x and i hate how much i love you boy
i can't stand how much i need you
and i hate how much i love you boy
but i just can't let you go
and i hate that i love you so 
while you're sitting around thinking
about what you can't change
and you're worrying about
all the wrong things
time's flying by
moving so fast
you better make it count
cause you can't get it back 
and you play it coy
but it's kinda cute
and when you smile at me
you know exactly what you do
baby don't pretend that
you don't know it's true
cause you can see it
when i look at you 
i remember the way you made love to me
like i was all you'd ever need
did you change your mind
well i didn't change mine
now here i am trying to make sense of it all
we were best friends
now we don't even talk
you broke my heart
ripped my world apart 
and believe me.
i did not want that because
i had a good life before you.
well not good.. but it was okay.
well, it was empty actually.
but at least i was blissfully unaware
of how miserable i was.
whereas now, because of you
i am acutely aware of how
completely and totally unhappy i am.
thank you for that. 
baby why'd you leave me
why'd you have to go
i was counting on forever
now i'll never know
i can't even breathe
it's like i'm looking from a distance
standing in the background
everybody's saying
he's not coming home now
this can't be happening to me
this is just a dream 
you think that you can use up your love.
i think that you can blow it all on one person.
you can love so much, so deeply
that there is nothing left for anyone else. 
didn't you know how much i loved you
didn't you know how much i loved you, baby
i gave you everything
every part of me
didn't you feel it when i touched you
didn't i rock you when i loved you, baby
baby tell me
didn't you know how much i loved you 
i'm pretty numb at this point.
i figure any other horrible thing he can do now
won't affect me.
you can't break a heart that's already broken.
at least, i hope you can't.
but if it's possible, then at least i know what's next. 
there's once in a lifetime
and there's once in awhile
and the difference between the two
is about a million miles
oh you might get lucky
while the moon is looking on
but in the truth of the morning
the stars will be long gone\ 
i make mistakes.
that's what i do.
i speak without thinking.
i act without knowing.
i drink so much that i can barely walk.
i'm a fantastic lover though.
and an amazing friend.
god knows i mean well. 
i can't get you out of my head
i still feel you in this bed
left me all alone
you couldn't be more gone
from falling apart to fighting mad
from wanting you back to not giving a damn
i've felt it all
i've been to the wall 
the truth is, there is no line.
there's only your life,
how you mess it up,
and who is there to save you.
or who isn't. 
you can hold any girl that you like
fall in love when it's easy at night
but you wake up wondering why
she ain't ever something better
when you're lost and you've run out of road
find what i already know
in the end close is all there is
oh, in the end it's me you're gonna miss
cause you won't find this 
i believe in pink.
i believe that laughing
is the best calorie burner.
i believe in kissing, kissing a lot.
i believe in being strong when
everything seems to be going wrong.
i believe that happy girls
are the prettiest girls.
i believe that tomorrow is another day.
and i believe in miracles.
[audrey.hepburn] 
my eyes have seen more than they want to
my heart has scars that run so deep
there's tears that i've had to let go
and there's dreams i told myself i'd keep
now i don't give up easy
i have many miles to go
but i can't wait to get to
what i see down this road
and all my life i've learned to
just take it day by day
i'm not there yet but i know i'm on my way 
change.
we don't like it, we fear it
but we can't stop it from coming.
we either adapt to change
or we get left behind.
and it hurts to grow.
anybody who tells you it doesn't
is lying.
but here's the truth:
the more things change
the more they stay the same.
and sometimes, oh sometimes
change is good,
oh, sometimes change is everything. 
i told you so
oh, i told you so
i told you someday
you'd come crawling back
and asking me to take you in
i told you so
but you had to go
now i found somebody new
and you will never break my heart in two again 
soul mate:
two little words, one big concept.
a belief that someone, somewhere
is holding the key to your heart. x sorry again that it took SO long.
i've just been really busy with school and all.
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