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Thursday, October 12, 2006

Thu, 12 Oct 2006 22:01:07 GMT

It's time to think about my own career path first. I rejected the sign in bonus simply because that comany is in chicago not in MN.its really time to think about where i wanna go, what job i like to do for the next at least 5 years. i am not living for someone else, whom once i thought i could trust for the rest of my life. See, if i don't like the place, the only reason why i am there is because of that person, who turns out not being able to commit. i am gonna hate that place later on for sure. and there's no way i can get out of it in at least 3-4 years and it does no good to my career. I have to rethink about this whole thing again.

Friday, August 04, 2006

Fri, 04 Aug 2006 14:15:46 GMT

Just realized that I was being emotionally abused.

Sunday, July 30, 2006

Sun, 30 Jul 2006 12:54:55 GMT

he is right...i am stupid enough not to know how to treat my bf, and not knowing that he no longer loves me as of who i am. I became wordless when he criticized me, i dunno how to change his view and tell him that i'm not really wut he thought. once a man decide to believe what he perceives, its almost truth to him. prbbly i didn't know how to treat him well as he did to me, but i know to myself that i'm serious about this relationship and 100 percent emotionally attached.

I dunt feel regretful about loving him. but i did feel regretful not to do the stuff that i should but havn't done as a gf. stuff that i planned to do but always delay because of this and that. i absolutely request no return out of this relationship.

Friday, March 24, 2006

Fri, 24 Mar 2006 18:53:31 GMT

I was so bored few dayz ago so I googled myself....ha....see wut i got?

My highschool english essay!!!~~~on a website where u can buy essays!!~~wtf....how come i dunno that before they put my essay on there and i didn't get a penny?

And also my phone number!~~~from my employeement phonelist....

Thanks google...

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

Tue, 07 Mar 2006 01:48:11 GMT

Feel like a poop today!!

first, I couldnt wake up on time for my class...

and then...when i got home...i got a late fee for my rent ...which is supposed to be paid on march 1st...wholy....i havn't even realized its March already...

and then....i checked my email...and found out my supervisor was blaming me for the mistake that i made last friday...since they changed their item check out system and i didn't know it...(prbbly i didnt'work frequent enough during the past few weeks)...and ya..i got into trouble...and the way he communicates w/ me is very rude i think....he never talk to me directly in the email, instead he just forwarded the conversation between him and the patron...so i got 3 emails regarding this issue and makes me feel really bad...

then i went to study in the library...

Friday, March 03, 2006

Fri, 03 Mar 2006 00:32:53 GMT

had a hair cut today~!~~feel refreshed....

3 exams next week.........and then going to MN...going to SF~looking forward to it

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Wed, 01 Mar 2006 21:12:12 GMT

Decide to Eat @ home.....cuz ... da oX tAiL soUp honey made for me

Friday, February 24, 2006

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 21:04:17 GMT

mm.....i think Mok Chun, even thou naked, looks better than her Tinkerbell, that is worth her $5000..!~~~~~

Friday, February 24, 2006

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 20:52:14 GMT

exam at 4 00pm today for my 'fun' Loss Model class... didnt really study for this class as i was supposed to last nite. However, someone started acting like a bitch and i got totally distracted...i think i'm very weak at this. So i hav to stuff all the freaky GreenWood Approximation, Nelson-Aalen, Ogive and Variance of Ogive formulas into my brain 2 hrs before exam...and it doesnt feel good at all....

Friday, February 24, 2006

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 11:46:51 GMT

Yes...Working in Chicago this summer... all excited..!~~gonna work hard and play hard.. Time to switch from a binge drinker to a binger Thinker!!!!!!!!