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Friday, February 01, 2008

  • Wow so sorry about the LONG hiatus! I couldn't remember my password, and still don't know what it is lol. but I was inactive for so long that Xanga sent me an email and somehow I was able to get back on. Not sure if I'm gonna be updating with quotes much anymore cuz I'm really busy and just kinda not into Xanga as much anymore. Let me know what you think! If I get a lot of comments saying that I'm wanted back then I will consider coming back, but if not it's not a big deal to me!

    x's and o's
    Meagan

  • I'm bringing Xanga back - drop a comment if you're with me!

Friday, August 18, 2006

  • you mean so much to me;
    & i can barely handle it

    & All the perfect words
    seem so wrong , darling please
    stay , because goodbye is the
    hardest thing for me to say.

    When I finally think I have
    found the answers, you go
    ahead and change the questions.

    you didn't crush me.
    ohh no, my darling you
    completely destroyed me.

    Letting go of you
    isn't as easy as i
    thought it would be

    To fall in love , is to fall
    apart. Only true love can
    make you whole again

    So here i am again.
    Looking pretty for you.
    & only for you

    tell me i can't
    and i'll show you
    i can.

    boy: crying means your weak
    girl: no, crying means you care

    always fall for that one guy
    who is so out of reach. but still
    close enough to make it hurt.

    girl: you make my day worthwhile.
    boy: you make my whole life worthwhile

    you can hear it in my voice
    read it on my face
    i'm drowning in the memories
    of the past i can't replace

    & through the words she whispers
    i finally start to see
    that although i'll always love you
    it's time to set you free

    i'm a hopeless romantic. i believe in
    wishing on stars; soul mates &
    love that never ends. but yet, sometimes
    i feel like the only single person alive.
    i feel so alone. no matter what i try to do,
    i'm left in solitude. maybe i try too hard.
    maybe i really am hopeless.

    A picture's worth a thousand words
    But not worth the words I need to hear
    I miss you so much that it hurts
    And tonight, I wish you were here with me
    So I could make you see
    The stars, they lay across the sky so perfectly
    They remind me of
    All the times, when we used to sit underneath them, those summer nights
    And fall in love
    Its not alright, it's our last night together
    I won't give up, I can't let go, of you

    Everybody's talking how
    I can't be your love
    But I wanna be your love for real

    He was my first mistake.

    it takes a MILLION people to complete the
    world .. but it only takes you to complete MINE <3

    0NE GiRL L0OKiNG 0UT HER WiND0W, 0NE B0Y WALKiNG D0WN THE STREET, HE DiDN'T KN0W iT AT THE TiME, BUT WHEN SHE SAW HiM HER HEART SKiPPED A BEAT. 0NE GiRL PLAYiNG 0UTSiDE, 0NE B0Y D0iNG THE SAME, HE DiDN'T KN0W iT AT THE TiME, BUT SHE WANTED T0 FiND 0UT HiS NAME. 0NE GiRL GETTiNG HURT BY MANY B0YS, 0NE B0Y MENDiNG HER HEART, HE DiDN'T KN0W iT AT THE TiME, BUT SHE L0VED 0NLY HiM FR0M THE START. 0NE GiRL STANDiNG 0UTSiDE, 0NE B0Y ASKiNG HER 0UT, HE DiDN'T KN0W iT AT THE TiME, BUT SHE NEVER HAD ANY D0UBTS. ONE GiRL L0ViNG A B0Y, 0NE B0Y L0ViNG A GiRL, HE DiDN'T KN0W iT AT THE TiME, BUT HE WAS HER W0RLD. 0NE GiRL's HEART BREAKS, 0NE B0Y M0VES 0N, HE DiDN'T KN0W iT AT THE TiME, BUT HER L0VE F0R HiM WASN'T D0NE. 0NE GiRL TRIES T0 WiN HiM BACK, 0NE B0Y D0ESN'T CARE, HE DiDN'T KN0W iT AT THE TiME, BUT SHE W0ULDN'T ALWAYS BE THERE. 0NE GiRL LEAVES F0R C0LLEGE, 0NE B0Y STAYS WHERE HE'S AT, HE DiDN'T KN0W iT AT THE TiME, BUT HER HEART WAS BREAKiNG iN HALF. 0NE GiRL'S HEART iS MiSSiNG, 0NE B0Y HAS iT Y0U SEE, HE D0ESN'T KN0W iT RiGHT N0W, BUT THE TW0 OF THEM ARE MEANT T0 BE

    you're the one thing i can't get
    enough of. so i'll tell you something,
    this could be love.

    when life gives you a hundred reasons to cry ;
    show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile

    i'm scared because i don't want anyone else to have your heart. i don't want anyone else to kiss your lips. i don't want anyone to be in your arms. i don't want anyone but me to be the one you love. but most of all, i'm scared because i don't want anyone else to take the place that used to be mine.

    & i've got a confession to make,
    that my heart would break
    to hear you say goodbye.

     

    and you know that i can't lie when i say;
    i can't stop thinking about how

    you'll never find a better girl or a bigger fool,
    who will love you like i do

    you know what i think hurts the most?
    the feeling of being replaced. it's like
    no matter what you did, it wasn't enough.
    and no matter what you do to try &
    capture their heart again, it doesn't seem
    to work. & you're suddenly left thinking that
    you'll never be enough & a sadness takes over
    your heart and never really leaves.

    memories;
    you better make a lot of them
    good, bad, right, wrong
    cuz
    sometimes they're all you have left!

    there's a huge difference
    between getting over things
    and just getting through them.

    i hope the next girl holds your hand
    just a little tighter than i did
    and realizes how lucky she is to have you.

    i gotta keep believing
    if im gonna get over you
    i gotta keep moving
    i've done all that i can do
    i gotta believe it
    and we both know the truth
    goodbye mr. beautiful
    you're someone i never knew

    i mean, i've seen him recently, but today i really saw

    him. me looking at him, him looking at me. right in

    the eyes & straight to the heart. and i could feel it.

    i could feel him. and it was amazing. it's there

    between us. i just wish he wasn't too afraid to see it

    How would you know if he really loves you?
    It's when you scream, he's calm.
    When you slap him, he kisses you.
    When you cry, he hugs you.
    When you tell him that you hate him,
    he tells you he loves you..<3

    You stand by me & you believe in me like nobody
    ever has. When my world goes crazy, you're right there
    to save me. You make me see how much i really have..

    it may seem like the wrong thing to do
    but you have to forget about the guy
    who forgot about you

    && every time i talk to you -
    i fall a little harder. <333

    my theory is that if i kept my distance maybe
    you would see what you were missing

    It's weird how you say that you
    hate the boy who broke your heart
    but when he runs back to you, your
    arms are   w i d e   o p e n..

    No matter how ugly you think
    you are - - that
    special person that
    loves you believes you`re the most
    beautiful and irresistible thing on
    earth and
    nothing can ever change that

    you started telling me all about her
    & for the first time, i didn't care
    that you weren't talking about me
    & i finally realized i'm over you.

    My heart is on my sleeve ; wear it like a
    bruise or blackeye. my badge, my witness that
    means that i believed every single lie you said

    there is ['. a l w a y s .'] gonna be that
    -x- o.n.e p e r s o n -x- you wish you
    could be with 'even after [[ knowing ]]
    that person xX doesn`t Xx want to be
    [' -x- [[ xX w i t h y o u Xx ]] -x- .]

    to our song on repeat
    & every moment, every word

    every time it played ;;
    there wasnt a minute i couldnt
    keep my mind off of you
    ..that means somthing i guess..

    if i had to choose between having
    {the entire world} or having {you}
    i would pick {you} because you
    are my {entire world} <33

    you said you would always be there for me      *
    but i guess we had different definitions of always.

    what hu rt the mo st is the fa ct
    th at
    you weren`t hu rt at all .. ..

     HER : D0 Y0U LiKE ME ??
    HiM : N0 i D0N'T LiKE Y0U... 
    i L0VE Y0U, HE WHiSPERED

    she just wants you to know ;
    she loves the way you laugh
    & your stupid dumb smile that has her falling
    h e a d    o v e r    h e e l s

    & i JUST WANT WANT T0 BE HiS

    i can't wait until the day when i hear
    you say, "you're the one that i need,

    your the one that i'll keep for all time"

    & isn't it funny that no matter what happens
    we always end up running back to each other?

    it hurts the most when you never gave up on him && still haven't stopped thinking of him && never stopped loving him, no matter what. but he gave up on you, stopping thinking about you and now he loves someone new <|3

    i'm glad she's with you, because now i'm not the one getting hurt -- it's her turn <3

    sometimes you meet somebody && you know that whatever you did before must have been riqht; because nothing you've done could be too bad -- or have gone too far wrong -- because  it led you to this special person

    to every girl who gossiped about me in corners of parties, to those who were my slap in the face, to the close minded or misunderstanding, to those boys that broke my heart, and to those friends who turned out to be back stabbers. you all challenged me to become the person i wanted to be. i am stronger because of all the stupid things you put me through. no matter how much you have done to me, you have unknowingly done so much more for me. so, thanks

    we used to fight over how
    much
    we loved each other..
    now we fight over why we
    ever loved each other.. </3

    you once told me youd never hurt me..
    well.. yOu tell a ( p e r f e c t l i e )

    when you can`t stop smiling after you talk to him
    `nd you still get butterflies in your stomach `nd
    that huge smile across your face every time you
    see him, that let`s you know he will always mean
    x- - - - - something to you

    So there's this boy ;; & he kinda borrowed
    my heart  ;; & hasn't given it back yet

    my dear ; i feel so weak - you knock me off my feet
    & it's good to know you love me just for me. i'll be
    here all the time. i'll  n e v e r  let you go. <333

    i'll admit i do like being single & flirting -
    but at the same i want to know ... you're
    thinking about me & you're happy i'm
    |[ y o u r ]| - |[ g i r l f r i e n d ]|

    because you're beautiful & you don't know it
    because you're smart & you don't believe it.
    you're the kind of girl that guys don't get over.
    & you're the kind that other girls
    get c o m p a r e d  to.

    I went forever without a boyfriend because i was
    scared of getting hurt. then you came along and i
    fell head over heels.. thinking you wouldn't hurt
    me because you promised the world. we were  *
    perfect. then everything just fell apart. all because
    of that one girl..

    life doesn't hurt until you think about how much things
    have changed. who you`ve lost along the way & about
    how much of this was your fault..

    i'm not that good of a person. i make mistakes.
    i have regrets. i act like i'm a lot smarter than i
    actually am. i cry. i laugh way too loud and things
    just seem to get to me. basically, i'm saying i'm not
    perfect. but when i'm with you, it doesn't matter.
    because you make me smile.

    your smile is seriously the most
    beautiful thing i have ever seen.
    honestly, it can brighten up my whole day.
    just looking at the big, gorgeous smile
    makes me want to pull you into my arms.
    i could look at it all day--i love you<3

    but there`s just something about him that
    made me like him ever since the day i met
    him
    . there was something about him that
    made me go absolutely crazy for him <3

    just don't pretend like
    we never kissed ..
    we never hugged,
    & don't deny that
    you told me you loved me

    sometimes what you're lookin

    for is right where you left it. <3

     --Sweet Home Alabama.

    HiS FiNGER TRACED i L0VE Y0U
    iN THE PALM 0F MY HAND <3
    THAT'S THE 0NLY TiME
    MY ST0MACHM HAS EVER
    HiT THE FL00R LiKE THAT

    at some point you learn to accept the fact
    that the people you wish wouldn't change,
    do. goodbyes hurt, but only mean forever
    if you let them, pictures never replace being
    there && nothing lasts forever , but you also
    learn to laugh until your stomach hurts. act
    so crazy people think your high && live for
    the days with your best friends ;; && just
    having fun because life's too short to worry
    about change *

    She wipes her running mascarra from her eyes
    as she looks into the broken mirror && whispers
    to her self.."I'm never gonna be good enough."

    Young Noah: My Dearest Allie. I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter any more, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you. Noah

    & i let him kiss me that night, with the stars
    gazing down on us & the cold wind brushing our
    faces. & i let the rain soak my hair & my clothes.
    it just didn't matter. he was all i ever needed

    it's not love that hurts. it's the
    infatuation with what we so blindly
    accept as love that hurts. true
    love
    should never have to hurt.

    life is about chasing after the things you truly think are worth it, even if they don't happen. I'm learning from all of the relationships in the past. life's a bunch of bullshit & promises never last

    so as my world comes crashing down, promise me you'll be there to make me smile

    The first time I looked in your eyes I knew that I would do anything for you.

    Kiss her like she's famous...hold her like she's everything...and tell her that she's the only one for you

    I didn't come here to tell you that I can't live without you. I can live without you. I just don't want to.
               - Rumor Has It *

    I'm wasting another night just thinking about you

     

    COMMENTS!!!!!!!!! =]

Monday, August 07, 2006

  • people only talk shit out of jealousy.
    they hate the fact you've got something they want

    boy, theres not a moment when you
    dont suceed in making me smile<3

    i think what hurts the most is having
    the perfect picture of how things
    could be ;; should be ..but aren't.

    you can't tell someone you love them
    and then change your mind; that's not
    how it works. once you love someone,
    you always love them, don't you?
    isn't there a part of you who thinks of
    him for no reason what so ever? they'll
    always be in the back of your mind, and
    no matter how much you love someone
    else, you always love him too.

    the only guy who deserves you
    is the one who thinks he doesn't
    <3

    it started off as a crush
    and ended up meaning everything
    <3

    take no one for granted
    because the truth is
    no one waits forever
    <3

    it's those days where we sit around and do
    nothing. it's the moments we laugh so hard,
    we cry. it's the way we look at each other and
    know what's going through each other's head
    it's those stupid pictures and the jokes those
    are the reason why we're best friends <3

    one of the worst feelings
    in the world is having
    to doubt something
    you thought was unquestionable

    you put a smile on my face
    and the love in my heart <3

    & I'm still here waiting there
    To catch you if you fall.
    I don't know why I care so much
    When I shouldn't care at all.

    If its real, if its true love, then it will always be there, you can pretend its gone & even move on, but that love, its still there, in the depths of your mind, sometimes a single object or song triggers it all & your right back where you started, in the arms of the one you love

    yeah, i`m over you.
    but I still have you
    on my buddylist,
    & i still smile when
    you sign on..

    You're not friends because you sit together at lunch` or talk on the phone; or have matching flip-flops' or can recite each others wardrode. you're bestfriends because when she smiles, a grin forces itself across your face. no matter how mad you are-- when she cries, you instantly feel her pain, & want to cry with her. When you look her in the eyes you know there's no one you could ever trust more. regardless of how many broken hearts you've had. that's what it means to be best friends. <33

    BEING HAPPY

    doesn`t mean that

    everything is perfect

    it just means youu`ve

    decided to look beyond

    the IMPERFECTIONS

     

    …& everytime someone says his name
    I can`t help but SMILE

     

    just so you know,
    you made my day when
    you memorized my favorite song
    and sang it to me when
    i was feeling down <3

     

    i can yell at you, be mad at you, say
    stupid things & take them back, even
    pretend i hate you.. but nobody in the
    whole world cares about you more than me

     

    if a happy smile comes to you today,
    a smile that perhaps you cannot explain, it is
    because at that very moment,
    i'm thinking of you && smiling too. =]

     

    [the day] i met you, my life had
    [changed] - in my eyes, you had that
    [special] place, but you're made of
    [lies] - you messed with my mind
    &[sorry] to say .. you wasted my time.*

     

    if smiling could bring me closer to you
    i would smile forever. if laughing could
    let me hold your hand 10 seconds longer
    i would laugh until my face was blue. if
    talking could bring me closer to you, i
    would go on until i lost my voice. i would
    do anything to be with you. i would do
    anything just to be next to you

     

    nobody understands how much i miss you
    i miss how much we use to talk & i miss all
    the things
    we used to do. i try not to admit
    to myself that i still feel this way. nobody
    knows that i still wake up thinking of you
    each day. i still think of you & i really do
    miss you. i would give up everything i have
    to be everything we're not

     

    why would you waste your time on someone
    who wouldnt waste their time on you? why
    would you think about someone 24/7, when
    they never think about you? why would you
    go through all that trouble for someone who
    wouldnt do it for you? why would you want
    someone who doesnt want you? .. you tell me

     

     

    it's not about being who everyone else
    wants you to be. it's about being
    yourself and finding someone who
    loves every bit of it

     

    50% of what people say when they're "just joking," is true.

     

    & everytime i go out in public,
    i try to look perfect. not to
    impress any guy, but just incase
    i run into him

     

    i know ; we're complete strangers now.
    we both pretend like we don't care,
    but i can feel the tension as much as you can.
    i know how to hide my feelings from your piercing stare
    & no matter what you think, i still miss you.

     

    second chances ; sure i believe in them.
    but it's more about believing in the one that you're
    giving the second chance to.
    but before you decide to actually give it to them
    simply think - is it worth it?

     

    so i gave you a second chance,
    & you just threw it on the
    ground & stomped on it,
    its like you pressed rewind &
    then played back every mistake,
    every fight & all the pain
    that was there the first time
    you made no effort to try .
    & now your telling me you changed?
    im sorry dear, theres no
    such thing as a ...
    third chance.</3

     

    5 Things Only Girls Understand :
    - the need to buy the exact same pairs of shoes in different colors.
    - the difference between beige, ecru, cream, off-white, and eggshell.
    - cutting your hair to make it grow.
    - eyelash curlers.
    - the inaccuracy of every bathroom scale ever made.

     

    when i'm with you, i feel like that's where
    i belong. and honestly, it's the only place
    i want to be .

     

    so let's flip for it.
    heads; you're mine.
    tails; im yours. <3

     

    do you remember those nights,
    when you stayed up just to
    talk to me on the phone
    until we both fell asleep?

     

    the elderly <