| new name
same pictures, same colors, same life
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| i dont like this name anymore
i think i shall make a new one |
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| can i just have one day off please.
one day where everyone is NICE to me
one day where everyone agrees on things
one day where no one lies
and no one will be mean or rude
one day where i dont have to be stressed
one day where i wont have to lie or pretend
one day please?
can i live for one day? |
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| i want this feeling gone.
man, i overreact way too much
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| not..having..a good day.
i'm just gonna make this short.JOEL is leaving youthgroup for a bit."taking a break" i guess.i understand that he needs to work some stuff out in his life, so i respect him.i'm just afraid he wont come back. i LOVE joel.he is the heart and soul of youthgroup. he makes it fun, but also keeps things in order so we can understand the point. he knows what we're going through, why, and how to go in the right direction. i cant believe he's going. gah. i hope he returns.
then i come home to watch star search. one of my friends from school was on it. i came back, but i was too late. he was the first to preform and i freakin missed it. PISSED me off so much!gah.
and so, if any of you know me, once one or two bad things happen the whole list comes out. you know..im fat im a loser im stupid i hate school i dont want to eat WHY am i here etc..
soo in conclusion..im not happy.sad, mad, whatever i'm feeling.gah. |
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