I swear i dont know what to do, I'm lost. REALLY lost. My friend, good good friend wants to kill herself and I dont know what to do. she relaly does NOT want to be alive. here or anything of the above. and I'm not a good help there nothing I can do at all. Ugh. I just wish I knew how to help and make her feel this way. but she really feels like theres no reason to be alive. and id be sooooo depressed if anythign happened to her. shes a good friend. i jsut im lost. stuck im having boyfriend troubles as well. ugh. I can't even begin to explain those. but it makes me feel better to talk about this . well ttyl bye.

WHOA SEXAY

hey. today was ok

i didn't do that much fun

pock tutorted me afterrr school.

haha we pulled up those big chairs and lisnted to music

uhhmm... yesterday nicole came ovver

I had dance, i have it tonight too

tomorrow I need to make

Mexican Hot Chocolate. =/ why do I get myself into this shyt? haha

tomorrrow's also world Language night.. shit.

i hate wln the week is easy though like we do NOTHING for 2 weeks

its fucking sswweet

i have a bio test tomorrow that im bouts to fail

oh snap!

lol. wowo so i feel like everybody hates me or everybodys mad at me or something doesn NOT feel right

but its on me

i know it

ive been bitchy latelly

but give me a break im freaking sick!

lol. sorry to all those ppl who read my xanga who I've been bitchy tooo =D (( Nicole ))

anyways.

no further news in the life of lacye

failing math

hehe

not for long

mk

buhbye

ok.

I wish my font could slant to the left. that would rock.ha. anyways. Today... I went to the hopstial because melissa was pregnet but lost her baby ... like she had it then a half an hour later the baby died. they named her hope rose because she hoped that she wouldn't die. the baby was really quite cute. and I cried almost all day. I am so sad. she only had like 3 months to go! =[ gr I feel so bad and theres nothing anybody can do to fix it so that sucks too. Anways... um I talked to this hot guy like all the time now and hes super cool.  he liked asked me if Iw as single and why I was. and he plays hockey. and yeah its sweet. Im listening to this weird song called like ding ding dong dong. ha its weird ! lol anways. .  . Im eating gum its yummy lol. so arianne is so rude I cant beleive we were best freinds! last night I went ice skating wtih nicole pock and carly it was so fun!!! lol. pock and nicole are a cute coupleee =]]  Yay for them! lol he made her a heart shaped cookie and said im giving you my heart. I thought that was super sweett! and I wish a guy would do something nice for me!!!! jeez nothing good ever happens. like a sweet love thing were a guy trys to win my heart =/ come on ! I want a hopeless romantic story that ends up like a fairytale ending =] I havent had a bf all year its like a miracle. except. not ha.! ok so taylor and me got in a fight cuz idk its dumb. but whatever she called and said sorry so bsicly I think its over. but idk. lol . I wish I could hangout with Jonathan once and a while I kind've miss him like being his buddy! we were sweett. ha. anyways. forget him =] Nicole is such a goooood friend I love herrr! shes freaking sweetttt! Yeah but  I hate spanissh, and I hate biology!! I got put in regular english bc my honors english teacher is a big fat ass bitchy whore! ha. my new techer looks like ms slaughter and acts ike her but I like her haha! shes cooler than ms slaughter. lol ms batchelder sent me a pencil. AHAH. lol anyways. idk what to talka bout its 12:00 so mabe I'll just go to bed. Love ya guys! night

<3 Lacye

ewwwww. he just sent me a picture of his dickk. HA! like I want to see that? Iwas like uhm why did u send that to me? hes like becuase you're who I thought of ! Im like ooh yay me?! then he said I was shy! I AM NOT shy! lol its like 11:38. I gots school tomorrow yo. but probally not bc of a snow dayyyyy =] anyways. I really want to do something I shouldnt. but idc im gunna!

and I HATE BOSSY BITCHES

k thx

love u bye