Currently Watching Sweeney Todd - The Demon Barber of Fleet Street By Helena Bonham Carter, Johnny Depp, Alan Rickman, Edward Sanders, Timothy Spall see related

Our gossip lips stuttered every word I said

Jordan and I are "over", or whatever you wanna call it,
&& he's try to get me to hook-up (yes, hook-up as in "fuck") with Travis
&& that's NEVER gonna happen
I already like another guy

::Sisters::
raining__qts_icons

.1.

Every girl needs a
"more than friends less than lovers"
relationship in their life.
But what if thats all they ever get?

.2.

I never will forget those nights. I wonder if it was a d r e a m.
Remember how you made me crazy?
Remember how I made you scream?
Now I don’t understand what happened to our love,
but babe,
I’m gonna get you back.
I’m gonna show you what I’m made of

.3.

I don't know what I'm doing anymore.
I don't know what I wanna see.
My world use to be worth living for,
and now
it's hard enough just to be
ME

.4.

I'm beginning to believe that the
[only way]
your ever going to love me is if I magically become
HER

.5.

"Let's be honest. Sometimes there is nothing harder in life than being .H.A.P.P.Y. for someone else."
*Sex And The City*

.6.

It still hasn't sunk in yet...I haven't totally realized that he's pushed me out of his heart
F O R E V E R
but I'm not sure I want it to hit me (fully) yet
because I know that,
when it does,
I will feel pain like nothing I have ever felt before

.7.

Maybe..
We hate hate each other because
we don't wanna except the fact
..
we're in l.o.v.e

.8.

I wanted to kiss him. But of course ((I didn't)) I wondered why I .resisted., when in the past
I had always followed my >impulses< with not much thought of
the c o n s e q u e n c e s. Maybe because it didn't feel like a game with him. They way it had
with so many others before. Maybe because I had more to lose.
Blurring the line between
Friendship
and
Attraction
was a surefire way to lose a friend.

.9.

I need,
I want,
I'd |d i e| to be,
his life,
his  love.
his
everything

.10.

One thing I've learned about life:
it goes on
One thing I've learned about .l.o.v.e.:
it never lasts
One thing I've learned about people:
they.change.fast

.11.

Whoever said that nothing is impossible has
obviously
never tried to slam a revolving door

.12.

.13.

Don’t let the mistake you made yesterday
Define who you are TODAY

.14.

.15.

I want to take her eyes out just for
[looking.at.you]
I want to take her hands OFF just for
touching you
and
I want to rip her heart out just for
hurting you
and I want to break her mind .down.
yes I do

.16.

It's just not the .same.
You never look at me like I look at you

.17.

It's not so much how busy you are, but .W.H.Y. you are busy. The bee is praised. The mosquito is swatted.
*Mary O'Connor*

Currently Listening Unleash the Dragon By Sisqó The Thong Song see related

Love never wanted me, but I took it .anyway.

:Sorry I forgot this last time:
:sisters:
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.1.

Just do yourself a favor sweetheart
just turn around and leave
it may not be what you think you want
but my God,
it’s what you NEED

.2.

If things aren't .complicated.
They probably aren't your
s o u l m a t e

.3.

As surprised as I am, I miss all those stupid conversations we had about the
most random topics And the n.o.t.e.s you would send me
every.day, the ones I always kept I miss how
you really knew who I was,
more than I could have imagined

.4.

Times like these I lay in bed wishing that I'd wake up
in the emergency room & hear the words
"She's not gonna make it"

.5.

I miss the years that were erased,
I miss the way the [sunshine] would light up your face,
I miss all the little things,
I never thought they'd mean everything to me

.6.

You may not realize it when it happens, but a kick in the teeth may be the best thing in the world for you.
*Walt Disney*

.7.

I don't understand it cause I told myself I'd never like you again but every time I talk to you
I see that smile
&&those gorgeous eyes
&&I realize
I just can't get over this guy
no.matter.how.hard.I.try

.8.

Suddenly large raindrops started to fall,
and the sky seemed to whisper,
"It can get worse"

.9.

Someone asked me the other day if my glass was .half.empty. or (half full). I was going to say it's
empty, but that's not completely true. My life isn't void and
I have my happy  m o m e n t s; but they usually just seem to disappear,
or get worse. So, my glass is cracked. Yes, cracked. It gets filled up with happiness and h.o.p.e,
but it always ends up escaping my grasp. It always
ends up empting out. It will never be FULL because it's always
leaking. And one day, it will get [thrown away], because no one wants a
broken glass

.10.

You're single.
Make the best of it.
It doesn't mean you're not good enough for anyone,
It means no one is good enough for
YOU

.11.

"I don't want the world.
I just want to be happy."

.12.

Please don't go,
just stay.
I watched with tears in my eyes as you Walked Away.
I miss your voice&&your |touch|,
and if I told you I LOVED YOU,
could that be enough?

.13.

And yes I do know how it feels to
Sit on the edge of your bed,
Listening to a ((sad song)) with your head in your hands,
Wishing:
it would all just E N D

.14.

There are lots of fish in the sea;
there's also sharks,
[seaweed],
and toxic.waste

.15.

Currently Listening Afroholic...The Even Better Times By Afroman Colt 45 see related

Strike us like matches cause: everyone deserves the flames

I'm still a little sore
&&Jordan's still being a dick
but whatever
I think I might've figured out why Josh wants to kick his @$$ so bad, *sigh* I love my family. lol.. here ya' go

(sorry if you don't like the pics, but I got bored and decided to make a little story-like-thing(kinda))

.1.

And then we hugged each other tighter  than we ever had
before,
knowing that we never would
AGAIN

.2.

"Forbidden to remember, terrified to forget. It was a hard line to walk."
*Stephenie Meyer*

.3.

She's got a :list:
of things she wants to .change. about herself,
because ever since the day she met you,
she's been a mess of
insecurities

.4.

Life kicks you around sometimes.
It scares you and it [beats.you] up.
But there's one day when you realize you're not just a
survivor.
You're a f i g h t e r.
You're tougher than anything life throws your way.
And you are.

.5.

.6.

Get ;s.i.l.l.y;
live a little
have the time of your life
get out
wear shades at night
throw your hands in the AIR; and scream as loud as you can
"Bring It On World, I'm READyy"
*youu_complete_me_x3*

.7.

There's a difference between giving up and {letting go}.
Giving Up is s.a.c.r.i.f.i.c.i.n.g what was rightfully yours
&&
Letting Go is forgetting what never was

.8.

Maybe you WANT her,
maybe you need her.
Maybe you had her. Maybe..
you lost her.

.9.

So the elephant says to the camel
"Why do you have two boobs on your back?"
the camel replies,
" that's a pretty stupid question coming from someone who has a dick on their face"

.10.

It was hard letting you go.
It was hard losing you
and it was hard seeing you again
It's still [really hard]

.11.

.12.

Let me tell you something kid. Everybody gets one chance to do something great. Most people never take the chance, Either because they're too scared, or they don't recognize it when it spits on their shoes.
*The Sandlot*

.13.

Tell me you've had trouble sleeping;
that you toss-and-turn from side to side,
that it's my face that you've been seeing in your
d r e a m s at night.

.14.

A man realized he wanted his love back.
Not wanting to get {hurt}, the girl said,
"NO."
the man cried to God & asked,
"If this is meant to be, why did I lose her?"
God replied,
"My child, you didnt lose her, you let her go."

.15.

Don't confuse the people who are always around
with the ones who are
always there

.16.

It was time to go home,
to go home without each other
I said "I love you",
he said the same
I said
"Call me when you miss me"
He smiled and k i s s e d me.
I walked towards my car,
and my phone rang.

.17.

Never deprive someone of hope, it might be all they have

(sorry if you don't like the pics, but I got bored and decided to make a little story-like-thing(kinda))

Currently Listening Classicks By Alice Cooper Poison see related

I could write it better than you ever felt it

I'm still sore =[ at least now it's just my legs and not my butt too..
I'm mad, flipping Jordan hung out with his ex last night and Naynay (who doesn't know that they've broken up) and he doesn't want to tell her for some reason,
but when I hang out with Jimmy or some guy he gets pissed at me then he goes off && does this kind of crap

Wooh! I got a sistah site..lol..::
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.1.

Tell me that it doesn't mean anything, and I'll drive away
right now, and when we pass each
other in the halls, we can pretend we don't even know each other.
*Ugly Betty*

.2.

And I swear my radio's haunted cause I hear
.Y.O.U.
in every song but I know what the silence makes me do
so I give those buttons more [abuse] I wonder
how much punching it can take
I wish it would break

.3.

.4.

I always thought it was dumb for him to pick ME in the first place.
I'm not special,
I never was,
never will be.
He just made me believe I was  and broke my heart when he finally realized
:I wasn't:

.5.

I've learned that
{[you cannot make someone love you]}
all you can do is
stalk  them & hope they panic and
give in

.6.

She's got you falling head-over-heels...
And I can't even make you
stumble

.7.

Every girl should have one old .love. she can imgaine going back to, & one who reminds her
how far (she has come). Every girl should have a past
juicy enough that she`s looking forward to retelling it to her
grandkids. Every girl should know when to try >harder< & when to
.walk.away.

.8.

And even though I know he's a  j e r k  and I know all that he'll do is Hurt Me
I still love him.
I still want him
And I hate myself for it

.9.

.10.

Lying was much easier than explaining
It was easier to give people the answers they expected
It should of been the truth anyway

.11.

.12.

Chances are you'll be crawling into bed {with me},
putting your hands where they don't belong
&Chances are you'll be putting your l.i.p.s where they don't belong either
But chances are I won't say
"NO"

.13.

You don't know what you do to me
you don't have a clue
you don't know what it's like to be me
Looking At You

.14.

I guess the truth is thats who we were, but it isn't who we are

.15.

You aren't thinking about ME at all
My eyes are holding back the  t e a r s
My pride won't let you see me act a fool
I'll be damned if I let you know that
[[I still feel something for you]]

.16.

You're cynical and beautiful.
You always make a scene.
You're monochrome [delirious] you're nothing that you seem
I'm drowning in your vanity, your laugh is a DISEASE.
You're dirty&&you're sweet
You know
You're.Everything.To.Me

Currently Watching Creepshow By Hal Holbrook, Adrienne Barbeau, Fritz Weaver, Leslie Nielsen, Carrie Nye see related

I knew that the lights of the city were too [heavy] for me

Grr.. yesterday I went out on the jetski (all day pretty much) && I'm still really really really sore all over..
I don't think I'll be able to go out tonight, oh well they can come over here if they have a problem with it

.1.

.2.

And with 'i love you' still on your lips
I walked away
I'm better than this
You .promised. no more lies & look what you do
You tell the biggest of them all

.3.

And I knew in that moment that we had somehow became {strangers}

.4.

Maybe her laugh is a cry for help
&&
maybe her smile is just there to cover up her insecurities

.5.

Be c r a z y,
be [outgoing],
be original.
be your own person.
set your own .s.t.a.n.d.a.r.ds.
be smart,
((don't hate anyone))
be happy.
don't drink to fit in.
STAND OUT.
be yourself;
live your own life

.6.

Sexy
is standing with me [pushed.up.against.your.car]
kissing me in the pouring rain
with no intention of ever stopping

.7.

Once upon a time you were special,
now you're just another guy.
So don't lead me on especially if it's a LIE.
Leave me alone,
like the way you've always done.
Because you've hurt me too much to be
the one

.8.

Sometimes I wonder if you ever think of 'us'.
And what happened between us.
Or really,
what never happened between us
Sometimes I just have to
wonder

.9.

I'm in love with the one man I can't have
&&
I have the one man I can't love

.10.

.11.

.12.

I wanna believe that you're this perfect.guy and everything you seem to be is
true. But when I look at you, really look at you, I can tell that I'm just
barely scratching the surface. You're that book, with the pretty cover, the one that I just can't wait
to get into. But you should never judge a book by it's cover, because now
that I've read far enough into you that I just can't put you down, there will be
a twist... and everything will change... and by the last page...
I'll be heartbroken.

.13.

.14.

.15.

B.r.u.i.s.e.d
broken,
forgotten,
sore,
too fucked up
to care
anymore

.16.

I see the blood all over your hands.
Does it make you feel more like a man? Was it all just a part of your plan?
The pistol's shaking in my hands...
and all I hear is the sound

.17.

.18.

The hardest battle you're ever going to fight is the battle to be .Just.You.
*Leo Buscaglia*

sorry its not that good, maybe i'll post again later