he is right...i am stupid enough not to know how to treat my bf, and not knowing that he no longer loves me as of who i am. I became wordless when he criticized me, i dunno how to change his view and tell him that i'm not really wut he thought. once a man decide to believe what he perceives, its almost truth to him. prbbly i didn't know how to treat him well as he did to me, but i know to myself that i'm serious about this relationship and 100 percent emotionally attached.

I dunt feel regretful about loving him. but i did feel regretful not to do the stuff that i should but havn't done as a gf. stuff that i planned to do but always delay because of this and that. i absolutely request no return out of this relationship.

I was so bored few dayz ago so I googled myself....ha....see wut i got?

My highschool english essay!!!~~~on a website where u can buy essays!!~~wtf....how come i dunno that before they put my essay on there and i didn't get a penny?

And also my phone number!~~~from my employeement phonelist....

Thanks google...

Feel like a poop today!!

first, I couldnt wake up on time for my class...

and then...when i got home...i got a late fee for my rent ...which is supposed to be paid on march 1st...wholy....i havn't even realized its March already...

and then....i checked my email...and found out my supervisor was blaming me for the mistake that i made last friday...since they changed their item check out system and i didn't know it...(prbbly i didnt'work frequent enough during the past few weeks)...and ya..i got into trouble...and the way he communicates w/ me is very rude i think....he never talk to me directly in the email, instead he just forwarded the conversation between him and the patron...so i got 3 emails regarding this issue and makes me feel really bad...

then i went to study in the library...