|
| Wow, hi guys! Oh my it's been so long since i last updated! A month tomorrow =O I'm sorry everyone, i guess i've been a little busy! I'll try not to leave it that long again, i promise. 
[1] And i will walk on water,
and you will catch me if i fall
and i will get lost into your eyes.
I know everything will be alright.
I know everything is alright. 
[2] Does it scare you that i can be something different than you?
Would it make you feel more comfortable if i wasn't?
You can't control me,
and you can't take away from me who i am. 
[3] You can't quit until you try,
you can't live until you die,
you can't learn to tell the truth
until you learn to lie. 
[4] I know some things that you don't,
I've done things that you won't.
There's nothing like a trail of blood to find your way back home.
I was waiting for my hearse,
what came next was so much worse.
It took a funeral to make me feel alive. 
[5] When you've lost it all,
thats when you finally realise
that life is beautiful. 
[6] It's just me and you, diary.
Welcome to my fucking life. 
[7] Nobody would believe the shit that happens in my head, it's haunted.
Now that i've come down from the drugs
it seems like a sick play that i saw in a theater somewhere.
Thirty minutes ago, i could've killed someone.
Or better yet, myself. 
[8] She lights a candle, but she doesn't know why.
She wants to save me, but i'm barely alive. 
[9] And all i ask of her is pray for me,
'cause i don't want to.
Pray for me, if you love me.
Cross your heart and hope that i wont die before the best day of my life,
just pray for me tonight. 
[10] Where ya gonna be tomorrow?
How ya gonna face the sorrow?
Where ya gonna be when you die?
'Cause nothing's gonna last forever,
And things, they change like the weather;
they're gone in the blink of an eye. 
[11] And are you terrified by sadness?
And have you given into madness?
You're running out of places to hide
'cause everybody's got a reason
to justify how they're feelin'.
Maybe you should open your eyes... 
[12] As the blood is rushing to my head and from my wrists,
i'm in love with all the things i know i should resist. 
[13] I can't feel anything; my arms are numb
and i'm hoping you noticed the line i left off.
All that you'll find inside are bells and butterflies,
but i'll be smiling when i die. 
[14] I'm face down on the tracks,
the train is coming fast
and it's not derailing.
It's not the first time,
and this won't be the last
that my heart is failing. 
[15] It's not a bird, not a plane;
it's my heart and its going, gone away.
My only weakness is you,
only reason is you,
every minute with you,
I feel like I can do anything. -x- Pic credit: 1 2 3 4 There you goo, comments are much appreciated <3
| | |
| Sorry i'm two days late, had a busy couple of days, and a stressful day today so i wasn't in the mood. 
[1] You're amazing but you're taking too much time.
I've only got six candles left and i'm tryingto keep this off my mind.
It's getting darker but it's the way they make me feel.
They try to fill my head with questions 'cuz they all doubt you,
but i know that you are real. 
[2] Take me whole, take me in,
take these last six candles,
and when i'm tired and waring thin
give me the strength to carry on.
Here i am, see my hands
take these last six candles
we're moving on,
we'll keep, keep moving on. 
[3] Stand clear, she's the girl of the year.
And there's no use in trying to get her off my mind,
she stole my heart and she's tearin' it apart.
It's never gunna be the same. 
[4] This troubled heartache won't go away,
I think there might be something wrong with me.
I take a deep breath and maybe i'll stop this shaking.
God please don't forsake me,
I might be crazy. 
[5] I poured through every song i wrote.
Every line that I've cried, every note that was split with this pen,
and every line in every song, they all seemed to come out wrong,
untill your song. 
[6] It's not supposed to feel this way;
I need you more and more each day.
It's not supposed to hurt this way... 
[7] Boy you know i'm sick and tired of healing all your pain,
it's time for you to know the truth,
and cast your cares away. 
[8] You said it hurts, and you know that I believe you.
Searching every little thing to find a way
to tell your heart just to wait a little longer.
I swear we'll make it. 
LOVE these lyrics ^
[9] You be the anchor that keeps my feet on the ground,
i'll be the wings that keep your heart in the clouds. 
[10] And honestly, i have been begging for answers
that you and only you can give to me.
A voice crying loud,
i've been crying for days now
and as i start to run, i stop to breathe. 
[11] And I'll be here by the ocean
just waiting for proof that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams.
All my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes,
and every wave drags me to sea.
I could stand here for hours
just to ask God the question, "Is everyone here make-believe?"
With a tear in his voice, he said, "Son, that's the question."
Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me? 
[12] Tell me once again that you will love me till the death,
and should i die, you swear that you will come for me.
As I fade away, you reach out your arms
and please... don't let me go. 
[13] And I hope this makes you happy now,
that the flame we had is burning out.
And I hope you like your pictures facing down,
as even broken hearts may have their doubts. 
[14] As i'm looking to the sky to count the stars,
I wonder if you see them where you are.
I'm down on both my knees
and pray tomorrow brings no pain. 
[15] You're the one that I wanted to find.
And anyone who tried to deny you, must be out of their mind. -x- Pic credit: 1 2 3 Enjoy (: | | |
| 2/4/08.... my birthday's soon xDSo, i decided it was time for new layout, and since i'm in a summery, happy mood, i thought i'd pick this one (:
It doesn't particularly match the content, but whatever! 
[1] Tell me, tell me;
what makes you think that you are invincible?
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure.
Please don't tell me that i'm the only one that's vulnerable,
impossible. 
[2] I was born to tell you i love you.
Isn't that a song already?
I get a B in originality,
and it's true i can't go on without you.
Your smile makes me see clear,
if you could only see in the mirror what i see. 
[3] Slow down girl, you're not going anywhere,
just wait around and see.
Maybe i am much more, you never know what lies ahead.
I promise i can be anyone, i can be anything.
Just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed.
I can be anyone, anything, i promise i can be what you need. 
[4] I feel my nails rip my flesh; I feel I’ve gone insane.
I never wanted to hurt you, but you made me this way. 
[5] Slow down, the world isn't watching us break down.
It's safe to say we are alone now, we're alone now.
Not a whisper, the only noise is the receiver,
I'm counting the seconds until you break the silence...
So please, just break the silence. 
[6] The whispers turn to shouting,
the shouting turns to tears,
your tears turn into laughter,
and it takes away our fears. 
[7] So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe the same air as you
till the day that I die.
I can't take my eyes off of you. 
[8] Say, what's that sound?
It's my heart beat, it's getting much louder.
My heart beat, is stronger than ever.
I'm feeling alive, I'm feeling alive... 
[9] So stay.
Stay and watch the stars come out
and then the sun as they all fade away.
I'll sing every song i know if it'll make you want to stay.
And then i'll say that i missed you,
and these words,
they'll convince you... 
[10] It's called breaking because it's broken. 
[11] But there's room for two,
six feet under the stars. 
[12] And you never would have thought in the end
how amazing it feel just to live again.
It's a feeling you cannot miss. 
[13] I'm not sick, but i'm not well. 
[14] Tonight i've fallen and i can't get up. 
[15] I wanna take my love and hate you 'til the end. -x- Pic credit: 1 2 3 4 5 Enjoy! (: | | |
| 24/5/08 - Edited♥ I've FINALLY added the pics since they've just started working again. Sorry guys. New update soon. 
[1] Head underwater
and they tell me
to breathe easy for a while.
the breathing gets harder, even I know that.
You made room for me; but it's too soon to see
If I'm happy in your hands;
I'm unusually hard to hold on to. 
[2] Who's that girl that you dream of?
Who's that girl that you think you love?
Who's that girl?
Well i'm nothing like her. 
[3] Good girls don't say no or ask you why.
I won't let you love me,
unless you really try. 
[4] Thought i couldn't live without you,
it's gonna hurt when it heals, too.
It'll get better in time,
and even though i really love you,
i'm gonna smile because i deserve to.
It'll get better in time... 
[5] Since there's no more you and me
it's time i let you go so i can be free
and livee my life how it should be.
Now matter how hard it is,
i'll be fine without you.
Yes, i will. 
[6] I'd give you my heart,
and let you just hold it.
I'd give you my soul,
but i already sold it.
[7] Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain,
and no matter where i go, it's always pouring all the same. 
[8] These streets are filled with memories,
both perfect and in pain.
And all i wanna do is love you,
but i'm the only one to blame. 
[9] Stay with me,
or watch me bleed,
I need you just to breathe. 
[10] I lose myself in all these fights;
I lose my sense of wrong and right.
I cry, i cry.
I'm shaking from the pain that's in my head.
I just want to crawl into my bed and throw away the life that i led.
But i won't let it die, but i won't let it die. 
[11] Cuz today you walked out of my life,
cuz today, your words felt like like a knife.
I'm not living this life. 
[12] I won't care if you don't love me,
and I wont care if you don't change.
I would live inside these shadows that I cast for you,
if it meant that you would stay. 
[13] I do love, she does heartbreak.
I did love, till she broke my heart. 
[14] Am I alone in your heart?
Have I hope with your heart?
She's such a teaser, she's such a star.
Give me a reason or gimme a chance. 
[15] Something's tearing me down, and down.
Can't help but feel it's coming from you. 
-x- Pic credit: 1 2 3 | | |
| 23.04.08
[1] I've got you where i want you
and i'm never letting go.
Hit the lights, we'll be all right,
tonight our dreams come true. 
[2] Let's follow through with this reckless dream,
it's tearing me up inside.
And all the time we'll make it seem
like we have nothing to hide, nothing to hide. 
[3] Carry on home,
i'll be waiting miles and miles away,
leaving you to be forever seventeen,
cleaning up the messes that you've made. 
[4] I think you're in over your head,
choking as the water fills your lungs.
Can't you see to me you're dead? 
[5] Now i've walked this line a thousand times before,
it hurts too much to bear.
For you i'd tear out my own heart
and write our names together. 
[6] I know she hopes i choke on this last drink,
drop dead before my influence gets to her head...
She said, "I'll love you forever, or find something better.
It's all just the same as when we sleep together.
We wake up with headaches, and trouble remembering
what went wrong..." 
[7] You're the definition of the absolute best.
And you're the reason i get through life
when it's a total mess. 
[8] Each night i ask the stars up above;
Why must i be a teenager in love? 
[9] I need a little more luck than a little bit,
cuz every time i get stuck, the words won't fit,
and every time that i try i get tongue tied.
I'll need a little good luck to get me by... 
[10] I broke someone's heart.
Too bad that it happened to be my own... 
[11] Deep in my heart i'm concealing things
that i'm longing to say.
Scared to confess what i'm feeling,
frightened you'll slip away. 
[12] In reality
silence is the loudest noise. 
[13] "The children have to save themselves these days,
because the parents have no clue."
- Donnie Darko 
[14] I'm the kind of human wreckage that you love. 
[15] I felt it, bled it, screamed it.
It only gets worse. -x- Pic credit: 1 2 3 4 Enjoy! | | |
|
