today i woke up 2 tha screamin an hollerin of 2 little boiz..at lyke 730 in tha mornin...i was lyke u syco freakin kidz lol...anywayz we all woke up an got ready an stuff an than josh an ryan came ova an we hung out a little...than me an jeremiah an mah bro an mah mom met mah dad an his work partner guy at tha diner ta eat lunch...than we came bak home an jeremiah an me went for a walk down ta joshez house an hung out for a little an than we went bak ta mah house an jeremiahz dad picked him up an than me an josh an ryna hung out for a little...than i went inside an just talked to ppl online...than lil aj came ova an hung out wit us an than big aj came ova an than we all left cuz i had ta go ta color guard for 2 hourz an big aj had ta go ta work an mah mom an dad an bro an aj went ta tha store..than they came an picked me up an than lil ajz dad came an got him an we all talked for a little

today was tha viewing for allyson...erybody was tellin me i should go but i seriously didnt want 2 cuz i thought 2 mahself...y would ur last view of sumbody b wit them lyke tat...shouldnt u rememba all tha happy timez an memoriez wen they were alive...an i feel 4 tha gurl an i pray for her family an her an all her luved 1z an i feel horrible about wat happened but i didnt no her so i didnt really c it needed tat i go...i mean all of her close close friendz an her family an luved 1z should hve been there but not b tat barely knew her...i mean tat is just mah opinion...an i think tat tha viewin is a little more leanyent than tha funeral cuz i think tat tha funeral should b just 4 family memberz...i mean u ppl seriously dont hve ta go by tis but tat is just mah opinion...i just want ta gve out all of mah luv 2 erybody tat cared about her more than anything else...an all of her family memberz tat can not enjoy her smile anymore...we all miss her very much an we all wish she was here but we can not live our livez worrying about all tha bad stuff...we must take tha bad wit tha good but take more time to enjoy tha good...tat is all i am goin to say right now...god bless allyson an her family an let her rest in peace...RIP allyson beattie...we luv ya gurl an miss u very much.."LIVE LYFE AS IF THEREZ NO TOMORROW."....lve a comment

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