Weblog

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

Saturday, January 05, 2008

  • first time i've really cried in a long time

    I was on your porch,
    The smoke sank into my skin,
    So I came inside to be with you,
    We talked all night,
    About everything you could imagine,
    'Cause come the morning, I'll be gone,
    And as our eyes start to close,
    I turn to you and I let you know,
    That I love you.

    Well, my dad was sick,
    My mom she cared for him,
    Her loving nursed him back to life,
    And me, I ran, I couldn't even look at him,
    For fear I'd have to say goodbye,
    And as I start to leave,
    He grabs me by the shoulder and he tells me,
    "Whats left to lose? You've done enough,
    And if you fail then you fail but not to us,
    'Cause these last three years,
    I know they have been hard,
    But now it's time to get out of the desert and into the sun,
    Even if its alone."

    So now here I sit,
    In a hotel off of Sunset
    My thoughts bounce off Sam's guitar,
    And thats the way its been,
    Ever since we were kids, but now,
    Now, we've got something to prove,
    And I, I can see their eyes,
    Then tell me something, can they see mine?
    'Cause whats left to lose?
    I've done enough,
    And if I fail then I fail but I gave it a shot,
    'Cause these last three years I know they have been hard,
    But now it's time to get out of the desert and into the sun,
    Even if it's alone,
    (Even if it's alone)
    Even if it's alone.

    I was on your porch last night,
    The smoke, it sank into my skin.

Thursday, January 03, 2008

  • my hair's dark brown

    it's finally not awkwardly light.

     

     

    johnie is to tyler
    as taylor is to emily
    as hannah is to work

     

    COOOL!! THIS IS SO AWESOME! I LOVE NOT HAVING SOMEONE I CAN REALLY TALK TO ANYMORE!
    taylor's probably the one i feel most disconnected from. he's in love with emily, which pretty much means if he can hang out with her, he's going to, and that's like all of the time. cool. johnie's always hanging out with tyler. i'm okay with it though because i know they're ridiculously good for eachother, and neither of them would be in a relationship just to be in one. and i guess hannah has to work so she can pay to get off probation.

    siighhhhhhhh, i hate school. it reminds me just how many people have someone?!?!!?!?!?!????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

     

    hannah, hc and i made cupcakes. they're amazing. i'm tired, kind of. i have to go to bed in 3 minutes or my dad's going to fry me by my skin.

     

     

     

    i'm going to be up for an unspeakable amount of time tonight.
    awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwesome.

Saturday, December 29, 2007

  • songs (updated)

    songs on myspace:

    sex and candy (marcy playground)- is this not one of the best songs of all time? it just sounds so amazing and catchy it's ridiculous. this is such a druggie song, but i love it anyway.

    black hole sun (soundgarden)- also one of the best 90s songs ever. it gets old after a while, but you can't go too long without it, can you?

    missed medicine (her space holiday)- not my favorite song by them, but it's off of a great album. all of their songs have such a good message.

    down (blink 182)- one of the best drum songs ever. love it because you can just see travis barker playing it while you're listening to it.

    smells like teen spirit (nirvana)- i hate nirvana in general, but i love this song even though it gets stuck in your head. it's definitely one of the hardest songs to get OUT of your head. i don't even know why i like it that much, just catchy i guess. also vh1's "number one song of the 90s"

    paper bag (fiona apple)- hannah told me this song reminded her of me. it reminds me of brooke dooley because it sounds like a mixture of kate nash and regina spektor. i love this song though, it's really not my type of song but it's lyrics are really good. basically about a girl who really likes this boy but he barely knows she exists. so typical

    cannonball (breeders)- this song is off of a walk to remember, so why wouldn't i like it? it's the very first song they play on the movie, and even though i've heard it a million times by now, that's still what it reminds me of. love it.

    killing in the name of (rage against the machine)- this song reminds me of guitar hero, haha! reminds me of chris and deren because they love this song. the actual version is a little bit more...vulgar...than the gh version, but i like it anyway. well, i don't actually LIKE it, but it reminds me of my friends.

    radio (alkaline trio)- reminds me of josh. it's his favorite song by his favorite band. i just think it's a cute song in general. not my favorite by them, but i still like it a lot. it actually doesn't sound like alkaline at all to me, at least not the voice.

    scar tissue (rhcp)- this is my FAVORITE song by the peppers. it's amazing. lyrics, voice, instrumentals, drums...so catchy. i love the lyrics in particular.

     

    that's my update for now.
    i think it's funny that you're the only one that reads this taylor. hahah.

  • sam

    came home.

    it was amazzingggggggggggggggg.

    i can't wait for summer>>!!
    all we're going to do is be the three musketeers. we'll be at tay's all the time. eat, laugh, sleep, repeat. all summer.

    i love those boys so much.

xjustme09x

  • Visit xjustme09x's Xanga Site
    • Name: Coley
    • Member Since: 10/25/2004

Top Tags - Weblog

[no tags]

Networks

[no networks]

Weblog Archives

Don't worry - your calendar is here… to see it in action just click "Save" above and refresh the page.

Pulse

xjustme09x has no pulse!...

Photostrip

[no photos]