| | hey.. been awhile. okay so here's what's been up.
i started school again. what fun. met a lotta brand new people who are
just oh so awesome. and then i just found out yesterday was 911. how
stupid am i?? anyways i ran a 104 fever this weekend and was happy
though.. because of glen/hiro. like i never felt so comfortable around
someone before... he's great. <3 fine. call me obsessive but i
REALLY like him. school's been great. people are just dandy. and life
has been so sweet.
i get so sick and tired of bullshit coming around.. usually i cause it
but i never mean to and it just pisses the fuck outta me. i had a
bullshit today. my parents. they suck. im pissed. i wanna die. maybe
it'd be better. yeh it prolly would be. im stupid. i dont deserve to
live. im emo right now. depressed, yes. people suck. im fed up. i hear
them complain. but they dont even wanna BOTHER listening to me. because
they think i'm 'ashame' well guess what, too bad. they made me this
way. and all i can do is keep silent. live my little life. be THE
asian. well psh.. im not close and i'll never will be.
i keep wondering if everyone living.. if i'm living... if it's all just
a dream. there's no logical explaination for feelings, for thoughts..
it just happens. and then there's lies and a scapegoat in every
problem. so much negativity. why? cuz people just suck. they just do.
there's no logical explaination for that either, see? i keep
wondering...
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| | Posted 9/12/2005 7:07 PM - 3 comments
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