| So my life this year has been amazing. The best friends, the boyfriends, the great dance, the girls' night the late night drives, going out to eat at Olive Garden.
But i must say that there's something inside of me that is missing. There is a hole in my heart where a certain two people used to be, and now its like they're gone. Faith Elizabeth Miller
This girl has been there for me through thick and thin. all the hard and, at the time, unbareable moments in my life, she has always been there for me. she always has and i know that she always will. I don't understand how a girl her age and how young she is could have sooo much advice to give a person. She always knows exactly what to say to you when you are down, upset, or not in your best mood of the day, and honestly, i dont know how she does it. Faith has probably been one of the biggest impacts on my life becuase she is herself, she dated my cousin for 25 months and it was just amazing on how she was. She never changed a bit and she is a very strong person. I do miss our swing talks in the friggid cold and the midnight swims with Perry and everyone. The 2:30 a.m. trips to Speedway to get junk food. The bug that flew in Aubree's hair one time, oh my it was priceless. I dont know i could write a whole flippin novel about Faith. She is just such an inspiration to me and i just realized that i can't descibe it either. She will and always will be my bestfriend. Vincent Giovanni Hendershot 
Where do I began? I dont even know where to start with this one. Let's just say that me and Vincent go wayyy back. We are only 9 months apart but if feels like we are 2 weeks apart. I didn't think that there could be anyone that was exactly like me, but sure enough there is, and he just happens to be my cousin. I remember the times in the "little house" where we would go in his room and play his nintendo or the sega or the 64 and just sit there for hours on end. I remember watching movies and falling asleep on his couch every time i came into town. We had bike rides, playing with lex when she was little, helping his mom clean, working as hard as our little fingers could move to clean the house before she came home just so she would be proud of us. That was only the beginning. When we got to about the age of 10 or 11 we started getting "addicted" to one another. I mean we were unseperable and no one could split us up. We always used to gang up on my brother because he always thought it was cool to tease us, so yah we showed him. We stood up for one another, took a lot of crap so the other one wouldn't get in trouble so things wouldnt be rough. I would have to say that he is my other half. We're exactly alike, we think alike, act alike, say the same things, laugh at the same things, mess around and tease people in the same way, and no one could ever get in between us. Vincent has been my cousin and my best friend since we were wee little tots. So many memories, sayings, handshakes, everything and i wouldnt change them for a minute.
Now that I moved back here to Ohio my freshman year, things have changed. We aren't close like we once used to be, we arent calling and talking to each other every chance we get. I believe that me and Vincent are taking this oppertunity for granite. I mean yes it's hard, i do sports i have friends at WHS, he has his friends at BHS n our schools are rivals, and let me tell yah, its hard to see him at sporting events. I cant even remember the last night i stayed the night with him. I think the last time i saw him was on Christmas. You realize how long ago that was? like 2 and a half months ago. It used to be so different. I mean once i stayed with him for 5 days straight without ever seeing my parents, and now its been 2 and a half months and i live 15 min. away from him. I love him with all my heart and would do anything for him, and if he ever had something to tell me, I hope I'd be on his list of who to tell first. to my best friend, and my cousin. I just don't understand. But i do know that i miss them alot, and i need to fill this black whole of mine. Soon. |