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Name: William Country: United States State: New York Birthday: 1/16/1987 Gender: Male
Interests: kung fu, fighting, handball, making drinks... Expertise: nothing?
Occupation: Computer related (Internet) Industry: Business
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4/5/2002
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| new xanga: http://www.xanga.com/FoT_oNe_Jai87 new sn: Fut o N e Jai 87 | | |
| right now at this point in life...i feel like i'm playing a game of russian roulette. | | |
| Wow. I think Death is out to get me. He's sending me the "don't die in your dreams" message constantly! In some recent dreams everytime i'm about to die i wake up. Everytime i feel pain i get a tingling feeling in the appropriate body part. Like, if i touch hot stove in my dream, i would feel like i just burned myself on my hand...
anyway, let's go with the dream first. iraqi soldiers invaded city hall and stuff. they start killing everyone everywhere. me, my two friends, and these other people were like, "FUCK THIS SHIT" and we jump some iraqis and steal their guns (rofl, you HAD to see that in my dream). Then we attack back and people join in and we push them back up towards stuy. When we hit chambers on the ABCE station, some iraqi jumps outta hiding and shoots me like, 30 times. What's scary about this...i felt myself spazz out for half a second and when two bullets skinned my neck i got tingling feelings there...
so my two boys drag me into a store as everyone else closes in on the iraqis. i'm feeling my pain right now, and i can FEEL he blood coming out of my wounds...so i give my gun to one of my boys and i'm like, "kill me, i'm in too much pain..." and my boy refuses, but in the end complies. when he's about to shoot, i'm like, "WAIT, i have to find someone first..."
i crawl out leaving blood behind and i look outside. the iraqis are all dead and everyone's gone. parts of buildings were blown off, and like, everything was a ghost town. i look around, then go back inside. i breathe a LONG sigh and i'm like, "go ahead" my boy's like, "err..." and just as he pulls the trigger...
i wake up.
scary shitt... | | |
| I think i'm gonna be a bounty hunter when i grow up. either a contract killer for the mob or in a third world country. the life is so basic. 95% of the things you own are in the form of firearms and cold hard cash. the other 5% comprise of drinks, stoges, and maybe a car and clothing.
You just go into a town, find a bounty. go find and kill that fucker, bring the fucker back to the guy and get money. you deal with punkass bosses who threaten you if you do things wrong, etc. etc. if someone dies you don't care because no one is of relevance to you. if you die no one cares because another bounty hunter is knocking at the door. if you live you're feared and hated by everyone but no one can do anything because you're too fast with a gun.
fear is stronger than love. if guns were made to shoot flowers there's no peacekeeping possible. | | |
| I dislike it when people strike up interesting arguments/debates with me and then after i present a small portion of what i have to say...they respond by saying, "gtg, bye"
In my opinion, that's VERY rude. I think that's an insult to both parties. It's an insult to the party that has to go because that's like saying, "i'm making my stand on the argument but i'm not gonna argue with you." It's an insult to the other party because after presenting their case and getting revved up for an argument, they end up having it turned down. It's like you're giving a pound and the other person leaves it hanging. On a smaller scale, it's the embodiment of ignorance and narrow-mindedness (not to say those two qualities are very bad, but it helps to steer away from these once in awhile) i've ever seen, that because of the way some people are raised, they maintain certain stands on issues and refuse to change their views, or at least be less radical on them. And everyone knows I hate it when people don't back up their views.
In short...it's VERY VERY VERY rude!! It helps if you're like, "i'll debate with you some other time because i gtg now" ... then actually getting back to the debate some other time!
and umm...people who think this applies to them...don't think of this as a hate entry. pleaseeee don't do that. last thing i need is people bitching at me. notice how not once throughout the entry did i use foul language or anything of the sort. This is more of a philosophical entry.
*sigh*...quote of the day (and ESPECIALLY to little james): It's better to walk a thousand steps than to read a thousand pages. | | |
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