don't you love how the perfect people are the people who break your heart? the ones who love you and you love them. the ones who are so sorry for hurting you by leaving you. those are the ones that cause the most pain.

almost four months. you contradict yourself. you cause us both pain. "some time to think about things" doesnt mean forever to most people. i'm sorry i'm not alexis or maddie.

i'm sorry you'll never see this.

Currently Listening From the Depths of Dreams By Senses Fail see related

this is meaningless to anyone who reads it except me.

so dont read it.

my name is caroline. i have a boyfriend who has helped me through everything i've been through. he's saved me from hurting myself. i love him with all my heart. i like to make wishes on shooting stars and when i catch the clock at 11:11. im just a dumb kid with a dream-make beautiful music and let people hear it. i dream of meeting andrew mcmahon. i take guitar lessons and i've been in voice lessons since i was in the third grade. i'm extremely vain but i try very hard not to let it show through. i'm quiet, but only because i dont want people to hate me. almost every night, i sit down on my bed with my notebook and my pen and the greatest inspiration for the most beautiful love song, but i can never create that. i'm only good at art when i'm in art class. i sometimes hate all my friends. i never hate my boyfriend, no matter what he says/does. i stare at my favorite pictures for hours every day.

despite all this, i still have no idea who the hell i am.

so yeah this was on myspace and i thought my results were great... theres like 100 questions, and however many you agree with is your percent of how girly you are.

'aight yo, here it is...

[ ]my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted
[ ] during the summer i pretty much only wear flip flops
[ ] the only reason i go to school is for the boys!! duhh!
[ ] my favorite toy as a child were barbies and dolls
[ ]my favorite color is pink or purple
[ ] when i was young i danced ballet
[ ] i looove skirts!
[ ]hollister is my favorite place to shop
[x] tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear
[x] i love chocolate
[x] i've never had a real job
[x] my hair is straightened scrunched or worn down every day
[ ] i am on AIM atleast 5 hours a day
[ ] i have at least 8 myspace pictures
[ ] i usually go shopping once a week
[ ] i love to hang out at the mall with friends
[ ] i have a real diamond ring or diamond earrings
[ ] i've had atleast 10 boyfriends
[ ] i've gone to a tanning salon
[ ] i go to the beach to tan - not to swim
[ ] i have atleast 10 pairs of shoes (i have two.. is that bad?)
[ ] i watch either the OC or Laguna Beach religiously
[x]i flirt.
[ ] i change my icon weekly
[ ] i would NEVER step foot into Hot Topic (dude. thats like the only store at the mall i like.)
[ ]my cell phone might as well become a part of me
[x] i wear eyeliner, mascara, or cover up everyday
[x] i've been or am on a diet
[ ]bathing suits are adorable!
[ ] i dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat
[ ] big sunglasses are hott
[x] i have gotten my nails done
[ ] i own over 10 purses
[ ]MTV is my favorite channel
[ ]all i want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[ ] i love to have other girls do my hair and make-up
[x] i love to give and recieve hugs
[ ] i hate bugs
[ ] carnivals are very fun
[ ] summer is THE best season
[x] i am self - concious
[x] i cry often
[x] i dont do sports
[ ] i HATE to run
[ ] i squeal when i am suprised or angry
[ ] i dance all the time
[ ] i usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house
[ ] i only have like 5 billion hair products
[ ] preps are the best guys
[ ] i love to get dressed up
[ ] every part of my outfit needs to match 
[ ] i talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends
[ ] i would love to have a photo shoot of myself
[ ] one of my myspace pictures is of me making a kissy face
[ ] price on clothes hardly matters
[ ] i apply lip gloss 200 times a day
[ ] i wish i was a model
[ ] i wish i could meet Paris Hilton
[ ] i have been something that was semi slutty on halloween
[ ] i own Uggs
[] Hip Hop is the best music
[ ] i like to be the center of attention
[ ] guys with mohawks are crazy - its not cute.
[ ] horses are beautiful but i would never ride one
[ ] i'd rather not pay attention in school - i'd rather talk
[ ] i've gotten detention for talking 
[ ]kittens are adorable
[ ] tall dark and handsome are the guys i look for
[ ] Old Navy is like a K-Mart
[x] i write poems or my own music
[ ] i love it when a guy wears good smelling cologne
[x] i can get jealous...
[ ] i would love to visit Hawaii
[ ] Valentines day is so cute!
[ ] white is better then black
[ ] i wouldn't be caught dead in all black
[ ] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
[ ] i hate the grunge look of a beard - must be clean cut 
[ ] i love to read gossip magazines
[ ] i love to gossip! 
[ ] my friends and i are in a strict group.
[ ]old ladies are adorable
[ ]i LOVE kids
[x] i'm all about being vegitarian (i've been a vegetarian for a year...)
[ ] i refuse to eat at McDonalds
[ ] i check my myspace everyday
[ ] i LOVE life! 
[ ] i have a lot of jewlery!
[ ] claires has cheap jewlery!
[ ]my screen names have x's in them
[ ] either one of my myspace names has <3's in them
[ ] i would never want to be a guy!
[ ] i love doing yoga

15% girly. pshhyeah.

Stability results were very low which suggests you are extremely worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

Orderliness results were low which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.

Extraversion results were moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.

trait snapshot:

pshhhhh hahahah...

CAROLINE NEEDS-

-five love songs/poems

-five songs/poems about happiness

-five songs/poems about death

-five songs/poems about loneliness

-five songs/poems about triumph

this is actually the only remotely entertaining school assignment i've ever had.

so help me?

<3