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when i think of you,
all i can do is smile
and dream that one
day we'll be together
forever.

you're so typical & i hate you.
another day, same bullshit.
this is like a re-run of some sitcom
& here we are screaming at each other again 
you hurt me on the inside.
listening to the same songs over & over again
hearing the same harsh words replay in my head.
yesterday is already over,  today sucks
& tomorrow's bound to be just as fucked up.

i want to get to a point
where no matter what happens -
no matter how long we go without
being together, no matter how many
fights we get into - that all we need
is a kiss && suddenly we remember
why we love each other.

loved isn't a word.
there is no past tense of love.
if you love someone,
you will always love them
no matter what .

you laugh at my stupidest jokes..
put up with my worst moods..
go along with my craziest ideas..
&& still manage to see the best in me.

& even thought the photograph
of me & you doesnt go with the
way things are now , I still wish
i was back in that picture , with you
in your arms.

after a while, you get sick of caring
& you're too hurt to fight.
sometimes no matter what you do,
things won't be alright.

just tell me how you feel,
save us both the tears.
cause i can't continue lying,
i just confessed my fears ..
i love you .

i'm a bitch ...
so get used to it.
cause trust me..
i'm gonna say what i wanna say,
do what i wanna do.
& be whoever the fuck i wanna be
& nobody said i had to like you.

sadness has me at the end of the line.
helpless watched you break this heart of mine
& loneliness only wants you back here with me
common sense knows you're not good enough for me
& all you had to do was apoligize & mean it.

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dannng sorry it''s taking me forever to update this beast.
i totally forgot about this!!
well i will start updating todayy i think.
but i'll do that later .
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I used to think you were the world,
now i know you're just another
ignorant ass living in it.

For every day I regret, for every
apology that i regret, there is one
thousand times the regret for giving
you the time of day.  I hope this ruins
you, becuase i regret every ounce of you.

&& sometimes i still wonder how you are &&
what you're doing.  Sometimes i miss the way
we'd laugh && the way we used to be..
even though it was so long ago.

i want to cry, really i do,
but i guess i just don't want to give you
the satisfaction of knowing you hurt me;;
once again.

a great friend is someone who
makes your problems, their problems,
just so you don't have to go through
them alone.

I try to talk to you, but i dont know what to say.
i'm afraid you dont want me to say anything.
so i dont. but inside of me, there are words
waiting to come out & tell you how i feel ;;
like how much i miss you, && how much
i love you despite my broken heart &&
how i need you in my life && especially how
much i want you.  but those words will forever
stay in my heart, locked inside.  Sometimes
i wonder if there are words locked inside you too,
but i'll never know ...

&& I thought you were perfect for me
you made me wait around && i'm so glad
that i didn't wait any longer because you
were so wrong, you didn't call me when i
asked you to ;; you broke your promises
&& you lost that sparkle in your eyes
when you looked into mine </3

i hate how we dont talk for weeks
but then all of a sudden you talk to
me again .. and it is like as if
nothing happened .. and i slowly
start falling for you .. all over again.

there are some things from our high school experiences that we will carry with us for the rest of our lives and some memories that we choose to forget.  but when we look back at those experiences, we'll see our friends .. the ones who got us through everything and we'll realize how lucky we are to have them.

sometimes your BEST friends
end up hurting you more than
your worst enemies ever could.

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I really can't deny it. I am who I am.
I'm pretty normal. I'm not that smooth
type of girl. I run into things. I trip. I spill
food. I say stupid things. I really don't
have it all together.

Lets play TRUTH 0R DARE.
or just dare because nobody ever really
tells the truth anymore.

quotessss :)

tell him i dont ever wanna see him again.  tell him he meant crap to me.  tell him i never loved him.  tell him i wont miss him at all.  but please, PLEASE dont tell him i said all this with tears in my eyes .

i thought you were my best friend.  i thought we were friends till the end.  i thought youd always be there for me in rain or shine.  i thought you would be there all the time.  i thought you were my real true friend.  i thought what we were going through would sometime mend but i guess i was wrong.  our friendship really isnt that strong. 

its funny how friendships end up.  They just get down in the dumps.  people lie and talk behind eachothers backs.  they hurt you and make your heart crack.  they dont understand what they do because best friends would never do that to you so keep your friendship long and strong.  never break a friendship that has lasted for so long ..

you cant hurt me anymore. im already broken. sure you can pick up the torn pieces, but nothing will hurt more than that first blow to my heart.  so go ahead with your lies & childish games.  they dont hurt.  i cant feel it.  i already went numb.

i cant figure you out
but a heart must be the one thing
you were born without
ive been wasting my time
i dont know where ill sleep tonight
you say that you can do without me
go ahead now try and live without me

im fed up with waiting for life to happen before i can have a life.  if i dont do this one thing the way i want to do it, then i really will be a failure.  hes everything i ever wanted . i cant let go. 

maybe we hate each other because
we cant face the fact that we are in love

its those days where we sit around && do nothing.  its the moments we laugh so hard, we cry.  its the way we look at eachother and know whats going threw each others head its those stupid pictures && the jokes, those are the reasons we're best friends.

she hasnt looked at another boy the same, shes hurt and shes acheing, and shes tired of faking, she knows she needs to move on and find someone new , but lately, shes been missing you

&& she just wants you to know
she loves the way you laugh
&&; your stupid dumb smile
that has her fallin head over heels

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c'mon i know you guys like these quoteeees :) but leave me some commmmentts .. ill update after i get 3 commenttts .. thats what ill start off with .. so after three comments .. then you get 10 Quotess

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