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well i thought it was about time to update

hmm.. lets see here..

i've been at river fest all week.. what a bore..

saw a lot of people

met A LOT of people..

kinda creepy - but hey i guess thats what i get for hanging around creepy people..

EDIT!!!!

last night was the best night

that i have had

in about year!!

AHH!!

good times - good times!

everything WAS going great...

it was...

and now..

look what happened..

i dont know what to do.. this has never happened and hurts sooo bad...

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maybe its me...

sorry for ever trying to be JUST me..

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Everyone is away at River Fest..

and im here - bored out of my mind!!

grr! arggh! grr!!!

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but i've been having fun trying to play guitar.

i've had the stupid thing for

9 months and it just sat there

looking cool

collecting dust.

i was going to sell it

but bradford came over yesterday

and showed me some stuff

so thats pretty cool.

im going to give it a chance!

although it probably wont last

long because hobbies

come and go

and i get bored soo easily..

haha like that hacky sack thing,

that didnt last long..

i tried it for a couple days

and then got lazy again..

oo -well

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have a good evening everyone!!

mmm.. i smell chicken cookin!!  yummY!!!!

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well today was pretty much blah for the most part..

i got a couch to go in my

 room. it folds out into a bed.

ha - now that makes 3 beds

 in room!! its ugly so i

 have to go get a something

 to cover it up.. just

 looking at it makes

 me wanna gag..

well thats pretty much it.. have a wonderful night everyone

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*why is beauty such a powerful thing?*

well this really sucks - dont worry about voting for me because everyone that decided to run quit.. and now i win by default.. how gay is that..

anyway.. hmm.. as you can see from the entry below - it was our (alejandro and i's) 8 month anniversary! yaya!

oo yes and let me know if you'd like to join my xanga family let me know homies!

~* EDIT *~

i pulled a muscle in my butt.. it hurts real bad

* what happen to those beautiful conversations - where we would spend all night talking about the most wonderful things, randomly beautiful.. i was so swept up in you..now it seems as though we speak for a brief second and run out of things to say or we just sit there and listen to one anothers staggering breath on the oppisite end...i miss you dearly and i want everything we've ever discussed to come true.. to live in bliss for the rest of our lives.. you mean the world to me and i'll never let you go... you are my sweetheart...*

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didnt go to school today! i slept forever and got some well needed rest..

mmmmm.....now i want some food!!

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