it takes a twist of fate to make a miracle. i don`t know whether to love you or hate you. a friend is a friend. . a lover is a lover. . being both just becomes too complicated. sometimes the best things in life really are free. breaking up is harder to do the longer you wait. love that we cannot have is the one that lasts the longests, hurts the deepest & feels the strongest. no one has even loved anyone. . the way everyone wants to be loved. we all want to be in love for the simple reason that it is the one experience that makes us feel like we truly belong. when you fall too fast you get burned. the hardest part of learning a love lesson is the part where you have to walk away. he may be perfect but he is human. a smile can change everything, a kiss can`t cure everything, & i`m sorry won`t work forever. a phone call has the power to make or break you. sometimes you just gotta go. sometimes you gotta call a past to help a future. it is possible to fall for someone. . no matter how quick you fall. there is pain no matter what. . the pain that comes before the love or the pain that comes when it`s all over. i still love you, i just don`t know what you are to me now
The biggest lie you ever told, your deepest fear about growing old, the longest night you ever spent, the angriest letter you never sent, the one you kissed on new year's eve, the sweetest dream you've ever dreamed, your darkest hour, your hardest fight, the saddest song you ever heard, the most you said with just one word, the loneliest prayer you've ever prayed, the truest vow you've ever made, what makes you laugh, what makes you cry, what makes you mad, what gets you by, your highest high, your lowest low... these are the things I want to know.
You don't know. You don't know what he can do to me. Against any resolution I have not to fall in love with him, he always somehow gets past my guard and makes me do it. And it always ends up breaking me, and driving us further apart. My mind is constantly screaming "Don't fall for him" but my heart always whispers 'Maybe this time it'll work out." And I can't help it. I hate him so much for making me feel this way, but I know I would die if he didn't.
Put me in a room with him
&&&
you`ll hear a lot more noises than
an herbal essenses commercial ;]
The words that escape
a friend's mouth are,
"I'll be there when you say you need me."
But the words that are unheard
from a true friend's heart are,
"I'll be there whether you say you need me or not."
A teenager is a person who can't remember to walk the dog, but never forgets a phone number ; a weight watcher who goes on a diet by giving up candy bars before breakfast ; a youngster who receives her allowance on Monday, spends it on Tuesday, & borrows it from her best friend on Wednesday ; someone who can hear her favorite singer three blocks away, but not her mother calling from the next room ; a whiz who can operate the latest computer without a lesson, but can't make a bed ; a student who spends twelve minutes studying history & twelve hours studying for her driver's license ; an enthusiast who has the energy to bike four miles, but is usually too tired to dry the dishes; a young woman who loves the cat & tolerates the brother ; a romantic who never falls in love more than once a week ; a budding beauty who never smiles until her braces come off; a boy who can sleep till noon on any Saturday he suspects the lawn needs mowing ;
& an original thinker who is positive that her mother was never a teenager.
I will disappoint you.
I am everything I wish I wasn't and nothing I say I am,
I don't deserve the love I already know you'll give me.
I'm a wasting clock, ticking away;
Timeless, priceless, perfect imperfection.
Waste your life, waste your goals,
Throw it all away to be the one thing you hate.
I'm everything, I'm nothing;
I'm hideous, I'm beautiful;
I'm a terrible friend, I am your best friend;
I am a liar, I am honesty;
I am cruelty, I am kindness;
I am hate, I am love;
I am a pathetic existence.
But when you walk into my life, you won't see that.
I will laugh and smile, and be everything that you think I am;
Everything I can never understand.
I'll be everything to you.
I'll be the stars,
the magic,
the dream come true in your eyes.
I'll be your blonde haired, petite, porcelain skinned doll.
I'll be the perfect someone that you'll never know.
But when you blink, I'll be gone.
I am a memory.
and all i want is for him to be standing outside
my window on christmas morning with a sign
saying, "santa forgot one <3"
"Take it all off," he said.
"What, my clothes?"
"No, your make-up; your mask."
I asked you what it's like to love,
break and die all in the same breath.
You said, "It's like walking with the silence in December,
while a million hearts explode within your chest,
but you don't care enough to feel it."
Im hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait you tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say
That it's too late to apologize.
she cries constantly but you can't tell why. because she hides it so well, you would never expect her to be one of those depressed girls. you all thought everything was perfect in her world. i guess you were all fooled by her cover up each day. she would always laugh and smile and jump around and play, sometimes she would try and open up to you guys and tell her story, but you never paid that much attention and never took it that seriously. you always tell her that she's smart, pretty, funny, and kind, of course, you also thought she was a bit weird and out of her mind. sometimes she is a bit dramatic and very loud, but she took it as a compliment and was very proud. she would always cheer you up when you're sad, she would do something nice so you wouldn't stay mad, she would always help in any way she can, she was the kind who wasn't scared to take a stand. because of how she acted, you never thought she'd be the one. never thought she would do what she had already done. no one never knew all the pain she felt inside, all the anger and hate she always try to hide. because no one never took the time to listen and get to know her, everyone lost someone who could make a change for the better
let me clarify something..when i said i couldn`t live without you..i lied.
what i meant was i couldn`t have a life worth living without you.
when i said i needed you..& i`d never fall in love again..i lied..
what i meant was that i`d never fall in love like this again..
when i told you that you were the best thing in my life..
i meant you were the best thing in my life so far..
& when i said i`ll love you forever..what i meant was until the end of time..
& that i`ll still be here..should you ever change your mind
but you can't judge a book
by looking at its cover.
you can't love someone
while messing with another.
no, you can't win a war
that you're fighting with your brother.
you wanna have peace?
you gotta love one another.
You know that things aren't going well for you when you can't even tell people the simplest fact about your life, just because they'll presume you're asking them to feel sorry for you. I suppose it's why you feel so far away from everyone, in the end; anything you can think of to tell them just ends up making them feel terrible.
-"A Long Way Down", Nick Hornby
Girl: I don't want to let go.
Boy: Don't.
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