its not too long ago since i've saw the last of my papers in school.  however on second thought, a freaking one and a half months have passed since sch has closed. unbelievable!

and all i have been doing these holidays is to bum around and bum around and bum around.

at times it gets to me that i ought to do something with my life when my innerself comes budging me to "go do something with my life", "pick up something new" or "do something meaningful".

and time and again i try to justify and make excuses for myself by saying this will be the last long holiday that i'm going to enjoy and that working days will hit on me and just pile up like a horrid mountain once i grad next year

well.. how truee and i do think that i deserve a rest of some sort considering that i practically had no holidays slogging through my apparently countless activities in hall last year. ohh goshh wad a nightmare!

and yes, here i am busying myself with late night drama streaming, sleeping at unearthly hours and waking up horribly late and days/nights out

hahh! how fun but how shallow!

i'm starting to feel like an empty shell and i'm sure another few months of such bumming around is going to morph me into a real bimbo.

my topics lately seem to be shopping, movies, girl-gossip as well as dates.

goshh. how dumb and how airhead-ish.

i need something substantial in my life else i'm going to go insane!

isn't there anything else to do in singapore other than the usual haunts and usual stuff?!?

for once i wish i am in washington dc hahahahaahahhaa! fancy free entries to all museums and galleries within the state! that is real entertainment!

AHAAA i have been mia-ing for quite sometime

have been spending quite abit of moolah on cosmetics, bags and cosmetics again till i really think i'm going to morph into a full time bimbo

damn the gss!

it often leaves me in a dilemma whether it is a bane or a boon to my wallet

i'm often left satisfied and grinning with my purchases yet a few days later i start my whining routine on how broke i am

horrors of horrors

someone ought to reward me for spurring the economy on! *whines

and some pretty pretty stuff! <}

think i've shown darling these long ago and yes i'm still raving about it PRETTY!

its a rare occasion when i act get dissed with myself.

not to be overly complacent but i don't see what is there to be wanting in my life even when i place myself in the shoes of a third person.

i guess its just one of the times when i do feel the moodiness overwhelming me.

the holidays have been great and yada yada

perhaps its my haircut, perhaps i'm broke, perhaps pms has finally hit me though its a tad too early, i just feel UGHH

sometimes i just feel like hibernating at home and stuffing my face in a pillow

people expect much from me and i know that's really gd. and its fabulous to be able to meet up to people's expectations and at times go beyond that.

i had grew up being conditioned that i was a mediocre kid other than my more than satisfactory grades (thankfully!). that being said, it was painful and yes i got out of it (many hoorays and damn u! people who acted ohh so high and mighty in the past)

in the recent years i've kinda gotten used to life as myself and that i've been leading now

perhaps its just times like this when i feel far from perfect and i'm not used to hearing "ohh goshh. wad happened to you!!!??"

AHHH i have my terrible moments too!

there are days when i feel completely useless and bimbotic

such as shopping trips with darlingggg and forgetting to pick out the tag from my newly bought clothing which i happily wore out to town

that aside, i'm here to bitch hoho

if anyone is in need of a good blow-job AS IN HAIR BLOW WITH HAIRDRYER B-L-O-W i dunno how other else u can call that ): , go to chapter 2

i seriously think that they have an amazing ability to turn the horrors of newly cut hair into pretty salon styles

and yet again after a good wash home sweet home i found myself looking like an underaged kid

okayee prolly not underaged per say but yes u get the point. darlingggg says i look just how i looked in jc

horrors of horrors, minus the horrid complextion back then i hope

the pretty blow-job by my hairstylist before my hair took on a juvenille persona, and oh, we think he was cute btw HAHAHAHAHAA

and so it has been almost 2 weeks since i saw the last of my papers ohh yayy!

these days had been a rush of unleasing of pent-up frustrations post-exams and i have been occupying myself almost daily till my mom is starting to nag Again.

mothers. we really do love them but sometimes they ought to be educated on the horrors of examination stress and deprivation don't they? (;

my post-exams outings have been fairly satisfying i should say with a number of girls-night-outs, shopping trips which terribly burnt a hole in my pocket ): as well as times spent with the idiotpig(: and of course quality time to myself which is lacking slightly

my hairrrrrrrrr looks like a mop now and yes fz dear i know i need a haircut real soon stop nagging at me! (:

anyway still, hoorays for the hols and useless bumming around! it has pleasantly provided me with much needed self-time to do wadever i want and stone and waste and sleep away as i do forsee myself working my ass off in exactly a year's time (i hope! Moolahh!). so yes, gotta appreciate wadever free time that i have on my hands now. and well, at least this serves as a good enough reason for me to bum around for 3 months plus(;

and in case u guys have forgotten wad i look like (which i hope not), here are some pictures taken recently

most of them have been uploaded to facebook anyway so yes. just a few here for non facebook people like mama de IF you even read my blog haha!

the very last lecture with Bimbim!!! more bimbotic moments in class after u come back from Germany k!!? <}

Kel's 21st Kbox Party!

Mabs Madness Matsuri

At Dempsey's with the A101 Girls

this is too cute larr darlingggggggggggg i just gotta post it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

post-exams celebration with the loves at indulgz(:

Phuture with ber

<} idiotpig(:

Popo's 73th!(:

ARGHH pardon the horrible sizing of the photos ):

dropshots is being a bitch and i have no idea how photos on photobucket come out in a horrid variety of sizes and i'm awfully lazy to do something bout it!