| daam daam damm... it really has been a long ass time since i got on this shit...but yeah...i gotta new girl now..amanda....idk if thats gonna last or what cuz like..idk....i jumped into this shit when i KNEW i still wunted to be single..maybe just to please her? idk... but i kno dam right..she is no shannon...and deff no melanie...but i just wish shannon would come back tho man...i miss the shit out of her..and i wunt her to come back here so we can talk like dat knaa meen.. but..psh..ill never tell her that... but its jus what i wunt..:/.... idk what ima do with myself dude...ima proly end up cheating on amanda...damit..thats sad how i can alredy cal lthat shit before it happens and its not even planned... eugh.... but yeah..well..thats it for today ma nigguhh... peace |
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| Well.... i havent written on this jont for the longest time....but i need somehwere to vent my feelings knaa meen? well..me n shannon are broken up and stuff..we ahve been since january...but we currently stopped trying to get back at the end of april.. but...right after that..she gets a new bf whu is 20...at first i thought he would just be the rebound guy.... but its more than that...she fucked him alredy man....it ahsnt even been a month....and i cry soo much about this... i cry when i think of another mans body on hers instead when it should be my body on hers...i truly beleive im the only one for her right now man..this guy isnt healthy for her at all...i meen he ahs a kid for goodness sakes...and im also afraid that she is gonna fall in love with this guy man...if she does that...and im feelin like this...i would probably kill myself because i wouldnt know how to stop the pain... but anyways... im also afraid that she is pregnant with this guys baby./... she fucked up and fucked him without a condom....and he busted in her..which isnt fair for her because hes supposed to be responsible and pull out if he knows whats goin on...but i think it only takes a man to know when to pull out u know? but yeah...Im gonna pray to God that somehow or another she'll come back to me before its too late and sumtin happens to her that will restrict her to come back to me... shes my honey....and im always gonna love her....and i probably will never forget her....so yeah..thats whats rong with me right about now =/... ima start back writing in this jont...so ill continue and update this jont as much as i can... peace |
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| daaam yo i aint ben on dis jont in a fuckin minute!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol..........well my life i goin iight i gess, ma football season is over but im jus glad dat we PUNISHED ANNANDALE 30-0!!!!!! lol. and dat we punished stuart 46-14. lol. but yea im bored so ima go do sumtin. iight den . peeaacee |
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| well i have no friends  NO 1 EVEN LEFT ME NE COMMENTS! well fuck dem den lol. but yea i had dat interception in ma last game against Lee and i gess u could say i saved da game  lol. but yea i cant wait til OCTOBER 30 AT 10AM das wen we play annandale...psshh we gon punish dem of corse. but im bout to b out sooo.....PEACE HOLMES lol |
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| man i aint ben on dis shyt in a minute. i gess cuz of all dis fuckin shyt wit skool and wit football. o yea i gotz a game on thursday so if u wunna c it jus go to lake braddock at 6 O CLOCK!!!! i odnt no i mite b playin linebacker or defensive end. but i dont no. but yea....man dis skool is fuckin weird. i meen gurls like me but i dont no whu i like yet and i dont no if i wunt a serious relationship or jus a relationship dat i wont b in fo a long tyme cuz it seems more simpler to jus do dat....cuz i dont no ne1 LIKE DAT dat i could go wit fo a while. but i dont no i gotta do sum more thinkin and do it quik cuz deez gurls aint gon b waitin on ma dum ass to make a decision. but yea dis jont is tooo long so ima HOLLER BACKK. lol. iight den. peace |
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