| hmm.... i needed to find a spot to put the quotes and icons that i found.... so here they are... dawgs... the nightmares dont scare me anymore; not half as much as waking up<3 you just cant wake up and stop loving someone the most beautiful smile is the one thats struggled through all the tears.. i'm nowhere near perfect. i eat when im bored. i fall for boys too easily i'm vulnerable to believing lies i'm hoping that one day i don't need a fake smile i live by quotes that explain exactly what i'm going through i make up excuses for everything i have best friends and enemies i have drama and memories & i forget why im still here sometimes you have no idea.
i keep waiting for the phone to ring thinkin, "maybe he'll call and apologize for the wreck he left my heart in". There are currently 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared, some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day, others are just not facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good and some are good struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls. And sometimes, all you need is o n e . God grant me the serenity to accept the things i can not change, the courage to change the things i can, and the wisdom to know the difference. remember when getting high meant swinging at the playground, the worst thing you could get from the opposite sex was cooties, watching the garbage truck eat up garbage was fun; dad was your hero and mom was the girl you were gonna marry, your worst enemies were your teachers or your siblings, it wasnt awkward to suck on a lolipop; race issues was who ran the fastest, war was a card game, the only drugs you knew was cough medicine and a girl that wore a skirt didn't have to be a slut; the only thing you smoked were the tires on your bike, the only thing that hurt was skinned knees and the only things that could get broken were your toys. life was simple and care free, but what i remember the most was wanting to grow up... if only i had known, and as she eyes him as she walks down the hall, his eyes glance her way. coincidence? probably, except it happens everyday. ten boys later, & i still have a thing for you and he confessed:; that when he grew up he wanted to grow up with her I'm mad at myself, not you. I'm mad for always being nice. I'm mad for always apologizing for things I didn't do. I'm mad for getting attached. I'm mad for depending on you and wasting my time on you. I'm mad for thinking about you And most of all, for not hating you when I should I'd like to believe that I'll wake up one morning & not miss him anymore. I'll finally understand that when he broke my heart it was for a reason, one I just don't understand yet, but when I do I'll know that he messed up & not me The funny thing is, nobody really ever knows how much anybody else is hurting. We could be standing next to somebody who was completely broken, and we wouldn't even know. && the truth is we're all just a bunch of kids waiting to find out what Eat that damn chocolate cake, get your hair wet, love someone, dance in those MUDDY PUDDLES< tell someone off, draw a picture with crayons like you're still 6 years old and then give it to someone who is very important to you, Take a nap, go on vacation, do a cartwheel, make your own recipe, dance like no one sees you, paint each nail a different color, take a bubble bath, laugh at a corny joke, get on that table and dance, pick strawberries, take a jog, plant a garden, make a ugly shirt and wear it all day, learn a new language, write a song, date someone you wouldn’t usually go for, make a scrap book, go on a picnic, relax in the sun, make your own home video, kiss the un-kissed, hug the un-hugged, love the unloved and live your life to the fullest. So when you're standing in front of heavens gate that chosen day. You have No Regrets, No sorrows, No disappointments. ,  |