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Nintendo Wii

Mon, 26 Nov 2007 23:59:32 GMT

So, I just got a Wii. But I have no friends added to my list on the system yet ;_; I know some of you guys out there have one, so yeah, you should add me.

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And give me your number so that my Mii plaza won't be so empty and stuff.

I'll Always Remember...

Thu, 24 May 2007 23:24:09 GMT

It's already been a year since then. The whole idea is still pretty new to me and I still have a lot to learn. For many of my friends from high school, they'll remember this time as their last summer before they graduate in spring. But for me, it's the summer that I'll look back to as the time that I began to open my eyes to a new feeling, and one step closer to completing ME. It may not be a significant time for many, but whenever May and summer '06 come to mind, I'll always remember...

The revelation, the accomplishment, it was a situation far from my usual comfort zone. A new perception of the world opened up to me, but I've never felt so lost. A lot of confusion and denial, it definitely wasn't something I was used to. What I assumed was what I had always believed, but what I felt, was what I had always been running from. Losing a part of me but gaining more options.

And one year later, I'd like to believe that I've come a long way since then. Fully accepting who I am and thankful for the support from my friends. I'm not afraid of who I really am, but rather, if everyone else accepts me.

Anyways, this is it. My final summer before I graduate and finish up college by the end of this year. Another lasting summer, another handful of memories to create. And yes I'm finally going to try to make it happen, I'm going SKYDIVING ! ! One less thing to cross off my list of things to do =) Anyway, I gotta make the most of this summer. And congrats to the class of 2007.

Fall Rush '06

Fri, 01 Sep 2006 00:33:46 GMT

Monday, March 06, 2006

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 11:13:12 GMT

Every year, half a million babies in the U.S. are born prematurely. Premature birth is the leading cause of newborn death and many life long disabilities. The funds we raise in WalkAmerica support research that saves babies' lives.

Come and support us and donate for a good cause. Every penny counts, so please donate what you can.

http://www.walkamerica.org/ameashi

Monday, December 12, 2005

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 21:32:02 GMT

Congrats to the newest addition to ΣΛΚ: Alpha Chapter:

Theta Temptress' #24 Michelle "Twixé" Ngai

Welcome to our sisterhood! I'm glad to call you one of our sisters. It was a long journey, but you've finally made it. Show those letters with pride! And congrats to Syrena and Sapphire for being her pledge mommies.

Monday, October 24, 2005

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 00:18:09 GMT

TWENTY F-ing ONE ! !

and I'm here celebrating it by doing a paper due tomorrow >_<

Oh well, celebrated earlier anyway hehe

Anyways, back to that paper...

Sunday, September 11, 2005

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 11:52:25 GMT

Sigma Lambda Kappa Sorority, Inc.

http://www.geocities.com/slksisters

Sunday, April 10, 2005

Sun, 10 Apr 2005 19:10:23 GMT

It's been a long few months, but we made it girls...

ΣΛΚ Beta and Etas!

My sisters, Syrena, Sapphire, and Luna. We finally made it. It's been a long and tough journey, but we've finally made it to the other side, and you know we gotta celebrate...after our week's break from each other lol.

My Mommy Charmz =P , after all this time, you still stood by us, and supported us until the end. Even during the toughest times, you still believed in the four of us and showed us you cared and never doubted us. Sooo, now that we've crossed, you owe me a picture of your turtles and now I can't tell you stories, stop myself and say that I'll tell you the rest of the story when I cross...shooot ^_^

To my Big Bailey, thanks for everything! You were so caring and understanding, and you were always there for me, even during the times when I doubted myself, you still believed in me. Thanks for your support after all this time. Hehe, yes we def need to keep the Filipina quota lol.

And to the sisters that also made this journey a memorable one...Hana, Sassy, Belle, Starr, Fuschia, Crystal, Calypso, Twilight, Jolie, Eve, Miracle and Skye, thanks for showing me what sisterhood is all about.

And yes, I'm def the non-evil twinn

Earth Family Represent ! !

Ameashi #9...a start to a new beginning...

*syrena looks assed out in that pic

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 04:38:03 GMT

its been 2 months and a few days this summer and Joanna's hit counter finally comes to an end:

12 curbs hit
1 flat tire from hitting a curb
1 raccon (that died when it touched her car)
1 pedestrian aka Dave
1 rock
1 attempted hit of Kim
1 busted tail light from a car hittin her
AND
2 tickets

the counter is probably higher, but hey who knows. ask joanna what more can be done to the beamer heh. Have fun in Spain/Portugal even tho i prob wont see ya when u get back.

Tuesday, September 23, 2003

Tue, 23 Sep 2003 00:14:43 GMT

i sat on the bench this afternoon tryin to clear my head on things cuz life is all about drama. i needed sum1 to talk to, sum1 to vent out to, just sum1 to listen to me about the probz i had. the only ppl i can find cud only b contacted by phone. one by one, i called those ppl that i can rely on, and one by one, i only got their voicemails, or no answer at all.

i still sat on that bench alone. but now, with no phone to talk into, as i started to realize then, its not gonna b the same, they wont always b around, which i learned at that moment, when still i cudnt find ne1 to talk to, no1 to giv me a shout. who can i turn to, who can hear me out, i still havent found ne1 of that sort, or just sum1 to call a friend. i pulled my knees close to my chin as it grew colder, as i felt a tear trickle down my cheeks.

i still feel alone in this place for i have no1 to run to. i thought about my friends who i talked to recently who keep tellin me, "jen, i wanna go back home, i wanna leave this place n never come back. i just hate the work and problems are starting to rack" i guess at that moment, i felt the same. i didnt wanna come back here, and i definately wanted to flee. away from my problems and away from this unfamiliar place.

then i thought again, "what am i doing? what am i thinkin?" i cudnt run away from this place, i cudnt just leave my problems, i wud just b considered weak.

those that have told me they wanted to leave, i told them all the same. "dont think like that. u gotta b strong. u cant runaway from those problems, and u cant leave that place. as hard as it sounds, u just gotta suck it up and just do what u really gotta do and what needs to be. think optimistically and i promise u, things will get better."

who am i to give advice when i dont follow them myself? i took a deep breath and at that moment i just thought, things really were gettin better for me, and i gotta follow my words. i didnt wanna run away at that moment and i started to think, im def not alone. i may not have friends here yet, but i still have ppl that i can talk to. it still is something, and it is a good start. i still have so much to look forward to, and i cudnt give it up yet.

i still got those clubs im in, (FSA, YFC, radio crew) and a certain group of girls that give off a positive aura that i believe that they wud b there to support me, even if things dont work out.

then it didnt seem so bad anymore sitting on the bench alone. i felt a lil better, but i still had to deal with those problems that bothered me.

i got up from that bench and started to walk. where u may ask? upstairs into the lounge with ppl that i can talk to, ppl that actually cheer me up and even make me laugh. i didnt feel so miserable anymore, for i knew i definately wasnt alone. i walked into that lounge and saw one by one, as some of those ppl i talked to, looked up at me, smiled and even said hi.

i guess its not so bad, when i thought about it, college was getting better and i knew, everything will b fine.

and for those that still believe, that things will never get better, try to realize that things really will b fine. every1 has a rough start, but then it will eventually become a smooth ride. well maybe not all a smooth ride, cuz there will always b bumps.