I'm Done

Goodbye

This is it

This is where I say goodbye for the last time

This is when I decide never to think about you again

This is where I promise my friends no more obsessing over you

This is the last time I will speak about you

But I at least want you to know

You meant the world to me

I loved you more than I had ever loved anyone in my entire life

I told you how I felt

And you returned the emotion

Until you found someone new

What I felt for you was real

But that doesn’t matter to you

Now I will walk alone with my head held high

I realized I don’t need you to complete me

I am my own person and I don’t need you anymore

So this is goodbye

Forever

Somewhere out there, there is someone who is meant to be the love of your life, your best friend, your soul mate… the one you can tell your dreams to, he'll smile at you when you tell him, but he will never laugh at your heart. He’ll brush the hair out of your eyes && send you flowers when you least expect it. He’ll call you to tell you goodnight just before you get into bed, or just because he's thinking about you. He’ll be bursting to talk to you each morning, just to hear the sound of your voice, he'll look into your eyes and tell you that you are the most beautiful girl he's ever seen && for the first time in your life, you'll actually believe it. -- Dawsons Creek

A 3-word statement does not justify the importance that
you have in my life. Instead of saying I love you, I want
you to know that no statement in English, or any other
language, could possibly captivate the very essence of
how much I truly treasure your existence.

Maybe Love Actually Exists

When you’re hurt, it’s natural to cry.  It’s part of the healing process.  But if I've learned one thing about heartache, you can't heal forever.  Dry your tears, pick yourself up and carry on.  Love is out there waiting... go find it.

sometimes you just feel
everything and nothing all at once.
sometimes you'll find yourself smiling
while missing something at the same time.
at times you can absolutely love a person,
all the while wanting to hate them.
life comes without guarantees.
except that smiling will brighten your face,
laughing will enhance your eyes,
and falling in love will change your life.

I need a guy. I need a guy who loves me. I need a guy who'll give me his favorite sweatshirt. I need a guy who'll take long walks in the rain with me. I need a guy who'll hold me in his arms. I need a guy who'll hold my hand in the movies. I need a guy who'll spend all day with me... doing absolutely nothing. I need a guy who'll accept me for me. I need a guy who won't care if I eat a burger and a whole order of fries. I need a guy who'll walk around the mall with me and hold my hand. I need a guy who won't give up a day with friends but instead he'll invite me along. I need a guy who won't care what size I am. I need a guy who won't shatter my heart. I need a guy who'll be there... forever. I need a guy...

Don't look for the hottest guy or the most popular jock
in class. Look for the guy that makes you feel like you're
actually worth a second glance. The one that makes you
happy to be the person you don't have to try to be or want
to be. The guy who isn't like all the rest…but completely
different. Yet it's why you like him…because he isn't like any
guy you've ever known; HE'S JUST Him . <3

        love is kind. it                               does not envy,
      it does not boast, it                     is not proud. it is not
    rude, it is not self-seeking,       it is not easily angered, it
   keeps  no records of wrong.   love does not delight  in evil
  but rejoices with the truth. it always protects, always trust,
  always hopes, always perseveres. love never fails. when i
    was a child , i talked like a child, i thought like a child, i
      reasoned like a child. when i became a woman, i put
           childish  ways behind  me . now we see but  a
             poor reflection, as in a mirror; then we shall
                 see face to face.  now i  know in  part;
                   then i shall know fully, even as i am
                         fully known . and now  these
                             three remain; faith, hope
                                  and love . but  the
                                      greatest   of
                                          these  is
                                             love.

You know that moment when you kiss someone and everything around you becomes hazy.. And the only thing in focus is you and that person.. And you realize that person is the only person that you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your like.. And for one moment you get this gift.. And you want to laugh and you want to cry, because you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared that it will go away all at the same time --Never Been Kissed

Saying you'll never fall in love again
    is like saying you'll never smile again...
  As much as you might not want to, someone's
    just going to come along and make you

My favorite quotes

There’s a part of me that wishes all my dreams
would come true. & another part of me that prays
that I’ll wake up one morning, & be over you.

Want my advice?  Stay mad as long as you can, because once you stop... it hurts like nothing else.

Your words are cold, and the season is too.  The comfort in your voice is gone.  Don't keep in touch.  I'm better off alone.

now i'll write i love you down
the same number of times you
said it to me, & i'll shove all the
pages down ur throat so you
u can use them on the next
girl who thinks she's your
e n t i r e . w o r l d.

take a bow .. hear the applause? .. my heart is broken and your the cause .. i played your game and it looks like you’ve won .. congratulation i hope you had fun ..

ever have one of those days
where you hate the world,
&& anything that happens,
even dropping your pen,
makes you wanna b r e a k [[down]] && cry?

&& it only hurts when i'm breathing
my heart only breaks when it's beating
my dreams only die when I'm dreaming
so, i hold my breath -- to forget

I hate how when someone mentions love,
you are the first name to come to my mind.

I guess what killed me the most was
hearing them ask you ; did you love
her? and you shrugging && saying
" i thought i did "

What if someone told you
that you could take back
one single mistake in your life?
mine would be believing that
you . ever . cared . about . me

and it isn’t that i miss you either

because i don't

except for when i write,

or think too hard

or have a quiet moment to myself

or look at my ceiling

or breathe

..What you don't know is that after everything that happened I still go to bed with tears in my eyes </3

Losing your first love
It’s like waking up,
from an overdose,
&& realizing your still alive

**i bet you don’t even remember half the things
i will Never forget

"The worst part about being lied to is knowing that you weren't even worth the truth."

heartbreak doesn't even begin to
explain how she felt, the moment 
he said " i like somebody else  "

i used to be--just a half. It used to be
fine. i thought i was all that. But then..
i met you, and you, well you were
everything i wasn't, you completed
me. but then, you left. and you know,
that sucks. it sucks to be just a half
when u know what its like to be...
        ...:: W H O L E ::...

All I want is to be able to look at you && not feel
the pain of the memories of the times I knew.

HATE is a F0UR LETTER W0RD -- L0VE is a F0UR LETTER LIE

I swear on my life
that if i could take this knife out of my back, I would
but between the loss of blood
and the loss of my trust in you,
I don't think it'd do any good

You know,
of the million things you 'had to say'
you think sorry just might have
found it's way in there somehow

What hurt the most was that
You knew you were hurting me
But you never did anything about it

&& she sat .
she sat for hours,
wondering what she had done.
to deserve any of this pain
that she was feeling.
wondering what she had did
to make him go away
wondering what she had did
to want to make him
break her heart in two
&& as she started to cry, she began asking herself why she ever said .. " i love you .. "

"Experts" tell us that that which doesn't kill us makes us stronger. But I think we all know that's a little hard to believe. There are worse things than death, like being unable to love again because the last person we loved stole our heart, and now there's nothing left to give. Living without the ability to have love is worse than death.

He fed her the lines from movies he'd seen.
He made her fall in love. And the he walked away
like she meant nothing.

Go right ahead,
rip my heart out,
stomp on it and
throw around,
punch it,
smash it into a million pieces
then ask me if I’m "okayyyy"

Love is an excuse to put up with the shit that you shouldn't. That's how it gets you. It throws off the scales so that things that should weigh heavily don't seem to. It's a crock…a trap.

"Today I realized I have surpassed depression. I'm not even sad anymore. The way I'm feeling is not even a way of feeling now.. it has become a way of life. I would give anything just to be able to cry, to know I was capable of having emotions again.. but instead I stand here.. numb.. like a dead girl walking."

Funny how men always say, I need to be on my own, when what they mean is I need to continue fucking the woman I'm already fucking behind your back, except it's not behind your back anymore because you just found out about it. Actually it's not very funny, it's tragic. Can't they think of anything new to say?

My favorite Icons

Friends Are Pretty Much The Best

Best friends hang tough. They don't come with ‘Fragile’ stickers and are not easily scared off, or ticked off. Best friends help you out whenever they can, make time for you even when they don't have any, and trust your friendship enough to say ‘No’. Best friends are cross-your-heart-and-hope-to-die, good-times-and-bad-times, borrow-anything, tell-you-everything, trust-you-with-their-deepest-darkest-secrets, always-and-hope-to-die, good-times-and-bad-times, borrow-anything, tell-you-everything, trust-you-with-their-deepest-darkest-secrets, always-and-forever friends.

friends ask you why your crying but,
best-friends already have the shovel to bury the
asshole that made you cry .

true friends are the ones that when you’re
crying your eyes out--are pulling the tissues
from their purses. the ones making you laugh
so hard that you could pee. and the ones who
aren’t teaching you how to dance--they are the
ones shoving you onto the table screaming
"lets go girl."

a stranger will stab you in the front
a boyfriend will stab you in the heart
a friend will stab you in the back
but best friends don’t carry knives

A friend wonders about your romantic history
but a best friend can blackmail you with it

a best friend  understands you when you say forget it
waits forever when you say just a minute ...stays when you say
leave me alone  and& opens the door before you can even tell them to come in.

a best friend won't tell you
you're going to be okay after you've
had your heart broken. they sit and
hold your hand and cry with you
and let you know your not
the only one with a broken heart

a friend will laugh with you at the movies ; but a best friend
knows exactly what you're thinking while you watch it. ;)