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Saturday, June 03, 2006

Sat, 03 Jun 2006 07:30:09 GMT

i've become luckiest_the

Friday, March 03, 2006

Fri, 03 Mar 2006 00:49:28 GMT

i'm dumbfounded. we are so fickle.

i could sit all day and watch a sheep zap himself on an electric fence, gawking at how stupid it is. clearly, we have been given intelligence that is greater than sheep, but are we advanced as far as we think? we commit a sin...feel the sting of conviction...repent...live in the joy of christ for about two hours then continue to walk directly into the sinful temptations we had just overcome as if we could not recognize the evil desires at play in our hearts the entire time! seriously. we are stupid. we are fickle. i'm very glad pastor miller taught about the grandness of god this last sunday, becasue i needed to hear it.

god transcends time. i can't wrap my brain around that. there is no time for god. there is no law, physical or legislative, above god. when we sin and ask for forgivness, god sees us, and simultaneously sees his son dying on the cross, the instantly sees the brokennes in our hearts and forgives us our sins. why has this not come to my attention earlier in a christian upbringing! this is fascinating! no one wants a god who has to follow the same rules as we. i don't want a mere role model, i want a GOD. i have found him. i'm not talking simply to air when i pray. i get to talk to god. nervous. try to picture the vast"ness" of god when praying to him. cripes, it makes me feel comforted and very uncomfartable at the same time.

clearly we need to seek a friendship with god. i'm at this stage. i haven't yet commited to a relationship yet. daily, i am getting closer with my god. he loves me, but by my actions, i cannot positively say that i love him. i want to.

hallelujah to the lord of heaven and earth. hallelujah.

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Wed, 18 Jan 2006 19:49:29 GMT

proposition: cedarville sucks. it is in the best interest of a young creative mind to escape this detestable place in hopes of better artistic fortune and a youthful expansion of ideals. cedarville is a wonderful place, but only for a small elite group of conservative, sadistic navy seals.

proposition: i am not an elite, conservative, sadistic navy seal. in fact, i am none of these.

resolved: i will try to escape in the most quick and quiet manner while still being socially acceptable. even though i'm not sure if it's possible or if i would really care in the first place.

resolved: cedarville is a sieve so holy, is strains the muddy waters from the pious noodles of the spirit, yielding a load of crap covered noodles. let's not be crap covered noodles. let's be real noodles. al dente.

Saturday, January 14, 2006

Sat, 14 Jan 2006 16:38:28 GMT

summer studies was a good time. fo rizzle.

Thursday, January 12, 2006

Thu, 12 Jan 2006 23:21:57 GMT

at the mavs game

at sarah's grandparent's house

the romantic sunset

have any of you ever felt like you were playing really far out of your league? that's what i feel like right now. long distance is sucking right now. i wish texas bordered ohio. i miss my girlfriend.

Friday, January 06, 2006

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 20:04:57 GMT

i'm not totally sure, but i think c-biscuit and i are pretty dern tootin' good friends. at least better than abbie and sarah. i mean no offense. sarah, you're still my girlfriend but i mean really? abbie and sarah tighter than nate and chris? never. august is swiftly approaching, brosef. i can't wait.

Thursday, January 05, 2006

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 22:11:20 GMT

i'm home and i don't like i t here anymore. i am blessed with friends but the geographical issue is killing me. cedarville is not fun right now and it's tough to start fun. i'm off to the game. pics from texas later.

p.s.-i am no longer single!

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 00:12:26 GMT

skinamurinky dinky dink skinamurinky do i love you.

i'm starting a sign up sheet to go "dispose" of the threatening people around justin. if you comment, you're on the list. bulk e-mails will be sent.

Friday, November 11, 2005

Fri, 11 Nov 2005 23:15:39 GMT

i am professor harold hill. we are gonna tear it up folks. (are aubrey and i having a kick butt senior year or what?)

(p.s.-aubrey is the girl lead part. marian the librarian.)

Friday, November 11, 2005

Fri, 11 Nov 2005 00:53:59 GMT

i was accused of plagiarism because i accidentaly turned in my notes instead of turning in my actual report. i labored long and hard over that beast. six hours actually. unfortunately, it was not saved and i have no proof that i am not just a scroungy cheater. so, to prove i do have integrity and ambition (like i'm gonna get a promotion in school somehow,) i typed out a new one tonight. it's new and improved. they might not even accept it but that's the only chance i have. oops. transitions, here i come.

justin- mrs. barber hates me already because i'm not you.