| i know posts are far and few between, well went to abingtons senior prom, last minute too im talkin like 2 hrs b4 it starts i find out, o well it was a good time saw some kids i havent seen in a while. But i believe this prom takes the count up to 5 senior proms in 3 years. Is that a record? Not much goin on lately just working like forty plus hours weeks i think every week since i started working in mid-may i have gotten overtime. I definatley havent been myself lately kinda confused bout life in general wat i want from it and all that good stuff thats fun to think about. Well its hard to believe that this time next yaer i will be a college graduate and i'll only be 19. Its frighteneing though cuz im gonna have a truck payment, insurance for it and all that stuff thats expensive. I think relationships are scared of me, cuz for me they are far and few between. This ridiculous part is that when I don't want a relationship i could have one with someone, but yet when i do actually want to get involved with sumone it just doesn't happen. I think i have bad karma. Maybe if i stop thinking bout it so much, and just let my life play out somethign good will actually happen to me for once....? |
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The Keys to Your Heart |
| You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. |
| In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
| You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. |
| You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. |
| Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. |
| Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
| You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. |
| In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. | |
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| so yea track has tsarted, can't wait to get those team shoes.
But this week well since saturday i've been sick havent felt to hot cant really hear outta my right ear prob just an ear ach or ear infection it'll go away but friday starts sprinkg break and im off for a whole 6 days not including the 2 wkends if off but gotta get back to shop peace out bitches |
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| so this weekend was kinda shitty didnt really do much goin back up to school, not coming home until spring break |
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| ehhh. haven't updated in awhile o well to bad life kinda sux right now. . .
Wat can ya do, life never goes my way so alls i can say is shit happens, but noone reads this anyway so im basically talking to myself |
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