so, i'm rather bored.. there's absolutely nothing to do.. and i don't even think anyone really uses xanga anymore..? it's kind of an odd concept. but whatever. i'm just going to waste my time typing some random shit that no one reads. but i'm okay with that. my picture on here is so old. its back in the day when i never dyed my hair or wore make up or anything. i wish i could be like that now. but it's too late. ive ruined my hair for good. its really long and orange and frizz-ih-fied. but soon it'll have purple in it. i just cant find enough courage or whatever to actually go through with it. i love change but i fear it as well. it feels like my life revolves around the computer. it's like my anti-boredom. i have nothing else to do.. ever since i moved to bentwater.. they try to make this neighborhood sound all amazing but it's really not. so.. i can't wait to see from first to last in april.. and fall out boy.. and hawthorne heights.. and all american rejects.. but i really wanna see from first to last. i love them. a. lot. but yeah. im going on a cruise in like... 17 days? i'm pretty stoked. lol. i'm going to miss Andrew and Jessie a lot though. they're like my life. and not being able to talk to them for like 7 days doesn't sound appealing. but then again, being away from georgia and paulding county and annoying people sounds nice. :) so i guess it all evens out. tomorrow i am becoming a driver. after 30 hours in a class room, and 6 hours on the road with some old man, and failing the test once.. i think i deserve it. okay but yeah. i feel lame enough to stop doing this now.

I love you Andrew Nikolas McNeely...with all my heart.

well, forget this xanga. fuck it. i hope it burns in hell.

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