well this week was alright. saw rent. it was awesome. my birthday (wednesday) was reallly good. a good day and i got olive garden that night. today i stayed home cause i'm sick. i think i have strep? throat. so yeah. my whole weekend is gonna be gay cause my mom isn't gonna let me do anything since i'm sick. sunday is my family's christmas party so i get to see all my cousins and stuff so that'll be cool i guess.

yeah i need to do my science fair. my mom said if i don't finish it by the 22nd i can't go to florida for christmas ): which means no seeing my best friend/best cousin ever, emily. so i need to finish it.

so tonight i was supposed to go the punchline and halifax show but of course i'm sick+i didn't have a ride. ): so that sucks wang. oh well.

random thought: new people in my life would be really nice right now. i'm just sick of everyone.

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edit:

me and derek <3 aren't we cute?
we'd make a hott ass couple. lol

me and sonny <3 hehe i'm cheesin it.

travis, me, jess, and kaitlyn <3 jess looks.. excited. haha.

me and matt <333333 i looked really, really high.
so i crossed out my eyes. /: haha

only you have the
key to my heart <3

so last night was the best night of my life.

the fftl show was amazing. dead reckless sucked, at all cost was alright, but he is legend was really good. but .. i cant even explain how amazing fftl was. they were fucking crazy.

then afterwards.. just.. holy shit. i cant believe it.

first off i was going to buy a shirt when all of a sudden matt good is right there. so he signed my phone and i got a hug. so me being obsessed with him more then sonny moore or anyone, ever, was freaking out. then i see derek. so he signed my shirt and i got a hug and a picture. dude. it is the cutest fucking picture ever. we would be one hott fucking couple haha. but then.. hkjhvnlg .. i got a kiss. and i wanted to die. but it was on the cheek cause his girlfriend was like.. right there hah. so then i go up to matt again and ask him to sign my shirt and i took a picture with him. so then i see sonny. everyone was around him so i had to wait. but i got up to him. he signed my shirt. i got a hug, we took a picture. AND I GOT A FREAKING KISS. suck on that. basically i wanted to die. he just looked at me in the eyes and he grabbed me and he kissed me on the cheek and i kissed him on the cheek and just wow. it was amazing. so then i went up to matt.. yeah i know.. again. haha im a freak. and i asked him when they were coming back. he said they were coming back for the fallout boy tour and warped tour. [: yayay. so then we talked for a little more too. mann.. i wanted a kiss from matt so bad. i love him wayyy more then sonny but his girlfriend was right there. ): damn.. oh well.. i'll get over it.. so then i went to buy a shirt and travis was there. so he signed my shirt, i got a hug, and a picture. bought my shirt and we left.

god.

im so happy that all of that happened.. just.. wow.

im gonna try and put some pictures up on here so be patient bitches.

oh by the way, i know you're all jealous. :]P sucks for you, huh?

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well.. things have been pretty good. schools sucked my dick like always. but everything else is alright. saw harry potter which was amazinggggg. hawthorne heights, silverstein, aiden, and bayside show was really good. i basically got my ass beat the whole time but whatever. it was worth it. the lead singer of hawthorne heights was up there you know and i touched his arm and i was pulling away but he looked at me right in the eyes, smiled, and grabbed my hand for like.... 10 seconds. haha i know i'm lame. but i wanted to kill myself.

3 more days till from first to fucking last. holy shit.

by the way, happy thanksgiving bitches.

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okay well i haven't written in here for awhile.

uhmm.. things have been good. i had to get surgery on my toe. it wasn't that bad actaully. whatever, it'll get better.

so yeah.. friday going to see harry freaking potter with ashley and ashley (: yesssssss no one understands. im a feind. go ahead, laugh it up. i don't give a shit. saturday is the spagetti dinner then i might be going to the it dies today concert after? i dunno.

tonight i'm getting my hair cut. its gonna be so prettttty (:

6 more days till hawthorne heights
10 more days till from first to last <333
14 more days till my birthday (:

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wow this bitch is bored. so i thought this was kinda coool..

15 Best Friends

1) Ashley
2) Ash
3) Kaitlyn
4) Jess
5) Chyla
6) Carli
7) Breanna
8) B-randi
9) Cyd
10) Zach
11) Jule
12) Dave
13) Brad
14) Dylan
15) Rob

sorry to the bitches i didn't put in there.

If #1 asked you to make-out with them, would you?:: no
If #12 needed a kidney, would you give them your kidney?:: no
Does #7 know CPR?:: problly not. dumb ass <3
Is #2 going out with anyone?:: yes.
Is #3 your best friend? one of them.
What would you do if the person in #8 was the father of your child? uhm.. b-randi already is the father of my child. sorrrrry :P
Have you ever had an R-rated dream with the person #4 involved? hah no.
Ever dreamed of kissing the person in #15? no.
What type of music does #7 enjoy listening to? stuff i listen to.
Would #1 & #4 make a cute couple? uh.. no.
Is # 2 a guy or a girl? girl.
Does #3 have a good singing voice? yes.
Does #10 have a crush on someone in their first class? uhm if its me.
When was the last time you spent time with #7? today in english.
Who is #8's favorite actor? no idea.
Does #1 play any instruments? no.
How did you meet #2? kindergarden beeitch.
Was #4 in any of your classes last year? yeah.
Who is #9's best friend? i dunno.
When is #2's birthday? October 11, 1990.
Describe #1 in 3 words. fucking awesome beitch.
What's one of your favorite memories of #3 everything at kennywood.
What do you think #6 is doing now? problly around her house.
Have you and #4 ever gotten in trouble together? duhhhhh.
On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest) how close are you to #9? used to be 10. but  now like.. 5.
Have you ever cried over #6? no.
Have you ever seen #3 cry? no.
Would you give your life for #5? depends.
Is #7 more silly or serious? defffinetly silly.
Do you think #9 will get married? of course.
How do you think person #10 will die? i don't know. i'm hoping not for a long ass time. maybe in his bed when hes like..90?
Is there anything that the person  in #13 is overly obessed with? uhm yeah. hes a feind for anything sexual. simple as that.
Does #11 have an obsession with shiny objects? no..
Does #12 have any siblings? yes. a sister.
Is #13 a caffine addict? yes.
What color hair does #14 have? blondish brown.
How far does #15 live from you? from my moms but hes right down the street from my dads.
What is #14’s favorite color? i dunno. black?.
Have you ever been on a date with #3? no.
Does #2 have any secret lovers? no. she lets em outttt.
What would you do if #13 turned out to be your lover? brad? uhm. hah. funny shit for a few reasons.
Is #6 innocent? nah.
Can you picture #2 & #5 having a kid together? uhm 2 girls. no.
What if the person in #1 proclaimed their love for you? just uh.. walk away.
Has the person in #3 ever visited a forgein country? i dunno.
How far does #5 live from you? far from my moms but right down the street from my dads.
What would you do if you found out #4 was secretly your mother who traveled back in time to see you? hahaha jess my mom? i'd laugh.
What is #6’s last name? halleran.
Do you find #8 to be attractive? yup.
Give a random fact about #7? shes freaking insane.
Can #9 speak more than two languages? some french.
Does #11 spend hours surfing the web? no.
What is one of #12’s hobbies/interests? video games, drums, guitar.
What is #13’s middle name? wilson. haha.
Does #14 know who #15 is? duh.
How cute is #4?:: shes a cutieeeeee.
Does sugar have a bad effect on #5?:: haha yeah. sugar+chyla=insane.
What is #8’s favorite color?:: i dunno. pink?
What would you label #12?:: faggot hah kidding. or am i?
Have you ever been on a date with #11? eh not really.
Does #9 enjoy drawing?:: yeah.
Can #6 be a little crazy?: no shittttt.
What is #2’s favorite food?:: barbeque chips, chocolate icecream, spagetti.
What would you do if #4 turned out to be your biological sister/brother?:: that'd be pretty freaking sweet.
Does #5 have any pets?:: yeah. 2 dogs 2 cats.
How many houses has #1 lived in?:: 1 that i know of.
How did you meet #4?:: EAYC and gifted shit.
What is #7’s favorite TV show? i dunno.
Is #8 older or younger than you?:: younger.
Have #1 & #10 ever went out on a date?:: yeah.
Would you give #9 a hug?:: of course.
What is your relationship with #10?:: boyfriend.
Who on this list is most likely to marry #11?:: uhmm.. i really don't know.
What if your mom/dad remarried #12?:: uhm dave be my dad? yeah slit my throat now please.
Are #1 & #2 a lot alike?:: yes.
What hair color does #3 have?:: dark brown/black.
Could #5 have secret admirers?:: maybe?
Have you ever ridden in a car when #6 was driving?:: nope.
Can you picture #7 being old?: haha yeah.
How is #8’s cooking skills?:: i dunno.
Is #9 older or younger than you?::  younger.
Would you ever make-out with #10?:: psh never, hes just my boyfriend. uhh duh i would.
What is a random fact about #11?:: hes older then his twin.
Have you ever been to #12’s house?:: duh.
What if you discovered you were carrying #13's child?:: whoa. uhm.. whoa.
What if #4 was actually...your uncle?:: jess a man? i never would have guessed.
Have you been friends with/known #1 since childhood?: yes.
What if you found #8 living in your basement?:: uhm i'd laugh.
What if #9 was reincarnated as a giant Panda?:: ahah. she'd be the most fucking stupid panda ever.
Do you know # 2's phone number by heart?:: yes.
Would #2 & #6 make a good couple?: 2 girls. no.
Is #3 related to you or any of your friends?:: nope.
Where does #13 work?:: uhm.. he walks dogs a mows lawns.
Where does #10 live? uhm.. somewhere off of/near frankstown road.
Did #13 ever throw a party? yes.
Have you ever hung out one on one with #12? yes.
What was the meanest thing #7 ever said to you? i don't think she ever said anything mean to me.
What sports does #9 do? dance.
Who's #13 going out with? jessie.
Random fact about #10? he has sick dreams. end of story.
How do you know #7? gifted shit.
One word to describe #14? thekindestguyi'veeverknown.
What's #8'S favorite TV show? i dunno.
Would you go out with #6? uhm if i was a les. but unfortunetly i'm not.
What's #1 favorite color? i dunno. green?
Did #15 ever tell you a secret? yeah.
Have you ever been over #3'S house? yes.
What's #9's clothing style? preppy/herself.
How did you meet #12? through brad.
What's #8'S shoe size? i dunno.
Did you ever call #5? yeah.
When was the last time you saw #4? at the end of the day.
Is #11 your best friend? one of them.
Have you ever stalked #14?:: no.
How far does #9 live from you?:: right down the street.
What type of music does #4 listen to?:: stuff i do+a bunch of rap.
Who is #6's one true love?: i do not know.
Have you ever seen #15 drunk?:: nope.
Are 5 and 14 friends:  nope.
Are 8 and 7 friends: yeeah.
Are 7 and 10 friends: i guess.
Do you see 13 at school: not anymore.
Do you think you could marry 2: no.
Does 11 have a cat: yeah.
Do you know 12’s phone number: yeah.
Would 3 and 10 hook up: ahaha no.
Would 4 and 6 hook up: uhm no.
When did you last talk to 9: i don't even know. not for awhile.
When did you last touch 15: today.
What was the last game you played with 6: uhm.. i dunno.
Have you ever flashed 15:  nope.
Has 9 ever flashed you: hhaa problly.
Do you think your friendship with 11 will last: yeah.
Have you ever been in a huge fight with 1: hmm.. not HUGE but yeah a big one.
Have you ever hit 13: yeah.
Have 12 and 8 ever met: duh.
Has 14 ever been in your room: no.
A good joke you and #4 shared?:: i like pigssssssss.
Does #1 have any secret lovers?:: like 10 million.
Does #13 have Xanga,?:: yeah.
When is #6's B-day?: shit. shes gonna kill me.. uhmm.. January.. 27, 1990?.
Do you have anything of #7's in your room?:: nope.
How old is #10?:: 15.
Who would #8 make a cute couple with?::  i dunno. her boyfriend, duh.
Can #10 drive?:: he knows how but i don't wanna be in the car with him.
Have you ever snuck into #4's room?:: snuck out of.
What time does #9 usually go to bed?:: dunno.
What if #8 turned out to be your future son/daughter?:: but shes the father of my child.
Is there any chance that you would rape #1?:: no.
What is #7’s favorite sport?:: swimming?
Does #12 likes to play Video Games?:: oh god. yes.
Does #6 enjoy reading?:: problly.
Have you ever gave #2 a hug?:: yes.
What is #14’s fantasy?:: i dunno.
What college does #11/will they attend?:: i dunno.
Name a funny memory with #4?:: to and fro, stop and go. thats what makes the world go SEE SAW SEE SAW!!.
Is #3 in your contacts on your cellphone?:: yes.
Is #2 your best friend?:: one of them.
Is #10 crazy?:: yes.
Does #1 have many lovers?:: sure.
Do have a photo somewhere in your room of #4?:: yes.
Ever dream of kissing #9?: no.
What color hair does #9 have?:: dirty blonde.
Did you have a dream last night in which #5 was involved?:: nope.
Is #10 good at math?:: yeah.
What is #8’s favorite movie?:: i dunno. napolean dynamite?
Does #11 have a bad temper?:: no.. not really.
Have you/Do you have any classes with #6?:: no.
Does #12 live in the same town as you?:: yes.
Does #7 have a job of any kind?:: babysit.
When is the last time you talked to #7?:: english class.
Does #6 have any sibling’s?:: yes. brother matttty.
Have you ever stalked #8?  (If so, did you enjoy it?):: no.
What is #5’s favorite TV show?:: roseanne most deffffff.
Do you & 9 do some crazy stuff together?:: haha yeah.
What is #4 was the antichrist?:: HAHAH.
Have you ever pictured #15 nude?:: no.
Does #3 have any pets?:: nope.
Do you know where #11 lives?:: yes!
Can you picture #12 having kids?:: haha no, never.
Are you related to #12?:: no.
What if #11 turned out to be your lover?:: uhm. cough no.
Does #13 like to drink water?:: yes.. sometimes.
Do you have any pictures of #2 in your room?:: yes.
When is #8's Birthday?:: July 28, 1991.
What's a magazine that #9 reads?:: seventeen?
What if #14 had the power to destroy the world?:: he wouldn't. hes too nice. alright maybe he would. lol.
Does #12 have a website?:: no.
What type of movies does #10 enjoy watching?:: horror/action shit..
Soemthing that #12 did that will always make you laugh?:: when he laughs he does this smile thing. hahaha.
What if #11 married your brother/sister?:: whoa........
Have you ever had any classes with #11?:: yeah.
Is #12 in your address book?:: no.
What if #1 & #9 shared the same mother?:: haha wow.
Have you ever met anyone from #12's family?:: yeah.
What is #10's favorite sport?:: hmm.. swimming?.
Has #11 ever broken a bone before?:: i think.
Has #13 met anyone/know anyone in your family?:: uhm no shit.
What is one thing you want to do with #4 before you die?:: hah i dunno.
Give #6 a hug?:: sure.
What is something #5 enjoys doing?:: being hyper.
Is #8 in your cellphone contacts?:: yes.
Have you ever seen #8 dressed up?:: yeah.
Who did #15 take to their senior prom/any dance?: rachel.
Have you ever had #9's cooking?: yes.
How often do you talk to #11 during the week?: a lot.
How old will #6 be in 2010?:: 19.
Does sugar have a bad effect on #2?:: haha yeah.
Something #7 would never do?:: uhmm.. i dunno.
Does #7 have any siblings?:: yes. brother tommy.
Name a random thing that #8 owns?:: clothes.
Have you ever pictured #1 nude?:: eh i've seen her nude ahah.
Does #8 play any instruments?:: i dunno. i dont think so.
Has #13 ever been to your house?:: no shit.
Name something crazy you and #5 have done together?:: baked a cake and made her whole kitchen soaked.
Does #7 speak any different languages?:: some french.
What if #2 proclaimed their undying love for you?:: haha.
how many lovers does #13 have?:: one.
Does #4 wear contacts or glasses?:: yes.
What if #6 gave you a $200 gift certificate?:: uhm i'd be happy.
Has #12 ever fallen out a window before?:: haha maybe. i don't think so.
What kind of car does #8 drive?:: she doesn't.
Imagine you're destined to marry #7, would you prevent it?:: haha yeah.
If #1 & #8 were on a island together, who would be the first to eat the other?:: brandi would be dead in a matter of minutes.
Does #5 + Sugar=good thing?:: ahah nooo.
Ever have a dirty dream about #2?:: no.
Give #3 a nickname?:: STUPID SLUT.
Who is #9's secret lover?:: i dunno.
Have you been to #5's house?::  yes.
Does #2 have a brother?:: yeah. tony.
Is #10 really funny?: haha yeah.
Do you know where #3 lives? yes.
Does #8 play more than 2 sports? yeah.
Do people think # 9 is hott? i dunno.
Is #4 Skinny? yes.
Have you known #1 for more than 2 years? yeeeah.
Is #5 a player? no.
Is #2 nice? yup.
Could #7 host their own show? haha yeah.
Do you go to school with #3? yes.
Does #14 have huge feet? ehh.. i dunno.
Do you like #6? yes shes my lover.
Is #1 your best friend? one of them.
Do you have #9's phone number? yeah.
Is #6 Stupid? yeah.
Is #7 Really cute? shes a cuttttttiiiieee.
is #8 Hott? duhhhh.
Does #11 Have a boyfriend / girlfriend? no.
Have you gotten in a fight with #9? yes.
Does #1 Hate #11? no.
Is #12 a camera whore? no.
Has #10 had more than 5 boy/girl friends? yes.
Does #9 have a car? no.
Do you hate #8? no.
Is #10 a flirt? yes.
Has #7 made out with someone on this list? yes.
Do you love #14? yes.
Does #2 love soccer? no.
Does #6 Hate #4? nooo.
Does #15 go to your school?  yes.
Have you known #6 for more than 5 years? yess.
Does #5 have brown hair? no.

wow. that took long. you bitches better read that shit. but i know you won't.