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|  A RAPE STORY.
everyone please repost this! if you dont repost this i feel for you if this dosent touch you because this is just wrong. read this. its disgusting and heart- breaking
Walking in my nighty; rubbing my eyes
My fathers sitting on the sofa with his friend
He pats the seat in the middle; i sit
Shivering so cold; a quilt he lends
"Jessy you love me dont you" a smile; his
Their breathe spirts weep
"Daddy you know i do; what is it?"
He smiles at his friend; his hand creeps
His friend takes my hand; looks me in the eyes
Daddys creeping up my nightie; cold hands
I try to pull his hand away; grip is strong!
They look at one another; nod; something planned
I feel my palms sweat; Daddys under my knickers
"Daddy im going to bed! Night" Pulling again
But there grip is to strong for weak me
I look at both; and ask, who are these men?
His fingers going up me; pulling away
His friend leans forward; a kiss? Why?
His toungue moving mine; my eyes squint
Lean back and away; "Why are you doing this?"
No answer, i feel the pain inside me; him
Chunks the quilt on the floor; me to
I try and scamper away, but im not fast
"O Daddy please, i love you"
His friend; pulling at my nightie
And my Dad pulling my pants down
His friend pinning my hands to the floor
As my Dad lies himself on the ground
I squirm; as Daddy friend pulls me up
And places me ontop of Daddy; thrusts within
I cry; i bite; i scratch; i slap; i fail
"O Daddy please you win you win!"
I can feel my skin rip; my virginity breaking free
I can feel the blood seep down my leg
"Daddy your hurting me please"
I plead to him and his friend; not even a beg
Daddys laughing; why does he laugh?
His friend shoves himself in my mouth and moans
Tieing my hands togather; moving in and out
"Ride me Jessy" He laughs and groans
They smile at one another; laugh to
They roll me over and spread me wide wel
My daddy sits on my face; himself in again
While his friend talks and pushes himself inside
I can hardly breathe; i gag for air
I cough and splutter; cry and weep
I beg and plead; but its no use
Theyve already made me hurt and bleed
I stare into his eyes; that look upon me
This is not my Dad; where is he?
If he was still here; would he care
Would he actually even; see?
"Why Daddy? Please tell me why?"
Dad looks at his friend; and waves him away
"Jessy i love you" he smiles and kisses my cheek
"Is that all you have in your heart to say?"
He puts my nightie on me
I walks me to my bedroom door
Ever since that night; His friend
And himself every Friday come back for more
"Night sweet Girl; You are my life"
Closing the door, tears still down my face
Still the smell of him and his friend
Fade into me like disgrace
I watch the Moon go down; the sun come up
"Jessy its school" Knocking at my door
I cant help but cry; weep in pain
Because im so scared he wanted more
But one night daddy took it too far
Daddy and his friend came back for one last shot
They were worried they would get caught
So he and his friend took me to a cemetary lot
I was blindfolded and my hands were tied back
"Daddy please!! Not tonight!"
Daddy and his friend both had their last fun
After that i tried to put up a fight
I begged daddy "Please no more!"
All he could say "Shut up you stupid whore!"
Daddy unblindfolded me at last
He said I love you so much
He went back into the car and pulled out a bat
"Daddy I swear I wont say a thing!!!!"
I was dead
After only one swing..........................
**Please if you care for all the children and women who have been raped repost this bulletin with the Headline "A RAPE STORY"**
u should be ashamed of yo urself if u dont reposts this!
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| hey you guys!!!!!!!
well................. nah lol!!! but ne ways lets see its been so freakin long since i updated last lol i have been so busy with gettin readyfor prom last weeknd and everything but.... lets see....
friday...
mallorie came to stay wid me but it didnt quiet happen lol cause her mama got sick lol poor lorie but first lets i went to school then i went and picked up my dress for prom and my last little few things and then came home and thats when me guh came over lol then left wid jim haha!!!!
saturday.....    
i woke up at like 10 and got my things togeter and went to lizzes grams for ariel to do my hair which was reall gorgeous of course gah i love her lol then i left there and went home and got my dress and things and britney came and got me and we wet to her house for her to take a bath then went to ginas to get her hair done and kristie came and meet us up there she is really kool lol then we went home and chilled most of the day until abotu 4 then we started gettin dressed for prom and john alan came got us form her house and we went and rode and chilled till 8 then we went to prom and jigged lol!!!!! i left at like 1130 and came my but home lol i was really tired haha!!!!
sunday....
i woke up early for church haha and then came home and later that nite i went a picked up hetaher and ray and we went to church and heather and ray went up front and prayed a little you could tell they was a ittle scared lol but they got over it and then me hannah ray and heather went and ate at pizza hut and clowned you know lol and daniel and scott duncan caom and talked to us i miss that boy but anyhow tha was my weekend and this weekend is the fair and me brit, ray and heather will be there clownin well ttyl bye luv ya!!! |
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