| ha i never get on this well i have a myspace go there www.myspace.com/candykisses99 |
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| it fuckin summer time babyyeha thats right its summer. ive had a kickass summer.im sitten here with are-k were just chillen. omg i met yet another guy but this ones differnt hes amazing!!! his name is witney yeah i know but he is a guy hes the cutest guy ive ever seen. and he doesnt treat me like shit. he wants to spend time with me not jjust have sex. he works at the olive garden im freakin exited. i cant believe i met an extremly hott guy with an amazing personality that like me. we met through a friends brother and we met at a party hes awesome. and im happy im going to sixflags in 2 wekks im going to florida with my dads girlfriend at the end of the summer and collin and alex are going camping with me and erica soon yeah. i cant believe my dad has a girlfriend. omg hes leaving me the house for three days while him and her go to the keys after i get back from sixflags im so happy. his girlfriend is kickass. she works at clubs and bars and she can get us the hook up. thingsare going good im going to the lake with witney this weekend. but ill write later |
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| hell yeah its overtoday is te last day of school im freakin exited. summer is here were juniors baby yea. so i hope everyone has a kick ass summer i know i will. were going to the lake after 3rd our i think but i have to be back for fith our cause well i do. im bored i dont even want to e ere now but owell. i ope i get to go to alot of concerts tis summer. defintly parties and getting to see jordan and t.k im fuckin exited. well im going to go. i wont be on for awhile since i dont have a computer but hey if you wanna talk to me call me... |
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| friday were officially junoirs yeah class of 08omg icant believe tomorrow is our last day of school. this year has gone by so fast. i cant believe how much has happened this year weve all changed its weird its hard t believe how much has changed. i dont even know what to think its kinda sad... well since school over i wont be on this nearly as much but its okay well have a great summer and ill see everyone next year maybee |
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| okay so things arent as they seem. first of all to everyone that thinks tim gave me a hickey thats not who did it. okay now i realized i dont know what to do. i know i made a mistke that i cant take back and im judged for it. those who know what happened apparently think they know everything about me. which is bullshit because they dont just because ive had sex doesnt make me a whore and just because i play off like i dont give a fuck. i do care nout my reputation some what im not a model child but who the fuck cares at least i have fun and. most people who say shit about me are just as bad its just people dont talk about you. this weekend was okay but iregret because theres certain people that i dont want to see me in that way. i wonder if they didnt know me or my reputation if it would change i realize im not the best girl in the world but im not the worst. i was talking to a friend today and i dont want everyone to know my (entire) life. i hate the way things are. sometimes i wonder if guys didnt think of me as just a slut if a guy would actually like me for me and not just because they want to get laid. i think theres someone i could really like but i know all i am in their eyes is a whore and i would do anything to make people see me in a differnet way. i know its my fault for fucking shit up, but i just wanted that 1 chance it would be differnet if just once i got to be with the person i liked instead of just talking to random guys who only talk to me cause they think it will mean their gonna get laid. so because of my reputation does it mean i dont get the chance of being loved and not fucked over and used and cheated on. im starting to wish i could transfer somewere where no one know my reputation and i cant start over. i just want the chance to be with someone i actually like. so just cause you dont me dont judge me cause im not really as bad as everyone seems to think |
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