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Monday, July 10, 2006

Mon, 10 Jul 2006 11:51:26 GMT

sostickthatinyourjuicebox&suckit

^gotta love that quote.

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Tue, 02 May 2006 19:30:09 GMT

It sucks when you're walking down the hall &
someone asks, "What's wrong?" & You tell
them, "I don't feel good." & When they go,
"Aww, what hurts?" all you want to say is
" It's just my H E A R T . "

Maybe it wasn't good enough,
But I gave you all I could.

i wanted you to fight for me. i
wanted you to say that there was
no one else that you could ever
be with && that you wanted
to be with me <33

Let's just forget everything said,
and everything we did. Best friends,
better halves, goodbye. And the spring night
when we realized we were falling out of love

dear diary,
remind me to never judge how well I know
a person. because the one person I thought
I know best. I don`t even know anymore

lonely, and this feeling could
eat me alive.

i still remember the things you said;
they replay back in my head. & your
smile you used to send my way is with
me all the time. i remember all the things
we did, back to the first time we met. the
memories are all i have left; how could i forget?

i want things to be the way they
used to be. i want you to fall
back in love, with me. <3

the worst thing in life is to lose a friend.
a friend that means the world to you - a
friend that you put all your trust and faith
in - a friend that you believed in from the
start - a friend that took the center of your
heart - a friend that you'd die for - a friend
that you wanted to cherish for a lifetime'-
a friend, a good friend, a best friend..

like shooting stars, we shine,
and then we fade.

We talk for hours on the phone.
Each others houses are second homes.
Its something true that will never end.
Thats why we'll alwayz be bestfriends.

no, i've never seen myself like
this before.. and maybe it scares
me too, to know that different
things take diffrent times to
fall apart.. but they always do

and the world
it looks so much
brighter with you
by my side.

i said you were nothing to me

which is a total lie cause right now

you`re pretty much everything

i forgot about you for a while
but then i saw you again
in my mind, just instantly flashed back
to the time when i thought that
we were happy; i know i`ll never
hold you like that again.

maybe you could be mine again
maybe we could make that dream
for real like way back when
when love was yours && mine.

i know we haven`t spoken for a while

but i was thinking about you

and it kinda made me smile

so many things to say

& i`ll put them in a letter

and it might be easier

the words might come out better

so many things i wanna know the answers to

wish i could press rewind

and rewrite every line

to the story of me & you. so..

P.S. i`m still not over you

nothing in the world

could take us back

to where we used to be

though i`ve given you my heart && soul

i must find a way of letting go

cause baby; ~~i don`t wanna cry~~.

you might say that it`s over

you might say that you don`t care

you might say you don`t miss me

you don`t need me

but i know that you do.

& she lies in the grass staring up at the
sky wondering what happend to her life.

do i still love you? ...of course i still love you. do i still need you? maybe. i'm not sure... i don't know if i really need anyone. so i think i'm going to let you go now. and i know it's going to hurt. i'll still cry myself to sleep every night. but eventually, i won't cry anymore. maybe i'll even find someone else to love and care about as much as i do for you. although, i doubt that

I do swear that i'll always be there.
I would give anything and everything.
I'll always care. Through weakness &
strength, happiness & sorrow, for better
or for worse, I'll love you with every
beat of my heart <3

Thursday, April 13, 2006

Thu, 13 Apr 2006 20:53:35 GMT

I bet you won't remember
half the things that i will never forget. ©

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after an
You're my wonderwall

Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me

^^thats the best song ever!! x3,

Amanda x3

Thursday, March 30, 2006

Thu, 30 Mar 2006 16:45:50 GMT

well a lot happened since last time.. but i don't wanna talk about anything.. it's not that important.. so COMMENT please!!!!

ha.. i love these cool cats:

Bettney and K2!!!

Matt!!

Jamie!!

*gasp*look Matt stole Jamie's lava lamp

Abby!!

Jack x3!!

Me, KyLynn, && Luray!!

Jessie!!

Abby and Jesse!! i made that!!..lol..

Katlyn!!

Lauren!!

Sarah!!

Evan!!

KyLynn!!

Meggie!!

Jessie and Al!!

Jesse!!

Abby, Me, Nikki!!

Abby, Me, Lauren, Nikki!!

Jed!!

Zeb!!

Coach!!

Katie!!!

Jay-Q!!

that would be me...

well this is it for now.. this was kinda fun!! i'll put more on later!! and i'll make some more as well...well comment!!!,

Amanda

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Wed, 22 Mar 2006 16:40:35 GMT

Alright i wanted to up-date today.. well since last up-date i went to KyLynn's and spent the night and we went to the movies on post with Jack.. and we saw Abbey and she sat with us for a while.. well after than we walked home and we had fun at her house.. teehehe.. lol..(kylynn)..yeah good times.. well than we went to the parent practice and we were Tammy..lol.. than i went home to my dads and went shopping... than i got up at 3 in the morning and got ready left at 5 in the morning and got to the competition at 8 in the morning and we were there for a long time.. i didn't like the competition at all tho.. so blah..lol.. well umm KyLynn like puched me in the face there..lol.. not on purpuse or anything.. her head went into mine.. and my nose started bleeding..lol.. she's good at making peoples noses bleed.. lol.. but i didn't really care.. she made Katjana's bleed too..lol.. we got first againist the score..again.. well anyhow we got home around 4 something and than i slept for 2 hours..and than....i don't know.... well yesterday i had the SSPA's..lol.. (PSSA's..long story).. and they were pretty stupid.. than after school i had star practice.. which was fun.. i was soooooo proud of Will.!! he is sooooo awesome.. he did a full down from prep, extension, and a lib.. it was awesome.., than he did a bunch of tosses and stuff..he did the pop over also.. it was pretty cool...!! i was sooooooo proud of him..lol.. Montana, Kali, Brookie, Ali, Biggie, and Meggie are all doing awesome as well..!! well tonight i think i'm going to youth group...well ummm this weekend we have a competiton at the farm show complex...well i'm so sleepy...i'm gonna go.. leave comments!!!,

Amanda

<--- thats for KyLynn!!!!!!!!

Sunday, March 12, 2006

Sun, 12 Mar 2006 11:43:37 GMT

umm nothing really going on here... yesterday i went shopping.... i got my bathing suit for Myrtle Beach.... and i got some other stuff.. i got three shirts from Hollister.. my bathing suit from Hollister.. and surffer shorts from Pac Sun.. and three shirts from Pac Sun..and some flip flops.. that pretty much all i got.. well.. it's not like anyone ever cares what i write in here so... i'm gonna go.. comment,

Amanda

What Hurts The Most
(Jeffrey Steele, Steve Robson)

I can take the rain
On the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then
And I just let ‘em out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though, goin’ on with you gone, still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I’m okay
But that’s not what gets me

Chorus
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin’ so much to say
And watchin’ you walk away
And never knowin’
What could’ve been
And not seein’ that lovin’ you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain
Of losin’ you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ it
It’s hard to force that smile
When I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still harder gettin’ up, gettin’ dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away
All the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

(Repeat Chorus Twice)

Not seein’ that lovin’ you
That’s what I was trying to do
Oooo, Oooo, Oooo –

^^^^^ love that song!!!

-you had a bad day-

Where is the moment we need at the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

(yeah...)

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

^^^^^ love that song!!!!

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Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Wed, 08 Mar 2006 15:10:21 GMT

well i guess i'm gonna update.... nothing really new.. spet for i'm single now...i broke up with Bryce yesterday so yeah... well umm not feeling well.. i haven't been the same.. well it's not like anyone cares so anyhow.. comment..,

Amanda

For You I Will (Confidence)

Wondering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can't have
Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair
round your finger
Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will

Forgive if I studder
From all of the clutter in my head
Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar, i've crossed you in hallways
a thousand times, no more camouflauge
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you

If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood I would
Shout out your name so it echos in every room

That's what I'd do, That's what I'd do to get through to you

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will

^^^love that song!!!

Friday, March 03, 2006

Fri, 03 Mar 2006 19:21:08 GMT

so today me and KyLynn went to boyds bear and than we went shopping!!!!! it was really fun.. we've been gone all day!!!!!!! lol..!! ha ha.. KyLynn.. me and KyLynn both got some cute stuff.. and i helped her make her bear!! ha ha... it's fat..lol..!! it was fun!!! well we did some pretty stupid things!! well umm i'm a gonna go luv ya's.. much love,

Amanda

Alright, I know...I'm not perfect, I often get mad at you for the smallest things & sometimes I have a short temper. I may get impatient with you and even walk out on you in the middle of a fight, when I do walk out on you, please call me & tell me you love me. I may be mad, but I still love to hear your voice. Forgive me for all my imperfections. I realize that sometimes I am late for our dates, but it's just because I want to look great for you. I've never felt this way about anyone before & even though sometimes I scream at you & cry, behind all those tears, I really love you. You mean the world to me. When I do get mad, kiss me & I soon will forget what we were even fighting about, hug me often and hold my hands in front of your friends. They're secretly jealous because they never have relationships as good as ours. They don't look at anybody the way we look at each other. I just want to let you know that I love you more than anything in the world. I'll never leave you

well nothing really is going on.. well umm not doing anything tonight.. well umm i think that i am gonna spend the night at meggie'e tomorrow...lol... if we can!!! so yeah.. well nothing really exactly happened since last update.. well nothing worth putting in here.. youth group was fun... umm..practice was fun also... ALI I LOVE YOU BEAUTIFUL!!! ha ha.. your so cool!!! LAUREN I LOVE YOU TOO!!! lol.. ha ha.. love you girlys!!! MONTANA I LOVE YOU ALSO!!! lol.. LURAY I LOVE YOU MUY MUCHO!!! lol.. MEGGIE I SO HEART YOU!!! lol.. KYLYNN LOVE YOU CHEERCUTIE!!! lol.. yeah lol... cheeleading is really fun!! well umm yeah.. nothing to really say..but i'm bored... i think i was suprosed to go to the movies today..but no one ever called me so yeah..... well i'm calling Luray right now..so yeah.. it's ringing.. well she says hi..but she had to go.. so yeah.. well i'm bored so i'm gonna go..bye much love,

Amanda

Saturday, February 25, 2006

Sat, 25 Feb 2006 20:55:56 GMT

-*-this is the best song ever:-*-

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

---thats the best song EVER!! it's called Your Beautiful!! it's so cool... well umm Hangin got with Melanie.. were haveing fun... yeah well umm today i had a competition!! Juniors and Seniors got first..YES!! lol.. we competed againist scores..lol.. gay as it is.. well anyhow i tumbled full out today for the first time since my ankle!! well i'm happy about that.. and yeah we ran a really good and clean routine!! afterwards we went to eat and i didn't exactly like the food.. but we had a lot of fun!! lol.. well umm nothing really else so i'm gonna go.. we like just got home and we left at like 9 in the moring!! it was in VA..so yeah looooooooooooooooooong ride!! lol. yeah but anyhow i'm gonna go! comment..much love,

Amanda

Sunday, February 19, 2006

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 23:41:38 GMT

~FRIENDS~

[1] WHO DO YOU SEE THE MOST: Christina!
[2] WHO DO YOU WISH TO SEE MORE OFTEN: Meggie! and Katjana!!!!!.. she moved and i havent seen her since :(

[3] WHO DO YOU E-MAIL THE MOST: Katjana!!!!!!

[4] WHO'S THE LOUDEST: ummm i don't know..

[5] WHO'S THE SHYEST: umm.. Ali and Lauren!!!

[6] WHO ARE YOU JEALOUS OF: umm..don't know
[7] WHO GOTS THE BEST ROOM: Meggie's..room is pretty sexy

[8] WHO'S THE HORNIEST: um dumb ass question

[9] WHO DO YOU TRUST THE MOST: Luray, Christina, Ali, Meggie, Lauren, Brooke!
[10] WHO KNOWS YOU THE BEST: Christina, Evan, or Luray

[11] WHO ARE YOUR BEST FRIENDS: Christina, Luray, Meggie, Evan, Jevante, Nicole, Brooke, KyLynn, ALi, Lauren, Brookie, Kali, Marie, Abby, lots more....

[12] WHO DO YOU HAVE SERIOUS TALKS WITH: Christina and Luray
[13] WHO GETS ALONG W/ YOUR PARENTS: Luray
[14] WHO HUGS YOU THE MOST: um.. Nicole, Luray, ALI!!!..ha ha

[15] WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST: KATJANA!!!!!!!.. i miss her sOo much!!

[16] WHO FOUGHT W/ YOU THE MOST: um... i don't know..
[17] WHO MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST: Christina or Luray
[18] FAVORITE FRIENDS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX: Evan, Jevante, Jesse, Nay Nay, lots more...

[19] IS MOST LIKELY TO BECOME A MODEL: Christina, Luray, Ali, Jessie H, Lauren S, Lauren G, Meggie, KyLynn, Keirstyn, Abby!<-they are so pretty!

[20] HAVE KNOWN YOU THE LONGEST: umm Christina and Evan we've been best friends since like 1st and 2nd grade
[21] DO YOU KNOW MOST BOUT: Christina, Luray, Meggie, and KyLynn

heyy so sad... well umm today i went to the movies.. it made me feel a little better about... yeah well we saw a date movie.. it was kinda funny well we were like sitting RJ, Megan, Luray, && me.. and of course i had to sit next to the people that like weren't with our group..and like we were bothing them.. and than like i broke my cell phone takeing pictures during the movie.. and only RJ could fix it.. and i won the staring contest with me and RJ!! so RJ, Luray, && Me are all equal..!! YES.. and than the part where she fell oht he top of the building i'm like she's gonna land on him out loud..and than she did and Luray goes WOAH really really loud and it was completely quiet before she did it and than everyone was cracking up!!! it was halirious...(however you would spell it) so yeah well umm after the movies we took pictures and it was fun..i guess well i'm still sad tho... well umm comment.. well lovies,

Amanda