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over due

I guess it's been a while, huh?

Excuse the pondering of December 8th in the last blog. It was my wishful attempt to marry myself off, I guess. Sometimes I just get anxious... and Daniel loves me anyway. What would I do without him?

What am I up to? Hmm. Work. I'll soon be a one year old teacher until the infant room is open and then I will have four precious babies all to myself. That will be the best job. I guess there's a part of me that needs to hold myself over until I have my own beautiful babies... my dream in life. :)

I recently had some of my photos used in Providence's new CD booklet. That is so amazing and wonderful to me. I can't describe how much of an honor that is. And I love those guys. I realized the other day that I have now known Jimmy for 9 whole years. Wow... Needless to say, their new album is awesome and I'm in love with it. hehe

I'm a little late but Cornerstone was recently... That was pretty awesome (despite my near death experience during Underoath). I got to have a little chat with Stephen Christian (Anberlin/Anchor & Braille) and I got some really good pictures through out the weekend. Good times with great friends.

My Maine cousins were here last week. It went waaaaaay too fast. I had to work so I feel like I didn't get to spend much time with them. It was better than nothing though! Regan and I actually went to look at wedding dresses together. That was really fun. I can't wait to do that for real. Soon, I think?

Hmmm...

Almost there!

On Saturday, Daniel and I will celebrate a whole year together.

Wow... Time goes by so fast. Forever with him won't be enough.

Being in love is the best thing that can happen to someone. It really was worth all the waiting I had to go through. I'm so grateful for Daniel and the man he is. God gave me everything I ever prayed for.

Wedding bells on the horizon? Hmmm... possibly. ;)

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Headed for a better life

I've really been struggling... I spend the better part of my week dwellng on my job and how much I dislike it. The only professions I have ever enjoyed are the ones that involved children. I believe that's the only way for me to be happy in what I am doing... To work with kids.

So tonight begins the process of moving on to better and happier things. Tonight I start my classes to become a certified preschool teacher. I feel really good about that.

In other news... Valentine's Day is in 15 days. I'm so excited. It's the first one I get to celebrate in my entire life.  It's also going to be special because it will be 10 months that Daniel and I have been together. So awesome.

I feel anxious a lot to get married. I try not to, but it's so hard sometimes. I love Daniel so much. SO MUCH. It's just difficult to prolong the inevitable when it's all I've ever dreamed of. But we'll get there.