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| sigh... I don't know what I'm going to do. I should be happy. I'm not. I don't know why I'm not...ok I lied. I know why I'm not happy. I know why I won't be happy for a while. I lack patience. Dammit. Lol. I need more patience. And I still need to figure this damn thing out. Eh. I don't care that much. Hmm...I need to do something about my life. I just don't want to bother. Yes I'm being lazy--and so i won't really *at lesat I'll try not to* complain about everything. Then again--only a portion of my life rests in my hands at this point. How sad is that. My life is in the hands of others....fudge muffins... | | |
| -sigh- I have been trying to reach him for a bit. I just left a message. Hopefully he will call me back and all will be well once more. That's all I want. I hope he won't be angry with me or yell at me. That is so the last thing I want. Perhaps this will show if he's made progress? How understanding will he be? Only time will tell. I just want to talk to him and say I'm sorry, and I want to tell him he means the world to me--and that i ---- him still. He knows all of this. Somewhere he knows. I wonder though--if he cares deep down inside? I know he does. Ahh, I just don't know exactly what to think right now.. | | |
| Ok, I need to learn how to use this thing....lol. It's different from my LJ. Sigh, I miss my LJ. ::tear:: Saphire is sitting on my lap and it's getting annoying...>_< People should add me as a friend. :D!! You really should. lol. I am soooo bored... | | |
| Mmmmm.....I got an LJ, a My Space, and now a Xanga. I've had nothing to do these past few days...=/ Maybe I'll get a Greatest Journal too...lol. | | |
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