Where would I be without my boyfriend? He makes me happy. Looking at him lets me know that there is a reason why my life matters. Everyone's life matters. No one deserves death. Everyone will die eventually but I don't understand why a human being can bring himself to kill someone.

     The older I get the more difficult things are for me. So much is expected of me. I have to be smart. I have no choice. If I'm not, there are major consequences. The American culture of discipline is very different from the dicipline of lets just say "asia". Things are a lot different over here for my parents. There are certain things that they should let change but I think them being very strict on me should be kept. Sometimes I feel like I can't do much anymore. My confidence is going up and down. It's torture. Well back to homework.