Today I went to Tinseltown with my sister not expecting to see anything good because I haven't really seen any trailers that looked good. I'm big on watching movies but it had been a while so I just wanted to watch something. I like most movies but August Rush was just an extraordinary movie. One of my all time favorite movies is The Girl Next Door not just because its a great movie but It means a lot to me. August Rush is right up there with The Girl Next Door. The love story is not the only great aspect of the movie that makes it a great movie in my eyes. Theres so many things about the movie I could rant about that I will probably do to the next person I go chill with. I recommend it to everyone, even people who don't like love stories because its more than that. It really made me think about a lot of things in my life, and what I really want to do.
I just spent almost an hour browsing through all my old post and comments. Its crazy how much time has passed and how different my life is now. The sad thing I realized after looking through my posts is I have a really bad memory. I'm happy that I read them though because they brung back a lot of good memories and things I completely forgot about.
Hung and Alex kind of inspired me to reunite with Xanga and write a post to express how I'm feeling. I think it better if I let it out somehow and better on Xanga where I'm only expecting Alex to read it, hehe. Though nothing I write will ever be as good as Hung's post! A lot has been on my mind these past couple days, mainly about one little lady. Just a few weeks ago I was saying I was having the best week ever, and now a few weeks later I'm having the worst. I respect how she feels and I'm not going to try to change it but to leave me with so many unanswered questions and to decide to ignore me. Seriously, how would you decide to handle it like that after a few days before we promise to be friends forever. Promise to be friends with me no matter what and then a few days later decide your just going to ignore me on a drop of a dime. Just makes me think, WDH?! I've never fallen for someone so fast, I really don't know what happen. She just got me with all the sweet talk and the way she said she felt about me. Maybe it was because we had history and we both never lost feelings but the first time around I was all about my boys and having a good time I put them as my first priority over our relationship. Now I'm assuming that is what she wants now, to be with her family, friends, and to do everything she wants so she won't regret not ever getting to do those things. I was fine with that because I've felt like that before but then when she tells me she doesn't even feel the same way about me anymore. It just really hurts, how can you feel one way about someone over a long period of time and then then in a spand of a few days it all changes. I just don't know what happen. I felt like everything was going good and then all of a sudden it makes a U-Turn out of no where. Maybe its bad karma, from what happen in my last relationship? But now I'm the one on the other end. I am upset with the whole situation but not really sure what to think about this person now because I don't know her reasons for it her actions. But yep I think thats enough babbling about that and I think since its getting to close to morning I'm starting to think straight and really contemplating posting this anymore. But.. "Fuck It" Life Goes On (I forgot all about these saying I use to say, thank you Xanga for all the memories)
After everything I been through not only in the last couple of weeks
but since I've moved back to this area after being in Arlington for a
year and a relationship for so long, I feel like I have a fresh start, and it is really bringing my
spirits up.
You are a CHEERFUL person. You believe that 'laughter is the best medicine' and do not take things seriously. You are naturally optimistic and encouraging, which makes you a role model for others. You are warm-hearted and relaxed, often seen smiling or laughing. You are someone who believes that you control your destiny. Your traits: *Openness in experience *Nurturance *Imagination *Optimism *Integrity Your Color: Pink/ Yellow Your Quote: "The truth of your destiny lies in your heart."
Well school f-ing sucks and needs to hurry, finally finish all my college stuff but still awaiting my letters but I did get accepted to University of Houston! Still need a job! I just couldn't do it this year and be JOB FREE!
