I loved you, you made me, hate me. You gave me, hate, see?. It saved me and these tears are deadly. You feel that? I rip back, every time you tried to steal that. You feel bad? you feel sad? I'm sorry, hell no fuck that! It was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your knife. This strife it dies, this life and these lies. And these lungs have sung this song for too long, and its true I hurt too, remember I loved you! I've , Lost it all, fell today, It's all the same I'm sorry oh I'm sorry no I've , been abused, I feel so used, because of you I'm sorry oh I'm sorry no. I wish I could I could have quit you. I wish I never missed you, And told you that I loved you, every time I fucked you. The future that we both drew, and all the shit we've been through. Obsessed with the thought of you, the pain just grew and grew! How could you do this to me? Look at what I made for you, it never was enough and the world is what I gave to you. I used to be love struck; now I'm just fucked up. Pull up my sleeves and see the pattern of my cuts! Seems like all we had is over now you left to rest. And your tears are dried up now, you just lay without a sound. Seems like all we had is over now, you left to rest. And my fears are over now, I can leave with my head down.

-My Black Dahlia;;Hollywood Undead

"hell is empty.
all the devils
are among us."
-william shakespeare

So here`s the deal. With me, it`s all or nothing. I love completely or I don`t love at all so you have to make a choice. Do you want all of me, or none? I know it seems extreme but here`s the thing ; you`re the one thing in my life that I`m sure about. For me, there`s no choice cause I`ve already decided. Pick me like I picked you.

after a break-up, certain things, locations, even
times of the day are off-limits. your town becomes a
deserted battlefield, loaded with emotional landmines.
you have to be very careful where you step or
you could be blown to pieces.

stop and make sure that everything you are
doing right now is really what makes you happy.
you can't just live for some goal in the future
and have that be everything.. have that be it.
because that is what some people do.
they get on this road and there are all these signs
saying, 'this way. that way.' but what if you get
there, you do exactly what you wanted, like
some people do, except all the things that
were wrong, are still wrong. then what?

i look at you, and you look at me.
now i know why they say,
the best things in life are free.

girl its just your s-e-x
aint no more secret
and daddy gone go crazy
when he finds out that his
babys found her s-e-x
and think before you let it go

It's hard to grow up in a society
where you will never be the
pretty girl...everyone seems to
have everything you don't...&
dreams are always one 'cloud
away from where you are

stop and make sure that everything you are
doing right now is really what makes you happy.
you can't just live for some goal in the future
and have that be everything.. have that be it.
because that is what some people do.
they get on this road and there are all these signs
saying, 'this way. that way.' but what if you get
there, you do exactly what you wanted, like
some people do, except all the things that
were wrong, are still wrong. then what?

even though our heart may break.. we must always keep a smile upon our face
_*crucible

It's the people who hug you & never want to let go, the people who you haven't seen for months, but nothing has changed at all, the people who give to you more than you give to them, the people that truly understand who you are, the people who you cry about, the people who you live for, the people in your photographs that have light genuinely shining through their eyes & their smile, the people that take your breath away.

he was a heartbreaker & a cheater, too.
she was so innocent, so sweet oh,
how he knocked her off of her feet.
told her he loved her,
told her he cared
but when she needed him,
he was never there:
out with the guys or so he said,
while 5 other girls had him stuck in their head

yeahh im the one
who taught your
bf that thing u like

i got a funny little feeling;
my arms are shaken like
a lightning bolt.

i swear to drunk im not god!

friendship isn`t just about talking about guys,
keeping secrets, & makeup. friendship is
about two people, connected at their heart,
people who cannot live without each other.
(( friendship is forever )) x3

go ahead and say you hate me..
and you never wanna see me again,
but never say you love me,
cause these words break my heart.
i beleive you are truthful..
and that you are the one.
but once its all over..
alls i can remember is that you "loved me"
but then we broke apart.
you found a new girl 10 times prettier then me
and you love her too.
so how can i know who truly loves me?
you wont ever know...
cause true love can be hidden.
so dont say you love me...
cause if you are going to say that
you might as well say you hate me
and break it off....
cause those words are less hurtful.

Life isn't all it's cut out to be. It has it's ups and it's downs, but you have to embrace those ups and downs and learn from them. You can't just sit back and mope and make people have pity for you. You have to put those things that are hurting you aside...And live...You only get one life and that one life isn't that long. You have to do everything that comes your way. Yeah...You might get embarassed, but in a month, no one will remember. You have to do what you feel is right. You can't worry about other people. Just life how you want to live it. Don't follow examples, make them. Let people follow in your footsteps. Sometimes, you just have to dance around and look like a fool. Other times, you just to sing as loud as you can, even if you do sound bad. You haven't lived until you've danced in your underwear. And most of all, you need to laugh. Never go a day without laughing... Or at least smiling. It doesn't matter if you've had the worst day, if you just laugh, everything will be okay. For the most part, just be you. Don't listen to others... They are going to make fun of you...They are going to tell you that you're stupid. But, that is their opinion. It only becomes true when you start to believe it.

forget school
forget class
forget me
and ill kick your ass

whether you are rich or poor,
whether you are hot or not,
whether you are hyper or quiet,
whether you are wierd or cool,
no matter who you are it doesn`t
matter what people think because
who you are is who god wants you
to be so fuck them because this who
you [ s h o u l d ] be

did you ever meet someone and have them totally change your life?
that every thought you ever had about life and yourself was changed.
the way you look at life and people and even the way you breathe.
it's like all that time you were hiding inside yourself until that person
came into your world... well you are that person for me. i'm hopelessly
in love with you. you teach me something new every day. i'm a better
person now that you're in my life. promise you'll never leave because
now that i've known what life is like with you...
i couldn't bare to live without you.

she thinks if she calls him it shows
weakness so the hurt goes on with
every tear she`s cried..aint it sad to
see a good love fall to pieces?

cause ii know that you're inbetween
arms somewhere, next to heartbeats
where you shouldn't be asleep ¢¾

later that day I got to thinking about relationships. there are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous.

as we grow up there's going to be many things
that we don't like. hook-ups that mean so much
to one person && nothing to the other. girls who
like the same guy you like ;; you'll meet new - -
people who may matter more than others might '
but the one guy who stays by you till the end . .
will be the one - ;; * lAGUNA BEACH __ <3

without pain, there would be no suffering.
without suffering we would never learn `'
from our mistakes. to make it right - pain&
suffering is the key to all windows, without
it there is no way of life.

push me up against the wall &
kiss me like you mean it... <3

you might not be his first, his last, or his only. he's cared about someone else before and possibly will again- but if he cares for you now; then what else matters? he's not perfect and you aren't either, and the two of you will never be perfect. but if he can make you laugh, hold onto him and give him the most you can. he is probably not going to quote poetry. he might not be thinking about you every second of the day. but he will give you a part of him that he knows you can break. so don't hurt him, don't change him and don't expect more than he can give. don't over analyze, smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him whenever he's not there.

and when you`re married & have
kids & your little girl wants to
know who your first love was..
(( i HOPE YOU`LL SAY MY NAME ))

i remember the first time we hugged the first time we kissed the
first time you told me you . loved me . i remember 'the first time you
made me laugh the 'first time you made me cry i remember the first
time i got really mad at you and the first time we made up cause
i k n e w ... i c o u l d n ' t l i v e w i t h o u t y o u <3

#1 rule of seduction
Never fall in love

when you smile, i smile; funny how that works.

& you may not know it
and i may not show it,
but why can`t you see?
that you mean everything to me.
never wanted the stars
never shot for the moon
i like them right where they are...
all i wanted was you

does it hurt you to know that we haven’t spoken to each other in days? Does it hurt you to know that we can’t look at each other without looking away? Does it hurt you to know that everything we had as friends is gone? Does it hurt? Cause it’s hurting me

smiling doesnt mean that im happy
laughing doesnt mean i dont cry
walking away doesnt mean i dont want to run
and loving you doesnt mean ill wait for you
for the rest of my life... <//3

give me some time to catch my breath
before you go taking it away again<33

life's nautral highs::
Falling in love. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. Bubble baths. Giggling. Long convos late at night. The beach. Running through sprinklers. Laughing at an inside joke. Laughing at yourself. Laughing so hard your stomach hurts. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. Friends. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep. First kisses. Making new friends or spending time with old ones. Singing. Sweet dreams. Hot chocolate. Making brownies. Holding hands with someone you care about. Watching a sunset. Getting out of bed in the morning after sleeping in and looking out the window to see its sunny. Knowing that somebody misses you. Starbucks.Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply. Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what other people think. Being in the arms of the one you love. Getting all pretty. Walking in the rain. Dancing in the rain. Kissing in the rain. The rain. Receiving roses. Eating ice-cream and crying to a chick-flick. Going to the movies. Making a fool of yourself and not caring because you're having too much fun. Fridays. Saying I love you. Hearing I love you. Cuddling. Pictures that remind you of good memories. Good memories that you think back to and start to smile. Sleeping til noon. Dancing. Turning up the music so loud, you cant hear yourself scream.

so, here i am, looking pretty
for you & only you

he looks at me and smiles
&& it pathetically makes my day

She smokes like there's no tomorrow
She says it makes her feel alive.
She drinks her wine like water 'cause she feels dry inside.
She drives her car like it's a bullet
She says that time is slipping away.
She never thinks about her future...
It's a million miles away.

my mood can change from
sweet to bitch in 10 seconds flat..
s o   d o n t   t e s t   t h a t

Work It Harder, Make It Better. Do It Faster. Makes Us Stronger.

samantha: this menopause.. i cant stand it.. im hot all the time..
                  && i just wanna rip all my clothes off.
carrie: what was your excuse before the menopause?

lifehasafunnywayofworkingthingsout<3

talk low, talk slow, and dont talk too much
-john wayne

i dont design clothes, i design dreams
-ralph lauren

love is a smoke, made with the fume of sighs
-shakespeare