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Friday, May 27, 2005

Fri, 27 May 2005 14:07:58 GMT

new xangaaaaa http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=victim_to_a_kiss subscribe or I wont subscribe to you

<3 Kadie

Friday, May 27, 2005

Fri, 27 May 2005 00:45:05 GMT

oh my I am so bored. there is nothing to do. At least I have my friends to help me. I <3 my friends. Until they lie lie lie. well that tis no fun being stupid annouying emotional person. Oh my. today I sat alone and then I went to targhetto and bought some mints, oh my I want one rightnow...

scorrrrre

these shall be my grades....

Spanish: D
Orchestra: A
Art: C (stupid stupid Morris)
Science: A (yesss)
Lang. Arts: A
Math: C
Geography: A (I passed the testtttt)

nice nice...

I get no Comments... : (

oh my//

6 days till Blood Brothers

<3 Kadie

took this from Amanda who got it from emo_joe

Instructions: Choose a singer/band/musician and answer only in song titles or album titles by them.

I chose: Nirvana
1. Are you male or female? About A Girl
2. How old are you? Smells Like Teen Spirit
3. Describe yourself: Dumb
4. How do some people feel about you? Downer
5. How do you feel about yourself? Big Cheese
6. Describe your ex: Mr. Moustache
7. Describe your views on crushes: Something In The Way
8. Describe what you want: Paper Cuts
9. Describe how you live: Lounge Act
10. Describe how you love: On A Plain
11. Share a few words of wisdom: Come As You Are

that worked out real good

edit//1:41pm

guess who cant sleep again? Why I think it might be Kadie...who else wants to give it a try? See this is why I cant sleep....I cant stop talking to myself about random stupid stuff that no one cares about...I mean really....I might go to Erica's house tomorrow and we might go hangout with Kyle...he said he would have to ask...and Erica has to ask....Kadie has to ask too...wow why do I always refer to myself as Kadie instead of saying so do I...I say so does Kadie...thats kind of sad if you think about it...its basically just talking to yourself...you know that I can have a full length conversation with myself? I know its pretty impressive....I know I know...I was supossed to go to bed like an hour ago...dont know why considering the fact that its summer and I am doing nothing tomorrow so I can just sleep in which I know I will because I will be a tired wittle girl tomorrow...hahaha...see thats not even funny... that was fun

<3 kadie

edit//11:47am

xanga you are being el stupido right now, you wont let me leave a Comment and you were fixing xanga for like 6 hours. ughhh. I mean really xanga is basically the only thing I do when I go on the computer. how could you? you better let me leave a comment soon or I shall be so pissed.

<3 Kadie

edit//11:55pm

there we go xanga. thank you. Uh oh, david found a bug in his xanga. : (

<3 Kadie

edit//12:15pm

el stupido xanga thinking you can outsmart me. Me and David have planned to burn you down and have a giant bonfire. what do you think of that? yea thats what I thought...

<3 Kadie

edit//1:30pm

for some reason I think that people find me annouying...im not sure why...I just think that..cause I mean if I wasnt me I would find myself annouying considering I already do think im annouying..so if you think im annouying just tell me I wont care...I'll just shutup the next time I see you...no more annouying.

<3 Kadie

Thursday, May 26, 2005

Thu, 26 May 2005 21:56:10 GMT

Pictures from the last day taken by the lovely Alyssa....

aw Amanda and chank are oh so cute together...I want a boyfrienddd

I missss youuuuuu <3 <3

my cotton candy prostituuuute

Caseyyyyy why do you have to mooooove???

haha look at gay Aidan

aw <3

SOMOTOOOO

Alyssa and meeee

yea....im picking my nose...lol

<3 Kadie

p.s you know what I want? redneck caller id...

Thursday, May 26, 2005

Thu, 26 May 2005 15:40:25 GMT

I think Kadie is back. I know you all must have missed me dearly. Its hard when the most cool person ever isnt there...

Disney was ok, but there was these hippies that were EVERYWHERE I went. On Monday...hippies. On Tuesday....hippies. On Wednesday...hippies. I even saw them at the gas station, and they were the SAME people. dun dun dun. Man that was pretty darn scurry. Well I took a few pictures, they are not that fun..

me and my brother in front of the Rocken Rollarcoaster, yea, we road it about like 4 times, but then the line got to long..lol

its a pussy bag...

we went to Planet Hollywood for dinner, and I got this stick thing but then a rock song came on and so I started doing the drums with the stick thing and it broke...so I cried...

Im so glad that we live in America.....where else can you get a magnet thats perfect just for you?

my brother got bored...

he walks alone...i hate greenday..

aw : (

my face is gone!, ew Kadie in shorts...

I got bored when we went to the France part...

United Kingdom had a...

PHONEBOOTH!

um yea...I dont even know...

Well I guess it was ok...Im gonna go now. Amanda wont pick up the phone : (

I guess no one wants to talk to me. I need to shutup Im getting all annouyinglike..

<3 Kadie

old memories...

oh my//

7 more days till blood brothers

Sunday, May 22, 2005

Sun, 22 May 2005 09:20:52 GMT

yea, I get like no Comments. thats kind of sad. : (

well Im going to Disney World and wont be back until Thrusday

I know you will all miss me.

edit//10:58am

I've been cleaning all day to get ready to leave.. wtf?

well I wont be able to write in here until Thursday, Considering the fact that we are to poor to buy me a laptop, lol. I'm gonna miss you guys, and Im gonna take a pic with the big Mouse, yesss, scorrrre. Alright well nothing to really talk about. Bye

oh my//

11 days till Blood Brothers

I <3 you all

<3 Kadie

edit//2:12pm

new belt and new shoe laces....

stupid cat sniffing my butt, lol hes not really, but it looks like it doesnt it?

dont be jelous...

alright I'll be back on Thursday

<3 Kadie

Saturday, May 21, 2005

Sat, 21 May 2005 00:00:30 GMT

Talking to Andrew, David, and Amanda in the chat, so yea...

wow, this is my new bf everyone... : > yea his name is Mike Hunt

oh my//

12 more days till Blood Brothers

warped 8/5/05

edit//12:52am

oh no! I have to clean the house tomorrow. poop : (

Im going to the Disney World on Sunday, oh my I cant wait to scare all the little kids, I shall wear all my eyeliner an pants, yea thats right Im gonna wear pants in the summer, dun dun dun. To bad that doesnt bother me cause pants are the only thing that I will ever wear. Im gonna bring my camera too, so I can take pictures of my loserness at a little kid park, oh my I cant wait!

Oh my, I wish I could go to sleep, but I just cant, which sucks because I am very tired and I just want to sleep all my troubles away... because tonight has just been sucking, except talk to Kaylan on AIM, that is fun.

I'll write later, I think I might try and get some sleep...

edit//1:12am

cant sleep....

so sad

those are a few of the burnt cds I have, yay free music.

that was fun....

I just want you to know who I am....

edit//9:47am

wow, cleaning sucked, I had to wakeup at 8 and Im just now finished. Which sucks cause I didnt go to sleep until anout 5. UGH... Im so effing tired, to bad I cant sleep. Man I didnt even clean the inside of the house yet...

edit//2:12pm

who got the new Starting Line cd? I think Kadie did. : )

I also got... new eyeliner, oh my the excitements of my life

Lips come together and its out of control...

edit//5:31pm

I <3 those things

Im bored....

Friday, May 20, 2005

Fri, 20 May 2005 09:10:42 GMT

Please tell me if you can hear the song in the backround.

Who's making a mix? I think Kadie is...

1.Goodbye (im sorry) x ...and then I turned seven...
2.In Loving Memory x ...and then I turned seven...
3.I Miss You x ...and then I turned seven...
4.The Enternal Narcistic x To say the least
5.Belt x Say anything
6.City In The Sea x Scatter the ashes
7.Squirrel In The Forest x Gravy train
8.Waiting For You To Rip My Heart Out x A beautiful silence
9.To Lead Astray x A beautiful silence
10.Sweet Dreams and Bitter Endings (acoustic) x A beautiful silence
11.Obsession in one hundred Years or Less x A tale of broken hearts

yea, you're jelous...

oh my//

13 more days till Blood Brothers

Victim to your craving for what I thought was a kiss...

edit//10:21am

I need some Comments cause I barely get any : (

oh yes, and did you know that canker soars are contageous..... hm thats very interesting....

little white stuff is coming out of my mouth...

Im just another name on your countless list...

edit// 12:20pm

wow, today is probablly the most boring day ever... no one to hangout with.. alright call me if you want..

parking in an alley hoping that our shit is safe...

edit//4:41pm

Its love, make it hurt...

yay

Thursday, May 19, 2005

Thu, 19 May 2005 01:29:57 GMT

this summer is gonna be concerts concerts concerts. Its gonna be freaken awesome. Especially Blood Brothers. I'll write later.

x Edit x

wow, Im really bored, cant wait for those concerts. But until then will be major boring... wow, I might do something tomorrow with some old friends from Elementary School. So thats pretty cool. Man, everyone needs to join the blogring me and Alyssa made the link is in the entree below haha. I love Deafbox, needs to make more songs though. I cant believe this year is already over. It's like just now hitting me that I will never see alot of those people ever again. Oh my, now Im gonna start crying, lol. This isnt good. The only reason I didnt cry at school was because I wasnt really thinking about it. Wow this year was so fast. Its crazy... I regret hating people for no reason, well besides Jessica, cause I mean really... just do I even have to explain? This year was probablly the worst year, way to many problems in my life. And I really wish I didnt have to go to that craphole we call JHOP. It sucks there and everyone basically hates me. At least I shall be like cool 8th grader next year, cause I mean Im major cool now.... right guys?? right. Why does everyone I call insist on hanging up on me in rude ways? Well I might write later tonight/this morning.

OK BYE!!!!!!!

x Edit x

Sitting all alone thinking of someone I wish not to be thinking of, but of course I am. Thats just the way it goes in my mind. I know I wont be able to sleep considering the fact that well I cant get this person out of my head. This basically sucks. I mean this always seems to happen to me, I can never sleep cause I cant stop thinking of one certain person, and I just cant take it anymore. UGH, talking about this has now made me want to cry. I dont like crying, especially in front of people, man I dont know why Im telling everyone my feelings, there's just no one on to talk to. Cause everyone else can acually sleep, which sounds pretty good to me right now, to bad I cant. No matter what I do, maybe if I listen to some music or watch tv it can get my mind off of this. Oh I do hope it works.

OK BYE *click*

edit//10:33am

Well I finally got to sleep last night at around 4, again... but I didnt wakeup until 10! :0 My summer sleep in is begining. Oh man, this Summer sucks, except for all the concerts, which are gonna effing rock! To bad I keep getting ditched and my so called "friend" hates me..... Wow, this is wonderfuk. I hate this Summer already. So Im basically just sitting here listening to Bright Eyes, and chewing some Juicy Fruit. To bad no one shall come over cause they hate me. So I dont have to worry about looking good or anything, so yea... maybe if I had some friends I would, but it seems no one wants to hangout with me. : < Thats pretty darn sad. Owell, there's nothing that I can do about it.

edit//1:12pm

oh my, well I guess that Im not hated everyone. yay! I love when Im not hated, life is just so much better.

edit//6:45pm

Oh man, now I dont get to go to Amanda's house cause her mom is waiting for the matress. haha, wtf? Owell, I shall just stay home alone in my room listening to music...

edit//8:15pm

oh my I dont know what to do with myself at this point in time...

edit//9:03pm

soo whats going on?

REBEL AGAINST THE PARENTAL AND SIBLING UNITS!!!!!!

oh my//

14 more days till Blood Brothers

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Tue, 17 May 2005 06:57:35 GMT

Thanks for the COMMENTS guys, but my day just went even worse as it went on, today in my head none of those people are alive, and Im just going to enjoy the last day of school. But its real hard too....

p.s: I was gonna put this whole I miss you thing up, but I dont miss half the people on there anymore. I'll probablly just do a little thing about people tonight, if anyone cares...

We might die from medication, but we sure killed all the pain...

x Edit x (7:05)

I'll miss everyone so much

Amanda Tony and Lane

oh man, I drank that crap...

maybe more later, Im crying you guys...

<3 kadie

Dim the lights, shut the door
Put your hands on my waist and close your eyes
We'll be good, all alone
The lock goes click, and innocence is out the door

Just a kiss, no one will know
Lips come together and it's out of control
Striking fear, into my head
Scared and timid.. i couldn't do this

Passion spills, throughout my veins
My mind clicks to overdrive and ration is gone
You've tricked, me into this
Victim to your craving for what i thought was a kiss

Now i'm laying on your bed
Hips hugged around me, my death is unfolding
My first, why like this?
I'm just another name on your countless list..

Addicted to the moment of pleasure
Don't tell me your name, it won't be remembered
You'll just be a memory, another stupid girl..
That fell victim to a kiss..

Monday, May 16, 2005

Mon, 16 May 2005 08:52:02 GMT

I cant belive there are only 2 days of school left, oh my I might cry, Im gonna really miss some people so bad... <33333333

no backpacks today, which is good, but its not because see I want to bring my cd player, but I cant. : (

We have this down, unlike everybody....

x Edit x (4:50pm)

Today was the worst day of the entire world in my crap hole life, I really dont feel like telling the whole world why.

You only wanted me for having fun....