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| And I miss you all the time,
and all those promising lies.
I miss the way your hand fit mine,
and the soft look in your eyes.
I miss our hellos and our goodbyes,
because now i'm only left wondering..
Why did our last goodbye actually mean goodbye. If you could only see how she sees you through her eyes. Honestly, you don't deserve her... Not anymore. Let's ignore each other & try to pretend that the other doesn't exist. But deep down, let's know that it wasn't supposed to end like this. That was a summer for the infinite.
The way the light fell just so.
Your hands clumsily finding mine.
Our hearts finding their way to a place they could never forget. The most incredible feeling is knowing that I make you happy. Somewhere, someone's finding happiness while I'm still here, so hung up on you. Nothing is real & I want you to know that I'm not all right & when you tear open my chest, I'll try not to flinch, but I won't make any promises. Yeah, you taught me that. The hardest things to say are the words that mean the most. Your words are cold & the season is too. The comfort in your voice is gone. Don't keep in touch. I'm better off alone. You've lost everything that I've loved. Experience is the worst teacher,
because it gives you the test before the lesson. I hate the way that girls have this thing,
where it's friends before boys.
Just because you love someone with all
of your heart, doesn't mean that there's
no place left for them. If all they want is to
be the best, then i'm sorry girls,
you're like all the rest. And I don't need
those kinds of friends. If you'll ditch me
because of who I love, and not stand
through it with me till the end, then forget it,
you aren't staying my friend. Life's too short to wake up in
the morning with regrets,
so love the people who treat you right,
and forget the ones that don't.
Believe that everything happens for
a reason.
If you get a chance, take it.
If it changes your life, let it.
Nobody said that it would be easy,
they just promised it'd be worth it. Icon Of the Day:
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| Sometimes we expect more from others
because we would be willing to do that much for them. There are three types of people in this world:
the ones who keep you alive,
the ones who would otherwise cause you to die,
and the ones who somehow manage to do both at the same time. Every tear falls for something,
and all mine have fallen for you. Never regret a n y t h i n g,
because at one time.. it was
exactly what you wanted. Love is hanging on when your heart's had enough,
and giving more when you feel like giving up. & The truth of the matter is, if you have to stop
& ask yourself, "is it really worth it?", it probably isn`t. all she wants is that special someone who
will sit with her under the stars and not want
anything more than to look her in her eyes
and say "you're the one i've been searching for." Relationships are worth fighting
for. But sometimes, you can't
be the only one fighting. the ability to get back up
depends on the number of times
you've been knocked down. you test her, push her, break her...
play with her emotions its so up and down.
she's a better person then you give her credit for. There are no hard feelings,
no one to blame; just two people
& feelings that didn't stay the same. Nevermind. Forget it.
They're just memories inside of a spiral notebook.
You can say I changed and I can say fuck you.
You never knew me to begin with. she tries to stay away from him...
but it's so hard not knowing that
it doesn't make a difference
whether she's right in his face or
a thousand miles away.
either way, all she is to
him is a memory. I'm mad at myself, not you. I'm mad for
always being nice. I'm mad for always apologizing
for things I didn't do. I'm mad for getting attached.
I'm mad for depending on you and wasting my time
on you. I'm mad for thinking about you, and most
of all for not hating you when I should have.. I`m the girl. The one that`s always
lost. The one with the fake smile. The
girl who seems to be so strong, but daily
continues to break. That girl who`s
always there and seems to have no
problems of her own. The one who holds
back tears. until she`s off the phone. Knowing that something
will never happen, doesn’t
make you want it any less. I want to be the girl he's scared to lose.
The one that he can't walk away from
knowing she's mad at him.
The one who can't fall asleep without her
voice being the last one he heard.
The one he wouldn't know what
to do without. People change. Even the person you
thought you knew the most changes. &
even though it hurts to see them go, you
have to move on, for the sweet memories
are all you have, & things might never be
the same yeah, they talk about her,
she smiles like she's so tough.
she says, "hey can you talk a little louder?
i don't think my heart is broken enough" Use the pearls around her throat
to choke her endlessly until it hurts
bleeding lies out of her chest
all the lies you had ever said
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| The world is going to throw us
a million reasons why this isn`t going
to work out between me & you,
but what the world doesn`t know
is that I`m armed with the one
reason why it will. ♥ You never fall in love the same way twice. Because you're hoping you're wrong, & every time he does something that tells you he's no good, you ignore it. And every time he comes through & surprises you, he wins you over, & you lose that argument with yourself, that he's not for you. But young love is adorable;
the kind where a boy will do anything
to sit next to that girl that he's had his
eyes on since the day he met her. She's worth it,
so don't act like she's nothing,
because she's a one of kind,
& you can't find another like her. If there's anything you should do before
you die, allow me to suggest something:
look into someone's eyes, someone who
you can really care about, really look
at them, just look at their face, their eyes,
take them in, breathe their breath into
your lungs at a moment when they're
most happy and I promise you, you'll
never see anything more beautiful than
the expression on their face, or the one on yours. it's been so long since i've seen you
your smile is slowly fading
every day we spent together
is slowly being replaced by
the days we spend apart. He looked at me & my heart melted;
you can't tell me that wasn't love,
because I felt it. And all she wants to hear is that
you miss her when she's not around. What I have with him is worth it. It's worth every single lonely night, every tear I cry from missing him, and the pain I feel for not having him close. It's worth it because he's my one and only, and when I picture myself years from now, I see only him. No matter how painful the distance can be, not having him in my life would be so much worse. Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so love the people who treat you right & forget the ones who don't & believe that everything happens for a reason.
If you get a chance, take it.
If it changes your life, let it.
Nobody said that it would be easy,
they just promised it would be worth it. ♥ Sometimes I walk a little faster in the school hallways just to get next to you. <3 And so relationships come & go, but there's one thing you can't understand. Why does the guy who always seems like he's not that kind of guy, even when you've known him for what seems like so long, end up being the exact thing you thought he wasn't. I remember someone telling me that a guy doesn't deserve my tears, because the one who loves me won't make me cry, but I guess they don't understand how to live & learn, and how love is a powerful thing. It can open you up, cause you to do crazy things, make you think about what will be or will not be, and changes your life in ways you thought it never could. Love isn't forgetable, and your heart is not easily fixed, but so easily broken. What I want to know is, how after all the good memories you had with someone, yet all the pain they ended up causing, how do you simply not care and so suddenly let go without even one tear from the love you thought you had. Icon of the day:
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| You have all the time in the world, so keep on fighting, & never let them say there`s anything that you can`t do. why do people think it's okay
for them to do horrible things
to other people as long as they
apologize afterwards? Sometimes you need to stand up for what
you believe in, even if you're standing alone. faith isn't faith until it's
all you're holding onto. Never take someone for granted.
Hold every person close to your heart
cause you might wake up one day & realize
that you`ve lost a diamond while you were
too busy collecting stones. don't regret the things you did;
regret the things you never had the guts to do. goodbyes make you think.
they make you realize what you have,
what you've lost, & what
you've taken for granted.
♥ you only find a few people in this world,
a few people who will tell you they love you,
and mean it with all their heart. Love is being comfortable with someone.
Because even though your minds may not know it,
your hearts are having this conversation of their own
and they know that you're meant to be together. People put you down enough,
and you start to believe it..
The bad things are always easier to believe
than the good things. Anyone can give up,
it's the easiest thing in the world to do.
But to hold it together when everyone else
would understand if you fell apart,
that's true strength. the more you show your feelings
the more people find ways to hurt you. Saying sorry doesn't mean anything.
Its how you treat the person after it.
And after you said it to me you did
the same exact thing over again. Every single person has at least one secret
that would break your heart. If only we could remember this,
I think there would be a lot more compassion and tolerance in the world. Life is already complicated
as it is. You don't need people
to weigh you down,
people to disappoint you. this is for the girls who never won.
who stay up late at night listening
to music that inspires them to do things next to impossible.
the girls that laugh, smile, & think on a daily basis.
the girls who learn & try not to regret.
the girls who never have it easy.
the girls who learn the hard way & live to tell about it.
the real girls. <3 sorry doesn't do anything.
it is a simple word that
we used to use in elementary school.
it takes a seconds to say.
then, it takes a second to go away. In the time it would take you to learn from your mistakes, in the time it would take you to dial the phone, in the time it will take you to realize her greatness, she'll be gone... She's moved on. She's got this subtle beauty where she knows what you're thinking, but doesn't let you know that she's got you figured out. You can see by the way she smiles around him, the way she smells his sweatshirt whenever she wears it, the way she counts minutes until she gets to see him again... She's so crazy about him. It's not an obssession to love someone you never want to lose. <3 Sometimes all you wish for, is for someone to wish for you. Icon of the day:
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| If my life had a remote, i'd rewind to the day I met you, and let it play all over in my memory again. Someone write this for me,
because I don't think I can,
"Goodbye."
©
Part of me is gone, it stayed with you that day;
Even now that you've forgotten me,
I remember you smiling at me before we said goodbye, and I remember that look in your eyes that said,
'[p l e a s e r e m e m b e r m e]' © Do you know how terrible it feels to go to bed every night for a year with tears in your eyes over a boy who used to love you ? You have to start trusting yourself;
because when you are all alone
who are you going to turn around to
and tell your whole life story to?
© My mother always says "If so-and-so wanted to jump off a bridge, would you follow?" And I always reply "Hell no, I'd be the one who came up with the idea first." How do you prepare a heart to be broken or dreams to fall through? How do you let go of a miracle who means everything to you? How do you walk away, with the tears in your eyes? Letting go isn't easy, you can just pray that you'll survive. You`re just another
face in the c r o w d.
© I've gone through this before;
&that's why I dont get why
this is so hard for me to deal with.
It's the simple fact that he just
doesn't love me like I love him,
I guess, maybe,
its so hard because for a while
he made me feel like he did;
maybe that's the difference. I could fill up a thousand pages telling you
how I feel &you still wouldn`t understand. All I want is to be able
to look at you ¬
feel the pain of the
memories of the times
I knew.
© Tonight it's worse;
these feelings hurt. I'll die for y o u ,
Can you hear me?
I am screaming.
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